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UNFAIR... maybe?

2011-12-10T13:15:00.010+09:00

Long time since i last jot on this blog.

Life has been busy, and pretty much fine (really?).
So i dun really feel like writing any post these past months.

However, i finally decided to write this time, not because i decided to, it's just comes naturally.
I guess i write down things when i cannot/unable to tell anyone about smthng.

Well, i'm getting married this March ( jemput dtg yer!).
Usually, again i repeat USUALLY, bila ade event among our family member, mesti sumer get excited n happy for each other, and of course akan semangat nak tolong bantu-membantu...
Well, that's how things WERE for us before.

However, thing pretty much different for me this time.

I'm not saying much, but i'm just thankful that there are some non-biological family members willingly offer to help us on the preparation and always ask if there's anything they can help from time to time.

Not that i'm not thankful, i'm still thankful that part of my close family members still take care about me n my family, and always ask on how the prep progress.

Maybe because i'm anak bongsu so spoil sket, and rebellious kot, tp i feel kinda unfair. So unfair. I mean, my parents did the very best to help and lend their hand when needed. But now?

I mean when my parents need help, do ppl who they helped sooo much before ask anything on the wed prep? do they even offer help? no. they didnt even mention once on my wedding when in conversation with my parents.

Since i got back from Japan, did once do they ask about my wedding? No, though when i last met when balik kg, they did asked about Norq's wedding (sbb that time otw to Norq's wed), not on mine, but on my friend's. I cried all the way ni the car at that time.

My bed-ridden grandma on the other hand, eventhough dia dah byk sgt lupa2, she never forget to ask me about my wedding. When i last met her, eventhough i was so sad at the time, talking to her, make me feel at ease. She asked me, when is the wedding, we talked before on the phone, but i didnt expect her to remember! MasyaAllah. She seems to sense how i was feeling at the time, org tua2 kot, dorg bleyh prasan kot kan? She said, dun worry too much. InsyaAllah semua akan bjln elok, dgn izin Allah. I was stunned, and tharu... if we are capable enough, we really want tok to live here. Jaga org tua nih besar pahalanya... byk nasihat n petua doa yg boleh dikongsi. Tp x semua org hargai peluang nih.

I always cry on this matter. Org ckp time tunang byk dugaan kan? Tp Alhamdulillah setakat nih xder aper la between me n Safwan, so i guess Allah duga saya & family cara nih.

Mama & Abah apologised to me many times (when they really dont need to), on budget dah lari atas sbb tertentu, so everything on tight budget, (tp now sy xkesah dah, nak sesederhana mungkin, aslkan semua bjln lancar), then on hantaran bunga pahar n everything, mama used to buat sendiri jer semua bunga dip bagai nih, tp mmndgkan tgn mama nih dah sakit sgt, so tpaksa stop. sbb byk lagi kerja2 rumah nak kne buat tp xder org yg membantu dan offer membantu. abah pon xbleyh nak wat kerja berat sgt, skrg nak bukak tutup botol pon saya yg tlg bukakan...

I still feel... unfair. How my parents love all of them, even how mad my parents were at times, they never stay mad for too long, since their love for them is THAT deep. i remember once my mum was called for help, i was in Japan at the time, she was having fever, but still she wenr out asap to answer for their help. I think i remember everything they have done for them.

Abah always say to us, " We should help them whenever they need our help. They are like my own, but i dont know if they feel the same. When you grow up and ada keje nanti, jgn lupa give them duit tgn." Well, that's what our parents pesan dr dulu2 lagi...

I always feel overwhelmed how my dad loves them to that extend, even though they are not blood-related.

I just thought that meeting face-to-face, they will finally ask me on my preparation and offer to help & everything. But no they didnt. So, i guess i 'm not loved that much, not like what i thought, not like how my parents' love to theirs'.

Unfair again because, during other family members' weds and events my parents went all-out for them. Everybody happy for each other & get sooo sooo excited.

But now...?

I actually cry every night to sleep, i think my parents noticed too. And they ask me to calm down & look at these all as dugaan." Dont ever think that you're not loved. Many other ppl love u. Whatever it is just believe that Allah is Great, mama n abah did what we did, not because we have to, but we want too because they are our family and we love them, so if ppl dont want to do the same, we can never force them. InsyaAllah, Allah akan tolong kita dik, doa ja banyak2. I believe bila kita tolong org, insyaAllah Allah akan bantu kita in any way."

I know, but i still dont understand why. but i will try to absorb all these and move forward to my beautiful future insyaAllah. But, i just feel... lonely... you know? with my sis living in Jeddah. Only me, mama, abah preparing all for now, and it just hurts me to see them x larat tp cakap larat, paksa2 diri. Ohh God, please give me strength, give us strength. moga Allah memberi petunjuk yg sebaik2nya kepada kami, kpd mereka. Amin.

And hope everything will be settled soon and may Allah help us find a way...

so that my dad can rest and dont hv to work anymore...

p/s: Aside from my wedding nih, i just hope ppl appreciate and care about my parents more. it's just hurt enough to see my dad sedih and bgenang air mata when we mention any of them or when we look at pictures lama2 ms kecik2 smpai thn2 lps, and kenang kisah2 lama2 dulu. "those were the days, now abah dah berumur masing2 dah jauh dgn abah..." ='(

Sorry entry yg org xkan paham. hanya sekadar tempat meluahkan perasaan yg tpendam.

Update: sorry entry pening mcmni made ppl thought saya tak puas hati kat parents saya, nope2... it's actually meant for other family members. unfair here means unfair for me & my parents especially.

BACK FOR GOOD!!

2011-04-22T15:59:00.003+09:00

i'm back, and this time for good!!
yehuuuuuu~~~~~~

Alhamdulillah, graduated on 23rd March 2011!!
So skrg, bz job hunting, moga2 dpt kerja yg bersesuaian, aminnnn~
doakan saya dpt kerja cpt yer!!

tembam desyou!! haih, yabai2, ダイエットしないとね。。。

guilty

2011-03-07T00:16:00.001+09:00

x sukanya menyusahkan org... huwaa... x suka... x suka...
rs berslhnya..... xtau nak ckp cmna... T_T
nih yg x suka bila pnjam brg org... sob3... dou shiyou.....

kenkyu + diet

2011-02-15T01:51:00.004+09:00

uhuk2~ bersawang gila blog chan~ wuuu
oh yer, dah tamat dah kenkyu and slamat dah final presentation on the 20th of dec aitu.
skrg tgh internship kat NTT atsugi, kanagawa prefecture, near tokyo.

byknyer nak citer, tp dah dkt pkol 2 pg! yabai, klo xtdo skrg tkt bsok letih/nebou.
syakaijin (konon) ni natte kara, plg lambat tdo pon pkol 11.30, nih dah tlebih time sgt dah nih... hehe

brt skrg sgtttt yabai... naek byk giler akibat stress kenkyu + exam yg byk giler arituh...
then igt dah stat internship bleyhla nak dietto, tup2 dtg cnie, mkn pnya la sdp, pastuh ramai mmber plak kat cnie... everyweek kluar... biler kluar sah2 makan best2~

plus, dah malas giler nak workout skrg...

sob3... (T_T)

tips anyone?? please...

makan3!! ottoke..... (T_T)

tagged

2010-11-30T15:59:00.005+09:00

in the middle siapkan abstract utk thesis... ketandusan idea... usha2 blog kwn2, ada plak kne tag.

lama dah xlyn tagged game nih, tp demi kohai bernama nigou nih saya watla jgak... wpon dah pnah wat sblm nih... haha... bleyh jgak smbil2 release tension...

25 things u shud know bout me...

aish... saya pon xtau sgt psl diri sndri, so saya campur adukkan dgn apa yg org len pnah ckp psl saya...

1- Fullname: Nur Aisha binti Abd Kadir... sila lihat ejaan 'Aisha' tuh... bukan aisyah or aishah ok??

2- anak bongsu, tp slalu mmpunyai keinginan nk rs jadi anak sulung. cam best sbb dpt kuasa veto dlm adik beradik. muahahaha

3- hati lembut kot, and agak penyayang. muahahaha~

4- akibat ringan mulut, slalu ckp tanpa berpikir... (slalu menyesal di kemudian hari..... tp susah nak ubah =( ) mesti byk org yg terguris dgn kata2 sy, minx maaf yer sbb slalu ckp tanpa berfikir, xder niat nak saketkan hati pon.

5- parents ckp saya sentimental (sbb senang ckp i luv u, i'm sorry kot...)

ms form 2,3 ntah i suddenly feel that i should show my gratitude towards people more. ms awal2 nak berubah jadik open mcmnih mmg malu, sbb saya x biasa ckp mushy2 cmtuh, but i definitely hv no regrets with the change i decided to make. mcm bila parents dtg melwt i will say, "thank u na sbb mai melwt isha...thank u for dis, for dat", and i'll never forget to say i love you to my family and if anything i did wrong i'll say "mintak ampun/maaf na... bla3..." igt lg ms dkt2 nak mombusho xm, i got into fight with my sis, not her fault, it was all me, sbb tgh stress so pi lps geram kat akak... i remember as i got back to um, xsenang duduk nak study sume, so i sent her a i'm sorry text... and why i behaved like that...

i simply believe dat when u love someone, tell them, and when u feel thankful, thank them... and if anything u did wrong, apologize to them. because... we'll never know if we ever have the chance to say that to them later. so say it now, or u'll regret it.

6- drama queen (tp skrg my niece, mayya yg amik alih title tuh... hikhik)

7- antara perangai yg nak ubah, ialah xnak bising... tiap kali ader keramaian, sblm pegi dah set mind, "ok, harini nak senyap sket..." tp xpnah jadik... bkn aper, rs mcm gedik pon ader... tp excited kot biler jmpa ramai org...hoho

8- low self esteem

9- org ckp saya lurus bendul

10- org ckp sy mudah bergaul, tp saya rs tidak. pemalu jgak kot, sbb slalu ketandusan idea biler bborak dgn org2 yg bukan kwn rapat.

11- cpt menggelabah, kalut. sempai dulu pggil sy 'aisha kabut'.

12- ramai igt sy high maintenance, tp slh sama sekalik. cuci muka sy pon harga ￥800 shj, and xpnah own handbag spt coach dsb. yg brand perfume shj, and mekap sebiji dua.

13- manja, sensitif, emo jgak kdg2

14- muka merah bila malu

15- hantu reality shows, tv series, nestum, and cereal

16- family comes first, sbb tuh rather than spending time with fwens, i prefer being at home wif my family... bukan aper... family saya kecik jer.

17- xpnah tdo x mengigau (note: sy amik wudhuk sblm tdo), testimonial rakan2 n keluarga, saya slalu berckp n ketawa ms tdo.

18- slalu saket, esp perot yg teramat sensitif. tiap2 bulan plak xsah kalo xdemam. supplement?? ohh byk sekali... tiap2 hari sy telan... nak wat cmna, dugaan... Alhamdulillah

19- senang terpengaruh, mudah terpedaya

20- bila skali saket hati, susah nak lupa smpai bila2, wpon cuba nak lupa

21- suka bsendirian bila down, xsehat

22- suka doraibu sorg2, smbil psg lagu and menyanyi sorg2... kimochi ii~

23- kwn2 ckp sy mulut manis, tp sy rs x, sbb slalu ckp apa dlm kepala, wpon kdg x straight forward sgt.

24- cpt tersentuh. xbleyh and xnak tgk cerita yg melibatkan binatang. kalo happy2 xpela, tp kebykan cdeyh jer... smpai skrg menyesal tgk wyg citer 'i am legend' sbb xthn sgt part anjing dia mati atas riba dia tuh... start dr situ smpai habes sy menangis teresak2... safwan sblh sy dok tgelak2... cet...

25- mmg setiap org dilahirkan dgn keunikan and kelebihan tersendiri, sbb tuh sy senang admire org. bleyh ckp suma org yg sy knal sy admire. kagum dgn sume org~ wuhuu~

useless

2010-11-29T00:33:00.002+09:00

abah demam... abah jrg saket/dmm, so biler skali dmm trok lah jgak... risau nih...

nihla reason why i wanna finished my study a.s.a.p, now that akak is living in Jeddah, i just wanna go back to malaysia quickly, and look after my parents.

plus compared to akak, i'm the who has been away from home for a long time, so i feel useless and helpless that i cant look after them well.

my heart sank when i heard abah and mama went to the hosp all by themselves, with abah driving eventhough he's not feeling well.

i wanna be there for them.....

mama and abah are always like, "xdak apa2 pon... dun worry lah... ok ja..." but..... yelah kan, sure as anak kita rs xsedap jgak kan??

Ya Allah please let me pass all my exams and do well in my final presentation...

please, please, please...

educated but not learned

2010-11-27T19:35:00.004+09:00

educated, tp xder manner... small heart... xreti kenang budi... KY...

i hate these kind of people.

DOT.

No Mood Watsoever

2010-10-05T00:59:00.024+09:00

br kne hambur ngan sensei!!

urghhhh~ dun wanna talk bout it, neither do i wanna think about it. (forgive my bad english, i dun care anymore)

nak pegi tepi laut, terjun laut!! eyh, Astagfirullah... nak jerit sepuas2nya!!

adalah sgt menyedihkan kalo x dpt grad sbb kenkyu@research. tlgla jgn...

ahhh, xperlah.

kalo x kne marah smpai biler nak maju kan?

kalo x kne marah bukan student namanya kan?

(nak kater aper lagi kan...huhu)

ok, now, story yg menggembirakan hati sendiri, wpon suma kawan2 saye dah tau...

I'm engaged!! ngee~ i'm someone's fiancee... aicee... malu plak ckp cmnih... hakhak

many2 thanks to my mum, dad, sis, cousins, auntie n uncles~ and also my kucing2 sbb tpaksa bsabar kne kurung dlm bilik (tp dgn aircond terbuka sepjg masa, lbih dr org!) haha

on the preparation

brg2 hantaran dah bli ms Golden Week (May) lagi, so that's all i did, believe it or not.

seriously awal2 bsmgt lah nak tunang, but then dah bz plus stress byk sgt xm, dah jd mcm dou demo ii... lepas tgn jer...

so, i didnt feel like i'm the one getting engaged, sbb lepak smcm jer.

dlm hal2 nih, i wanna say a big thanx to my sis, sbb die concern on mende2 yg kecik tp sbnrnye penting, my mum also said the same too. fuhh, naseb baik!

thank u my mum sbb awal2 lg dah siapkan hiasan hantaran, bunga2 dip, lapik2 hantaran and all. pnyala byk choice, smpai last minute pon siap nak tukar letak hantaran dlm kotak, but we stick to the original plan lah... and also tq for my baju and support the mini pelamin. ngee~

tq abah for sponsoring and taking care of the catering and all~ and for menjadi a super dedicated mandur the nite before event!! hehe

thank u akak sbb tlg settle brg hantaran, my only part dat time was just saying 'yes' or 'no' on her choice of cakes, pulut kuning, and all. of coz lah i said yes to everything of her choice, note: her tastes r better then mine), it didnt even crossed my mind to hv all that for my hantaran!! aduhaii~ sape yg nak btunang nih?? haha

thank u kak shima for the door gifts and all~ xder kak shima xjadik keje.

last but not least, thank u all~ at, shita, abg israr, abg rizal, mak su, pak su, cak, tok, and all!! tak terbalas jasa anda semua~ doumo arigatou gozaimashita!!

eyh lupa plak, anak2 buah, tq mayya & amir sbb tlg mskkan hadiah door gift and tlg uji kekuatan stage mini pelamin dgn melompat2 sekuat hati di tgh mlm buta~ ternyata stage tsebut amat kuat. tq anak2 buah yg concern akan keselamatan aunty sue bdiri atas pentas itu~ haha

on perasaan

ms smpai msia serious x rs apa2, sbb otak igt nak raya jer since dah 4 thn raya di perantauan.

homai, i'm getting teary eyed juz thinking about it. huhu

so, after balik from raya dr kedah brla kelam kabut, tuhla sblm nih lepas tgn sgt!!

skali skala panic bila pk the day is getting nearer.

mr S dah tnya awal2, nnti ms sarung cincin r u comin from upstairs??

i said why?

then dier ckp, eyh jgnlah kang ms trn tangga awak jatuh tertonggeng kang. awak tuh dahla gelabah n cpt panic.

ngeh... of course lah not my dear, awal2 mama dah pesan, isha tggu kat bilik blkg ja. kalo tak nnti ada la org yg bakal tsembam jatuh tangga kang!!

hahaha... well u know me~ ekekekek

on the event

Alhamdulillah, everything went well.

x expect nak jadik semeriah tuh, jadik Alhamdulillah sgt berkat doa sumer org... tq!

xder kejadian si perempuan jatuh tersepak stage spt yg dijangka akak n kak shima~ haha

puas hati lah kesimpulannya on semua mende from the caterer, canopy, pelamin, etc.

tenkiu my two besties aimi & kirin yg setia tggu dr awal, smpai lah habis bincang sume...

tenkiu all my friend who came, mmg gamat biler gang mami dtg~ atmosphere trus jadik riuh rendah dgn kehadiran vvips nih! hehehe

cuma yg saye x puas hati and agak tkilan dgn diri sendiri sbb xdan test mekap bsungguh2, test mekap pon sehari dua sblm, tuh pon tgh letih2 n x bsgguh2... jadik hasilnya mmg x memuaskan lah... pttnya ms try mekap tuh saye kne try amik gmbar guna kamera dl... br bleyh nampka hasil sbnr...

jadik, utk saper yg nak mekap sndri, make sure ms try mekap tuh amik dl gambar dgn kamera hockay??

or plg senang upah jer mekap artist yg berlambak2 skrg nih~ hehe

oooh saya juga tersedih sbb lupa nak amik gambar dgn en bf, natchan guna cam photographer~ sobs

ok, sila la muntah tgk gambar2 yg byk nih. sapa yg ader fb saya lg la muak tgk gmbar nih gamaknya... sorry yer korg~ ngee~ bkn sng nk ader mood updet blog nih. hehe

5

And now my top fave pics:
1) Happy moments filled with laughter throughout the scene baling bunga!

2) Bdak2 zaman skrg, when we thought they dun know how to use the iphones n ipads...

3) Lawak gila gmba nih, my mum n his mum wif their mulut muncung...
Oh my, i'm hearing my mum already, "awat isha pi ltk gambaq nih!! burok ngat aihhh!!"
ngee~ xla... comella ma... hihi
4) the best pic of the day, jeng jeng jeng...ekekeke~ the cinderellas turned bibiks after midnight!! (esp yg bselendang ungu tuh, bbedak sejuk lg!! haha)
Otsukaresamadeshita!! Arigatou minna~

Oh ya (smbung plak... igt dah habes tadik... hehe)
Omedetou jgak buat shbt karib sy, someone very close to my heart, Cik Nurliyana@Norq & her fiance, Mr Khalid!!

Norq tayang cincin baru & spek baru... hikhikhik

Terimalah gambaq gedik kami, gambar fresh sebaik mendrt di Kansai Airport.
br smpai nihon dah wat prangai gedik dah... ish3...depa nih la...
p/s: i noe it's not a sure thing yet, Jodoh di tgn Tuhan... doakan kami yer kwn2~ *hugs*

Congrats Liyanasafra@Yana & Hubby, Niqman~ semoga bhgia hgga ke syurga~ sama cntik, sama padan... YANA, u look soooo gorgeous!! *kisses*

takdak tajuk

2010-08-30T02:11:00.002+09:00

lama xbukak blog n xrajin menaip apa2 since before xm kot. reason??

keyboard rosak masuk air. so nak bjimat pnyer psl xnk bli keyboard baru, guna la on screen keyboard...

tp sbb kesian kat mouse yg tpaksa bkerja keras click2 kat on-screen keyboard tuh, maka tpaksala bli keyboard br jgak. huhu

so, sbnrnya xder pape nak tulis pon, tp saje nak testing keyboard jer nih.

best2! sdp jer type. hee~

pffft

2010-07-29T01:25:00.004+09:00

my neck and shoulder pain is killing me!!!!!

went to the pharmacy and seek for help from the pharmacist, but didnt help at all!!

well he was kind & helpful, he asked me to take vitamin c and vitamin e everyday, but the prob is i take all those vitmns everyday!! (xpcy tnya bdak2 toyohashi yg selongkar my supplements arituh!!)

yg pelekat2 for shoulder tuh pon bkotak2 dah habes... tp x kurang2 pon sakitnya!!

again, it's killing me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's even hard to sit, imagining me sitting at my study table with my head resting on a pillow, bdn tegak tp pale mcm org tgh tdo baring... haiyooo2!!

helpppp meeeee!!!!

feel like wrapping something around my neck for support. pffft!!

p/s: pain2 go away, and please dun come again anytime soon, me need to study!

after 5 years...

2010-07-21T23:36:00.008+09:00

wiken arituh mmg memenatkan... pendek kata penuh dgn aktiviti2...

sabtu pagi pegy laut, bbq, men baling slipar, bakar2 kulit bwh matahari (siyes skrg hitam giler!).

sabtu malam gerak pi tgk hanabi wpon x puas tgk, pttnyer gerak awal pon xper...

ahad mlm plak wat makan2 sket kat rumah...

Alhamdulillah tercapai jugak niat di hati nak buat makan2, wpon rs agak terkilan sbb makanan mcm ckp2, and satu jenis jer(nasi hujan panas)...

cocktail plak cpt habis, igt org xsuker, xla beli byk2... huhu...

tp sronok wat makan2 bila ada org nak dtg...

sampai digelakkan kohai, sbb tiap2 tetamu yg balik, saya ungkapkan "terima kasih yer dtg~" haha. yela, berterima kasih la sbb sudi dtg kat teratak kecil nih.

moga2 Allah murahkan rezeki lagi, bleyhla wat makan2 besar sikit.

tq jgak kat hana, sbb hana pon menyumbang sama(tenaga & sayur2 etc), and tenaga kerja yg btungkus lumus iaitu kak uya, marker, n nigou...

Sebbek ada mereka2 yg mmbantu nih, ringan kerja.

nak letak gmbar sbnrnyer... tp gambar sume dlm kamera uya...

maa, atode kalo dah dpt gmbar sy letak sini...

sbnrnye nak ckp pasal toyohashi nih...

saya consider diri sndri antara senior dlm toyohashi nih, bukanla senior aper, cuma senior dlm aspek sbg warga toyohashi.

toyohashi nih mmg dr saya masuk2 dulu (5thn lps), amatlah ramai student malaysia...

but not every year we unite.

grouping has always been an issue in toyohashi.

igt lg masa sy br smpai toyohashi 1st year dulu, saya ditujukan soalan hot, "ko nak masuk group *** ker group ****?"

at dat time i tot they were joking... hehehe

tp semenjak thn lps + esp thn nih, rsnya hbgn sesama warga toyohashi yg plg ok kot, collectively lah...

bleyh dikatakan sumer org mahu bcampur, dan boleh bcampur.

tp nih cuma pendpt saya shj.

masa bmain2 di laut haritu, terdetik rs seronok di hati melihat sumer org bermesra, bergurau senda, menyindir, etc.

seronok bila rata2 newbies yg masuk ke sini mahu bercampur...

it was something rare and almost never happen before, biasanya mesti ada grouping, wpon dlm majlis keramaian.

semoga the next generation yg akan dtg ke toyohashi pon akan meneruskan budaya sihat begini...

minggu ochikomu

2010-07-15T22:35:00.006+09:00

minggu nih sgt down.

hari isnin dpt result slh satu drpd byk2 xm mid sem arituh.

mengecewakan yg amat. careless mistakes!! ya Allah.

wpon mulut bckp Alhamdulillah lulus, tp hati rs sakit sgt sbb markah yg mengecewakan.

mcm bese bila down, pastila penyakit senang menyerang.

blk rumah trus demam, cirit bagai (sbb panas sama kot).

keesokan harinya, paksa diri melangkah pegy lab wpon pala berat gila, sbb ada presentation, siapkan slide, shiryo2, lg 3 jam nak happyo, surrender! mou ii wa!!

xlarat dah dok saket prot ulang alik p toilet. tuan pnya diri pon yakin dah dehydrated nih.

jmpak sensei, sensei soh blk, dia ckp muka aku pon pucat semcm.

yokatta, naseb baik ada lab mate n sensei yg memahami, Alhamdulillah, sume shiryou2 lab mate sblh meja (yg plg baik ngan saya) yg tolong settlekan.

rehat 2 hari, dok diam2 tngkan diri kat umah...

biasala saya mmg jenis mcm nih, bila down, sy prefer berseorgn sehari dua, xbckp, and x bsua muka dgn sesiapa termasuk org yubin yg ketuk pintu rumah.

mlm smlm br ada rs semangat sket, kol la rumah, ckp psl saya down, mama saya ckp dia pon dpt agak, sbb saya senyap jer... biasanya almost every night kol umah, xpon msg.

hehe... manusia ada pelbagai ragam, kan? itulah ragam saya bila saya hilang smgt.

Alhamdulillah semangat dah dtg, syukur padaNya.

lagi 2 mggu lebih nak final xm, doakan saya ya semua!!

norq-chan mo sekkei gambare yo!!

gambarou!!

p/s: pening kepala sket sbb final xm blom pon tiba, bagaimana nasib nnti pon xtau, tp sensei dah suroh study utk xm master, sdgkan saya dah ckp nak balik msia, tp sensei pujuk suroh amik... wuuu..... cmana nih.....

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sabtu lepas, went photo hunting, 良い一日だった！

yokatta ada member sekepala yg xkesah kuar gila awal pg just nak pegy mkn angin n photo hunting, sekadar lepas tension.

best kluar awal, sbb rs ms bjln lmbt jer... kluar awal, blk pon awal... best2...

-pics courtesy of Kamarul-

keesokan harinya trus pegy tuka minyak hitam and ganti battery kete baru... ahhh $$$$$ terbang!! waaa~ xpala... asalkan keadaan kete elok ms memandu, kan? (ayat tenangkan ati)

bil air

2010-07-07T00:15:00.003+09:00

jenuhla nak byr bil air bln nieh, mandi 4 kali sehari. pg, tghari, after habeh klas/kenkyu, before tdo.

jarak balik skolah and sblm tdo tuh besenya 2 jam lbih jer. huhu. yabai na x elok mandi mlm2, tp xthnla panas sgt...

beselah selama 4thn dok jepun slama ni bulan 7 skolah dah start cuti, so biasanya dlm tarikh2 skrg knpem dah ada kat msia tgh melantak nasi goreng ayam mamak. hoho. terbaik laa!!

tp thn nih cuti bln 8 n 9. huhu.tpaksa aa menempuh kepanasan jepun yg panasnya thp maksimum ms bln 7,8.

tp syukur bulan 9 sensei bg balik msia, dptla melepas rindu kat family n kucing2 and yg plg best dpt beraya!! insyaAllah...

ckp kat sensei dlm 2mggu kot... tp dah book tix utk 18 hari. aper kes?? haha.

lupa nak ckp kat sensei 2 minggu x termasuk weekend!! haha

okla, pnat br balik lab, data x seiri lg, besok kna present dah. seiri time bola jap lagi aa kot... heee~ *wink*

London Weight Management

2010-07-04T15:20:00.003+09:00

just heard from a friend yg student price untuk courses kat London Weight Managent nih ialah RM6200.

tuh pon 3 thn lps... skrg nih xtau la brapa agaknya...

Student price tuh!!

wahhh, dasyhat nyer... i guess that is the PRICE u hv to pay to have your body idaman.

tp..... mahalnya..... kan3??

gambar terlampau? LOL!

2010-07-02T22:03:00.003+09:00

skrg kah dok kecohla kesah ariel peterporn dgn 'hobi'nya tuh...

tertgk kat website yg satu nih... "gambar terlampau ARIEL & LUNA"...

pergh... aitu video, nih gambar plak... perghhh HOT niehh!!

LOL!!

from www.amazingnara.com

pics

2010-07-01T21:17:00.009+09:00

mcm dull plak blog xbyk pics nih.

saikin mmg letih, letih yg teramat, meeting berjam2, need to contact someone from mekodai (nagoya university of tech) sbb my kenkyu nih kyodou kenkyu (cooperate ker...?) dgn diorg, so nak tnya org yg wat kenkyu sama tema ngan saya nih pakai jikken kei (alat eksperimen) aper?

sensei soh saya wat research guna coklat n cookies (the ones that only from名糖産業(nama company)), slama nieh dok wat eksperimen pakai ham n sosej jer... yerp bebeh, working wif vavi, tiap2 hari kne samak ok? yokatta la sensei soh saya wat guna coklat, cookies, candies, ice-cream. tp ice-cream mcm impossible jer...

lps nih kalo bdn yg agak 'sehat' nih bertambah2 'comel' slhkan sensei la, sbb tiap2 hari pas abes eksperimen, coklat2 n cookies tuh sensei soh bwk blk makan. wahahaha...

coklat n cookies sponsored hockay? takkan la nak tolak rezeki pulak kan? hihi

anyway, nnti2 ader kanousei(kebrgkalian) kne ulang-alik ke 名工大, meaning kne ulang-alik nagoya, gmok la jawabnya tiap2 hari tapau kebab kang! haha. tp ok jgak, since i read from sheri's blog, their shokudou serves halal food, yippie! cuma problemnyer skrg, duit jerla... kekkou kakaru... huhu

ckp psl duit, td member2 lab dok mintak mcm2 mende kat sensei, sorg nieh propose kat sensei nak bli satu machine nieh...

sama research ngan saya, tp dia tema laen, dier kna kaji semut2 n rambut2 dlm ham.

budak 1: "sensei, saya rs mcm nak order machine nihla utk research saya..."

sensei: "yeker? meh tunjuk sket kat sensei!"

budak 1: "yg nieh..... tp harga ￥50man(=RM19k) lah sensei..."

sensei: "eyh, murahnya, no hal! bli3!!"

wahhhh.... 50man murah rupanya, br saya tau...

pastuh ader sorg lg,

budak2: "saya nak order nih sensei..... (sambil garu2 kepala... mmg tabiat dia)"

sensei: "ok jgak machine nih... bper harganyer...?"

bdak2: "￥170man(=RM63k) lah sensei..... (sambil garu2 kepala & telinga)"

sensei: "ok jer, order lah trus!!"

perghh, mggu lps senior2 br jer order machine2 yg setiap satunya harga ￥150man(=RM55k) lebeyh.

saya terpk, senangnyer la nak kluar duit byk2 tuh, men ckp mcm tuh jer rupanya. sy igt kalau nak order mahal2 kne la buat surat proposal ker aper ke kan...

saya terpk lg skalik, kalau sy belajar kat msia adakah semudah nih saya dpt guna alat2 canggih nih?? sy xtau sbb xder pengalaman blaja kat msia, tp dr apa yg saya dgr dr rakan2 yg juga lecturers, student malaysia kurang research sbb kurang teknologi.

yela, machine2 hi-tech tuh mahal bebenor, mgkinla digunakan di kilang2 and company2 tp mungkin tiada di universiti2.....

tiba2 rs insaf gila, baikla saya hargai peluang saya wat research kat sini dgn kemudahan yg disediakan. YOSHHH!!

eyh td ckp nak ltk pics kan, igt nak ltk gmbar bebudak n sensei2 lab saya, tp gambar dlm comp lab la plak... hurm... so, sy ltk jela gambar2 dr aktiviti2 xsbrp yg terbaru bsama warga2 toyohashi.

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makan2 wif hana chan kat 'HERO'. thanx hana for the treat

Sex & the City nite for us gals!!wif Hana on the nite, sebbek ada hana, teman makan luar bila sangap sorg2.nieh namanya buang tebiat camwhoring kat toilet seblah lab during weekendnieh gambar lama aitu, tp rindu nak jln2 ngan adik manis sorg nih. *wink*

Big Sis

2010-06-27T21:59:00.005+09:00

as some of u may know(or NOT know), i'm the youngest of two.

kiranya saya nieh dua beradik, iaitu kakak saya yg 6 years older than me dan saya.

xder angah, alang, etc.

kakak sulung and adik bongsu. 2 org jer.

jadik sbg adik plg bongsu, and dgn sepupu2 rapat pon saya jgak plg kecik (age-wise not size-wise, hehe), saya slalu la berangan ader adik.

i always imagine what kind of elder sis i'll be if i hv a younger sis/bro.

will i be like my akak, a beloved, kind, but very strict sis??

or will i be a kakak yg senang dipijak2 adik2nya?? hrmm...

masa kat asrama dl plg best ms form 4 & 5 sbb rs mcm ramai adik.

rs best biler dpt bg tunjuk ajar kat dorg, wpon xbyk, tp ada la jgak.

plg best bila adik2 junior pggil saya "kak aisha".

bg sstgh org dorg consider pnggilan nih sbg nak tunjukkan senioriti.

tp bg saya langsung xder tpikir mcm tuh. saya cuma rs best org panggil saya "kak" sbb rs mcm kakak!! haha

saya bahasakan diri saya dgn kucing2 pon as "kak isha"!! hehe

sambung plak masa kat aaj, saya xrapat pon dgn adik2 kohai. tp sbb bilik saya dkt jgak dgn toilet kat bilik2 kohai, jadik saya slalu la tserempak sesetgh kohai kat situ and kadang2 dlm lif. nama dorg mmg kdg2 saya xigt pon, and saya yakin dorg pon xtau nama saya, and maybe x tau pon saya sempai aaj, tp saya suka la tegur dorg nih. rase ke'kakak'an sket. hehe

pastuh dah dtg nihon, saya jadik junior balik, agak dimanjakan both oleh sempai pompuan & sempai lelaki. rs disayangi jgakla sbb mcm ramai kakak & abang. jd saya berharap sgtla, for the following year, saya akan dpt kohai onna utk saya jaga and look after, tp xder kohai onna msk toyohashi...

tunggu punya tunggu dah masuk thn ke-5 dah saya kat cnie, xdtg2 jugak kohai onna!! sob3...

kat toyohashi nieh kohai2 saya tahulah betapa saya nak dorg pggil saya "kak aisha", tp tiap kali saya ckp mesti diiringi gelak tawa. haha. prangai pon xmatang ada hati nak dipanggil "kak"!! haha

jadik saya slalu sgt terpikir, kalo saya nih seorg kakak, mcmana la agaknya perwatakan saya??

penyayang? lemah lembut? garang? tegas? hampeh?

saya slalu pk saya akan jd kaka yg garang kot. hehe

me and my elder sis

penyayang, pemurah, baik hati tp dulu garang woo~ x sah x nangis kalo dia ajar. tp kalau x sbb tuh saya x bleyh score sains ms upsr & add math ms spm!! mmuuahh2!!

WC

2010-06-19T05:35:00.016+09:00

so what would this year's WC be like?

is it gonna be a year for the underdogs, or is it gonna be a year for the big teams as always?

it has just started, but we have seen many, in fact too many surprises so far.

England's draw with US

(the one that robert green LET the ball slipped away just like that...)

Spain's loss to Swiss

France's loss to Mexico

Portugal's draw with Ivory Coast

Germany's loss to Serbia

and just now, England's draw with Algeria

the only big team dat's doing well right now are the Brazilians and the Argentines.

eventhough i'm not at all a fan of Argentina, i have to agree that they are likely to have a chance in winning the WC title.

i'm rooting for Spain dis year, since tgk line-up dorg power2 belaka. (tapi hampeh jgak...)

but i have to say i'm still an England fan at heart, i realized that while watching their match against Algeria just now. i cant say how frustrated i was(still am!) watching their poor performance. obviously they are one of the team that have the most great players, but sadly enough they are only great individually but not collectively.

i almost cry seeing them struggle, only to get the ball!! watching rooney looking angry at all time, and not trying to chase the ball after losing it, it was just urghhhh!!

i'm pissed off!! Thank God James made some great save just now.

and it was heartbreaking to see Beckham's frustrated face. i couldnt imagine being in his shoes, as a committed player, it must be hard for him to just sit there and watch his own team sinking, without being able to lend a help. =(

haih, i'm just as frustrated as Beckham was, his face reaction speaks for all the England fans' frustrations.

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i just sum this up, right after the Germany-Serbia match:

for Group D,

from past results:

Germany bt Aus

Serbia bt Germany

Ghana bt Serbia

the conclusion: Australia<Germany<Serbia<Ghana

now, think i should start rooting for Ghana from now on, hey who knows, it might be Ghana's year!!

minyak kereta

2010-06-18T01:29:00.014+09:00

kete comel sy disini. =)

hai... mahalnyer lah minyak kereta... ￥137 (= RM5)/litre. plg murah pon ￥133(RM4.80)/litre.

teringat masa jidai minyak kereta ￥100/l, murah benar... nak ulang-alik jusco besar kat okazaki/hamamatsu tiap2 hari pon takde hal pnyer.

naper cite pasal minyak kereta plak tetibe nieh? haha

tibe2 teringat plak hanashi saya n mr S semlm. dia msg tnyer saya, "u slalu igt kat i tak?", saya pon menjawab dgn sejujurnya, "ingatla jgak, especially bila tgk meter minyak kereta dkt2 ngan E tuh!!haha". mr S, " cet, hampeh btoi... haha"

iyer, memang la tringat kat mamat yg dok kat BANDARAYA Changlun skrg nih, bukan apa, saya xpernah isi minyak kereta sampai full tank, unless terjumpa yg btol2 murah. sebab saya memang bajet seminggu ￥1000. semenjak kedai minyak dpn umah tutup nieh, kne isi jauh sikit, so saya akan topup minyak ￥2000 trus for 2

weeks.

tp dulu masa mr. S still kat nihon, bila dia dtg melwt saya jer, dah jadik hobi dier gamaknye, sblm dier btolak pulang ke mie, dia akan 'culik' kunci kereta dan tong minyak tanah(utk heater) saya, and dgn gembiranya after dier balik saya mendapati(skema gila ayat) tangki minyak kereta mesti penuh and tong minyak tanah pon pnuh!! weee~~~

bila minyak penuh nieh keesokan harinya saya tak risau kalo terbangun lambat utk ke kelas, sbb sy dapat pecut kereta sewenang2nya!! and bila masuk musim panas plak saya akan bukak air-cond kereta sewenang2nya!! haha. (mentang2 bukan duit sendiri!!)

haii minyak oo minyak... bilerlah harga nak turun... rasa cam nak pegy hamamatsu plak~

lps xm lah tp... which means tgh bulan 7!! sob3...

mr S bila nak mai melwt i nieh, xder direct flight from changlun to Jepun ker?? ekekeke

masa bdak2 lagi kreatif

2010-06-11T20:57:00.006+09:00

pk2 balik masa zaman kanak2 dulu, otak mcm lg kreatif and bijak dr skrg nieh.

yala kan, time tuh otak still fresh, dgn sel2 otak yg aktif, x dirosakkan oleh 'junk food', dsb. hehe

bdak2 naive, kdg2 kiter yg dewasa pon x terpikir apa yg dorg pikir.

saya pon rs gakla dulu cam lg kreatif dr skrg.

ada satu citer nieh, akak n mama citer blk kat saya, saya x igt pon.

kan masa darjah satu ader kene isi borang cite2, hobi, sumer tuh kan... igt tak?

alaa, yg macam nih...

NAMA: ..................................

UMUR: ..........

TARIKH LAHIR: .....................

saya reti jer isi sumer tuh, part cita2 pon xder masalah, cuma saya prob biler smpai part nieh.

JANTINA: L/P

yg mana satu nieh, saya pikir...

jadi saya pon tnyerla kakak saya, dia kata " P lahh!! ". (akak tua 6thn dr saya mesti dier bengang time tuh adik dier tnyer soklan bodo! haha)

then akak saya ckp, saya bwk borang tuh pegi dapur sambil nangis2 kat mama (mama kat dapur time tuh), mama pon tnyalah "awat nieh??"

saya pon ckpla, "akak soh bulat tang (bhgian) 'P'!!" sambil tunjuk borang tuh.

mama ckp, "laaa, btoila tuh!! pasaipa nak menangis??"

saya jwb, " nanti kawan2 isha ingat isha PONDAN!!"

haha

biler pk2 balik logik jgak kan? skrg x terpikir la plak. kreatif sungguh zmn kanak2! hehe

then ada 1 cerita lagi, nieh diceritakan seorg cikgu tadika kat uk.

kat sana dorg memang galakkan budak2 hafal alamat rumah. ms tadika lagi, 1st thing psl safety yg dorg ajar is to memorize their own address.

so, after dah suruh bdak2 nieh hafal, cikgu tadika nihpon test lah sorg2 anak murid dier... sume ok...

tetibe sampai kat bdak bernama John nieh, dier x igt alamat penuh rumah dier... dier just igt nama jln, and nama tempat tinggal dier jer, iaitu Baynes Street.

no rumah dier xigt.

then cikgu dier tegurlah, "mana boleh mcmtuh!! bahaya tau!! in case kalau rumah awak terbakar, awak call bomba nanti mcmana dorang nak tau rumah awak??"

John pon menjwb dgn selambanya, "ohh, xper cikgu. nanti saya telefon bomba saya suruhla dorg dtg Baynes Street, and look for the house that's on fire, that is my house!!" haha.

maka dgn jwpannya, terdiam la cikgu tadika nih...

mmg logik pon jwpn John kan?

pemikiran budak2 nih mmg lg hebat dr org2 dewasa kan? adults kebykan live on fact, sbb sume menda kebykan kiter blajar from buku. so, mcm dah tau. bdak2 plak baru nak mengenal dunia, they explore things on their own.

tuh yg satg kluar soalan kreatif2 mcm, "dinosaur pegi mana?" lah, "why kucing kaki 4, tp ayam kaki 2?"lah, dll.

mcmana tuh? haa nnti nak kne interbiu mama n abah nih on how did they handle dis situation. hehe

apala agaknya soalan2 yg bakal anak2 buah saya ajukan kat auntie su dorg nieh nanti??

nak bg jawapan standard jerlah, "tanya mama/ibu!!" haha

org gila

2010-06-07T00:23:00.004+09:00

tiap2 hari baca paper malaysia bleyh darah tinggi rasenyer. org nieh sembelih bapak lah, tikam adikla, belasah bini lah, bunuh mak lah, kelar jiran lah...

haiii...

rasa mcm byk giler org gila skrg nih, mslh mental. penyakit nih dah mcm epidemic dah. bjangkit2.

rasa mcm dlm filem yg satu kampung tuh minum air yg tercemar dgn bhn kimia/toksik yg wat sume org jadik psycho mcm citer 'The Crazies' tuh.

tiap2 hari ader jer... haiii....

kalo rase2 nak hilang akal tuh marilah kiter igt Tuhan n istighfar byk2.

hai, mintakla dijauhkan, na'uzubillah...

Tattoo~

2010-06-06T12:54:00.004+09:00

bangun pg, kemas katil, gogos gigi, cuci muka, smbil makan brekpes knflek+susu, saya akan baca paper... harini saya bacala headline2 kat harian metro nih... then ada satu headline pasal rangsang pelanggan dgn tattoo. dlm ramai2 yg dorg interview saya tertarik ngan sorg minah nih...

NADIA, 26 (Kuala Lumpur)

“SEBILANGAN gadis bertatu beranggapan mereka berbuat demikian untuk bergaya, daya penarik dan ekspresi seks terhadap pasangan atau rakan, tetapi saya berpendapat sebaliknya.

Saya ada empat jenis tatu di pinggul, tubuh belakang serta kedua-dua belah bahu, dan setiap tatu ada maksud tersendiri.

Tiga daripada tatu itu adalah ayat suci al-Quran iaitu tulisan Bismillah pada bahu kiri dan kanan, serta satu bentuk tulisan kaligrafi daripada al-Quran.

Saya membuat tatu sedemikian kerana dibebani masalah peribadi, cinta dan kehidupan sosial yang pernah dilalui.

Waktu malam saya banyak habiskan di kelab malam, minum arak dan seks bebas. Saya sangat sosial dan banyak terjebak dengan pelbagai gejala tidak bermoral.

Apabila usia meningkat, saya semakin jemu dan tertekan dengan kehidupan. Saya juga sering jatuh sakit dan sejak itu terdetik hati membuat tatu (Bismillah dan ayat al-Quran) berkenaan di badan saya.

Orang mungkin tertanya-tanya mengapa saya menulis kalimah Bismillah pada bahu, tetapi saya menganggap ia bagai ‘pelindung’ diri.

Sebagai orang Islam, saya percaya setiap insan didampingi malaikat pada bahu kiri dan kanan untuk mencatat setiap kebaikan serta keburukan yang mereka lakukan.

Sebab itu saya terfikir meletakkan tatu berkenaan di bahu saya, ia sebagai tanda dan peringatan kepada saya untuk menghindarkan perkara tidak senonoh.

Sejak tatu ini ada di badan saya, hendak minum arak pun fikir dua tiga kali, apa lagi hendak melakukan hubungan seks. Itulah kebaikannya apabila tatu ini ada di badan saya.”

hurm... mcmana tuh... kalimah Bismillah tuh kalimah yg suci... dijadikan tattoo plak... minah nih mcm nak niat baikla kononnya tp cara yg salah...

utk article sepenuhnya:-

http://www.hmetro.com.my/myMetro/articles/Rangsangpelanggan/myMA/myArticle

babbling... again...

2010-06-05T01:01:00.004+09:00

juz finished this week's mid term xm, for two subjects. hv another one next week, then two in next two weeks, then 2 again in next three weeks, then 1,2 for the following weeks, which means, i hv crucially important exams every week until mid of july. now2, juz imagine how many subjects i have to take dis semester... very unusual for a 4th year student, rite?

well, gotta do wat i hv to do.

seriously, i keep telling myself, "aisha, if u wanna write something in ur blog, just post on something educational, i mean post on something dat hv infos." but really, i make dis blog juz to hv a place for me to express myself. so, i juz write watever i feel like writing, or typing actually. hehe

ON GAZA FLOTILA

i dun know wat's more to say. to attack the an aid ship and shooting randomly at the activists, but then claimed that they're defending themselves, while it's obviously seen as the opposite, is such a cowardice action. now another aid ship, the Rachel Corrie is heading to Gaza, and expected to arrive there by tomorrow evening. let's just pray for their safety.

(owh, anyone who doesnt know about Rachel Corrie, feel free to search about her and the heartbreaking story about her death).

ON JAPAN'S PM

Hatoyama quits!!

not a surprise pon, since dah byk kali tuka2. br jer nak hafal muka pm jepun, tetibe dah tuka plak. huhu

japan's political situation aside, i just pity all the bdak2 sekolah jepun nieh, kesian nak hafal nama2 pm jepun kalo kluar periksa. hehe

ON WORLD CUP

for friendly match, japan vs england, japan was defeated by 2-1.

but personally i think japan performed much better than england in the match, since Japan scored all THREE GOALS!! hahaha (sapa yg xphm, kira jepun wat own goal lah... huhu)

but jokes aside, japan's gk kawashima (nama xsure lak) bleyh thn hebat jgak ek.

penalty from lampard pon x bolos. not bad2~

tiap2 kali world cup, i always have the match card with me, catat points2 for every match, eventhough x tgk sume match. dis time nak carik maner match card? ader pon maybe xckp rajin nak fill in sume, ada tanggungjwb yg lbih besar sbg pelajar, dari tnggjwb sbg peminat bolasepak. hehe~

anyway, xtau nak sokong saper kali nieh. spain nyer line-up nampak cam power2 jer. so, think i'll be rooting for spain and england dis time. and... japan, maybe(??)... ermmm...

~~7 days to WORLD CUP 2010!! weee~~~~~

opsss salah plak, tukar2...

2 days till next EXAM!! *gulp*

kesah bulan

2010-05-28T00:54:00.003+09:00

saya tgk kawan2 sy yg LDR nieh cam best jer...

aitu norq chan pon ckp yg sama, then saya tertgk fesbuk member saya pon dier bg the exact ayat kat gf dier.
berikut ialah ayat sweet mereka:

"awak, awak cuba tgk bulan kat luar tuh... saya pon tgh tgk bulan yang sama... =) "

auww sweet bukan... kira nak menunjukkan sbnrnya xla jauh mana distance between them, since they're looking at the same moon...

berikut ialah ayat mr.S kpd saya,

" awak... awak tgh tgk berita tv3 yer? kiter tgh tgk berita yg sama! =) "

bg mr. S nieh lg tepat utk menunjukkan kami nih sbnrnye dkt jer, sbb dua2 tgh tgk berita Malaysia katanya!

hahaha... aduhaiii...

Long time no post

2010-05-19T21:19:00.008+09:00

puhh puhh puhh... (tiup2 habuk kat blog yg dah bersawang nieh)
been long time since i last post an entry.
i've been using tumblr, since it's much easier to navigate through my i-phone.
not gonna publish my tumblr url here, kalo nk tgk msg me through fesbuk yer. (mcm ader je yg nk tgk) haha
i've been busy lately, busy enough that i almost forget my own birthday.

so, first and foremost,

HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY TO MY NIECE, SUMAYYA!! (17th May)
HAPPY 4TH BIRTHDAY TO MY BABY, NATCHAN!! (early May)
and HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!! haha (18th May)

Natchan pon dah 4 thn dah, rs mcm br jer dpt natchan, besar tapak tgn jer mula2 dulu, skrg dah jadik anak teruna yg kacak bergaya dah!! hehe
me, dah 24 thn dah rupenyer... funny i still feel like i'm younger. haha.
but looking around, with kohai keep coming, from year to year, i realize how senior i am. rsnya si A nieh mcm br jer dtg toyohashi, tup2 dah 3rd year dah. minna wakai ne... T_T

to toyohashi-ans, insyaAllah kalo dpt scholar saya wat makan2 yer. skrg mintak mahapla, keadaan kewangan xmengizinkan... ='(

ON DAILY LIFE
- busy
- i need money (since i havent got my scholarship yet, and i'm almost sure my application has been rejected)
- kinda feel down lately, with my 10 subjects' final xm approaching, wif my research, and my grandma is not feeling well.
- i wish i can go back to see my grandma... T_T

ON LOVE LIFE
- wif us being in a LDR (long distance relationship) for the 1st time, i'd say we're doing well, very much happy, Alhamdulillah.(^^) was kinda rough for the 1st week though, since he hadnt settle down and etc.
- kinda miss him though. huu~
- i know he's working really hard, kocchi mo gambaru yo!! (^o^)

ON STUDY
- dah dpt tema for lab research, "食品の透過光画像の観察", me and my friend, genta-kun, apply for the same research, both under "食品の遺物検出", we both got in, but tajuk laen2.
- the only problem is, we both under 1 sempai, so our sempai, Lee-kun, will have to divide his time wisely to help us with our research.
- wat worries me is that this is a new research, so there r soo many problems to be solved here and there.
- as i stated before in my previous post, i still have subjects to pass, unlike others who only have 1,2 subjects left. i have like, tons of subjects.
- but thankfully, i have so many helpful friends and seniors around me, and whenever my sensei saw me reading and researching on lasers (yes, i'm working with lasers), he will ask me to stop reading about the research and ask me to just focus on my many subjects first. he's great, but his assistant tak bagi muka sangatla... hehe
- watever it is, and watever will be, i'm just gonna strive towards success and just do my best, watever it'll take. for wat i know, watever gonna happen in the future, i dont want to have any regrets. what ever the outcome then, i just wanna make sure dat i'll be able to look back and tell to myself, "i tried and did my very best!"

ON HEALTH
- was not doing fine last week, been having chest pain for 4~5 days in a row.
- blacked out 4,5 times last week and heartbeat laju gila!!
- often happen when i'm stressed out.
- called home, talked to my family, told them that i'm kinda down, and then i felt much better.
- safwan told me not to push myself too hard, and said i should take a rest. and i did. i took 1 and a half day off from books and notes. (since my lab held a beach party on saturday) hehe

skolah sgt cantik lately nieh, penuh bunga kuning yg tumbuh secara liar, siap ada pakcik2 cameraman dtg dok amik2 gmba dgn camera2 besar mereka. bunga apakah? xpenah perasan plak sepanjang 4thn kat sini...cantik sgt ciptaan Allah, Subhanallah. tension2 kat lab, bila tgk bunga2 nieh rs tenang sgt~ Thank You Allah. (^^)
(mintak maaf for the pic quality, amik pki hp jer, huhu)

jadual harian

2010-04-29T19:14:00.006+09:00

08:30/09:00 　　- pegi sekolah
- kelas
- kenkyu
12:00 - rehat, solat, mkn
13:00 - kelas, kenkyu
19:00/20:00 　　- balik rumah, mandi, study
23:00 - tido
03:00 - bgn, study, dan apa2 yg ptt
06:00 - tido
08:00 - bangun, siap2.

今からもっと大変になると思う。byk jikken, report jikken, rinkou, dsb. di smping tuh memandangkan masih byk subjek xlepas, kena catch-up subjek lagi.
でも、研究の福田先生が言ったとおり、”不可能じゃないよ！　頑張れる？”
頑張れるよ！！負けずに頑張ります！

Think Simple

2010-04-27T23:16:00.005+09:00

i used to say to people around me,

"xpyh pikir susah2, ko pk simple jer, xpyh bebankan kepala otak..."

now it hits me dat i'm one of those people who over-think.
Mr S always told me not to over-think.
dia slalu ckp saya nieh suka pikir terlampau mendlm.
like mende simple jer tp dah overlook gila2.
now, my frens n sensei also said the same too.
sbb tuh la sangkut dlm jwb xm kot.
mcm soklan senang jer tp dok pk yg susah, smpai xdak idea nak jwb.
btolla nampaknya saya nieh seorg yg over-thinking.
now i hv to say it to myself, "Think simple, aisha. dont make things difficult."

how time flies～

2010-04-26T23:09:00.005+09:00

funny how time flies...
dun really feel like studying tonite, my bad.
think i'll wake up early in the morning to make up the time i lost tonite due to my sentimental hormones. haha. wth
was walking down the memory lanes, looking at old pics, of my kusessian(secondary school) era & rpkj-an (preparation course).
for kusessian... mcm xpcy, majority dah bkerjaya... doctors, engineers, lecturers, etc.
for aaj tachi...ramai dah grad, dah jd engineer in Msia/Japan, dah 修士...
xlupa yg dah kawen, ada family.
wah3... rs mcm br jer sama perah otak blajar utk spm, mombusho...
jikan tte... hayai mon dane...
slalu tpikir sndri... apa yg berubah these past few years?
so, saya tgkla balik gambar2 lama, gambar kawan2 suma... mmg berubah rupanya!
dis is wat they called 'proses kematangan'.
dr gambar pon bleyh nampak rupanya. haha
slalu rs xder apa yg brubah...
cptnya masa berlalu...

まだ日本に残っている AAJ 23ちゃんたち、最後まで頑張ろうね。せっかく日本に来るから、途中でやめるなんてもったいないでしょう。
みなさん頑張りましょう！！(号泣）

p/s: nnti ada masa nk ltk la gambar2 lama... kenangan2... rindunya...

isnt it...?

2010-04-25T00:48:00.002+09:00

isnt it great for all of 'us' to be friend again??
it's great, really.
no more hard feelings.
chit chatting, teasing, bla3...
finally, i no longer feel awkward meeting them.
just feel great to be how we all used to be 3 years ago... FRIENDS. (^^)

amazing basketball shots!!

2010-04-19T22:36:00.003+09:00

watched dis at a friend's house last saturday.
wat can i say, such a jaw dropping basketball shots!!
watch dis, i can guarantee u'll be amazed with these guys!!
hihihi

*unbelievable rite??*
(^o^)

kahwin

2010-04-18T22:31:00.001+09:00

entry pendek ja.
ramai btol kawan2 yg nak kahwin n baru kahwin.
tahniah saya ucapkan!!
semoga bhgia smpai bila2 insyaAllah!!
luv u guys!! (^o^)

spring=maxi dress+skirts

2010-04-15T01:45:00.011+09:00

being a typical girl, i luv shoes, clothes, makeups.
so, sempena spring, of course lah baju kegemaran ialah bunga2, terang2.
and for spring and summer, i really luv wearing maxi dress.
dulu x brani pakai cos nampak cam mengandung lah, gmoklah, apelah.
skrg men pakai jer sbb dah x pedulik asalkan selesa.
i really luv skirts, dress, compared to wearing pants.
tp pakai kain batik xpnah plak lekat. wakakaka
but yeah, dats why i luv baju kurung too. sbb it's not a pants.

see, cik yana pon pakai skirt labuh!

nampak cam ngandung? ekekeke. i dun care. sejuk ja angin masuk. haha
wat's best is that u can turn some of ur maxi dress, yg jenis jerut2 berkemban tuh into a piece of skirt.
like the 1st & 4th pic, u can just turn them into a skirt.

And a one-piece turned into skirts.
there are a lot of ways to be creative without needing u to buy new ones.
bleyh jer bantai2 try buat skirts into a dress, or vice-versa.

and yeah, more skirts, wore with jeans/pants.
untk cover pengembangan paha & punggung. hahaha

so, it's spring, and welcome skirts & maxi dresses!!
and oh yeah, welcome colorful floral prints!!

p/s: akak, kak shima, or whoever reading this, feel free to hantar more maxis and skirts to me please~

energy vibration(??)

2010-04-14T23:31:00.003+09:00

my parents went to CVT, Shah Alam...
dah lama dah pesan kat mama mintak blikan barley beauty drink (sbb tgk cik Liyanasafra minum, nampak kulit makin santek jerrr).
plus, barley mmg elok utk kesihatan, lbeyh2 lagi utk saya yg tgh ilang suara. haha
then my mum sms me, she told me dat the doctor there tried to tgk me n my penyakit from my mum's energy vibration.
dgn kuasa Tuhan, agak tepat jugak tekaannya (kata mama). haha

here's what the doc said about me:
- suka bergaya, berfesyen
- semangat kuat
- kalo apa2 aim mesti dapat
- tp hati2, kalo down, mmg terus down
- penyayang
- suka dibelai (manja)
- branded
- favourite color pink
- suka dipuji
- mslh thyroid dah xbrapa sgt
- mslh immune tak kuat & byk angin

haha...
part penyakit tuh, btol lah tuh.
part sifat2 saya tuh, no comment. wakakaka

i can't make u love me

2010-04-14T21:32:00.003+09:00

suka lagu nih... ada byk version, but this is the original one, by Bonnie Raitt.

Another version that i like is from George Michael.

I Can't Make You Love Me

Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize
Don't patronize me

'Cause I can't make you love me If you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark in these final hours
I will lay down my heart, and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
And I can't make you love me
If you don't

I'll close my eyes and then I won't see
The love you do not feel, when you're holding me
Morning will come, and I'll do what's right
Just give me till then, to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight

And I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
And here in the dark in these final hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no, you won't
And I can't make you love me
If you don't

Ain't no use in you trying
It's no good for me baby without love
All my tears, all these years, everything I believed in
Baby
Oh yeah
Someone's gonna love me

kong3

2010-04-13T02:58:00.005+09:00

dah lama dah x batuk...
saikin batuk makin trok, and plg best bangun pg td suara x kluar...
pegy lab ckp ngan member2 n sensei bisik2 jer...
pegy pejabat plak, makcik pejabat tuh dok ajuk2 plak aku ckp bisik2...
aduhaii...

demo2, 目標を達するまでに最後まで頑張りたい～～～
doakan saya yer sumer!!

p/s: rindu mama, abah, akak, natchan, mayya, amir, nemo, salem, dodo, and the rest of my family.

p/s/s: kepada si dia, selamat bekerja yer!! (kpd bakal2 student si dia, kalo hangpa buli encik Safwan nieh, siap la hangpa aku seligi sorg2!!) wakakaka

Quotes

2010-04-06T22:04:00.006+09:00

dis quotes touched my heart. couldnt forget dis quotes since the moment i heard it from the movie 'The Leap Year', in the wedding scene when the bride gave her toast.

May you never steal, lie or cheat.
But if you must steal, then steal away my sorrows.
And if you must lie, lie with me all the nights of my life.
And if you must cheat then please cheat death because I couldn't live a day without you.

how touching...

The Vampire Diaries

2010-03-05T12:38:00.013+09:00

was kinda skeptic at 1st, but wth, it's not like i'll lose anything if i give it a try watching dis series. the 2nd episode was already aired when i started watching. thought it's gonne be a typical, very the twilight-ish. so searched on dis series on the internet, and found out the storylines n all was written way long before the twilight's movie project. note this (from wikipedia & all)

'The Vampire Diaries, was written first, followed some 14 YEARS later by Twilight.'

yeah, and it was adapted from the books, but not 100% the same. who cares if it's 100% from the book or not as long as we enjoy it, rite?
so, watched the pilot episode. damn dat was great! i thought it's gonna be a very 'cikai' one. but i was wrong. the actors, the effects, the background songs, all in all, was great. not cikai, NO NO...

my personal thoughts on wat i like about 'The Vampire Diaries':
-gorgeous looking actors n actresses, and they act well too!!
-the storyline. u hv to always expect the unexpectable. there r twists here n there, which made it more interesting.
-the effects n the girls' make-ups.
-wat i like most is u always get the answer. it's not like other series where u always got big Q mark on ur forehead, and never get the answer until the very last episode. in dis series u will always get the answers but along came together are more n more mysteries. at the end of every episode i will always like, 'ahhhh... camtuh rupanya...', but at da same time, i'll end up asking for more. satisfied, but at the same time there r more mysteries to it.
-i'd say, for now(~episode 14) there's not one episode that bores me. even my fave tv series like house, gossip girl, 90210, etc sometimes bores me. (except my wife&kids, and the nanny-- never get bored of them. haha)

team Twilight or team Vampire Diaries?
i'm definitely on team VD, simply because, twilight 'new moon' failed to wow me, n dat bella girl, is not much of an actress in the twilight sequence. xtaula... sbb mcm pelik, dia happy ka, cdeyh ka, takut ka, suma nmpak mcm tgh 'high' ja. just imho tho~ hehe cant wait 25th march for the next episode! pjg gila tulis, all i'm tryin to say is, "Do watch The Vampire Diaries!!" haha. tuh ja.

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'The Vampire Diaries': Why It Might Be TV's Most Addictive Show

10. Nina Dobrev
This "Degrassi" alum is capable as sullen teen Elena and really shines when playing the vicious bloodsucker Katherine. We love her in period garb, wickedly teasing and taunting the Salvatore brothers.

9. Branching Out From the Books
One of our big concerns at the outset of the TV series was the limited scope of the books it was based on, especially since the pilot covered much of the ground from the novels. But subsequent episodes have been anything but thin.

8. Plenty of Fanged Foes
When the show kicked off, it featured just two vamps: one good, one bad. But as the first season went on, we were introduced to an entire vampire community to love and hate (mostly hate), along with plenty of folks who want to kill them all.

7. Likeable Humans
Mystic Falls boasts plenty of ordinary humans who are anything but boring afterthoughts, from Elena's brother Jeremy to the adorable teen Matt to Elena's sassy gal pal Caroline, with no shortage of character development.

6. Interesting Mythology
The entire town of Mystic Falls has a weird Sunnydale vibe about it: evil just flocks there. And the more we learn about the quaint small town, the more twisted we find out that it really is. We can never wait to find out what skeletons are hiding in all of those perfectly decorated closets.

5. Stefan Salvatore
Stefan could've been as wooden as Edward on "Twilight" or as stuck in the past as Bill on "True Blood," but instead actor Paul Wesley has crafted a wonderfully conflicted character. His Stefan is not only madly in love, but he also can be evil, more than a little bit protective, and not at all above lying.

4. It's Scary and Creepy
A supernatural show shouldn't be all talk — it should have its share of terrifying moments, which this one delivers via freaky scenes underground and in the dark woods, filled with blood and unnatural evildoers.

3. More Than Just Romance
Elena may be dating a vampire, but she's not begging to be bitten so she can become his eternal girlfriend. Her backbone helps make this show more than the stupid supernatural love story it could just as easily have been.

2. Tremendous Pacing
Something major has happened on the show almost every single week. Weaker shows drag out plot points for episodes on end, but "The Vampire Diaries" resolves those storylines in a mere forty minutes and then blows us away with something new.

1. Damon Salvatore
Ian Somerhalder has been a revelation on this show and it's just a pleasure watching him relish playing a complex bad boy. His Damon is funny, charming, and deliciously sinful all at once, forming the glue (or plasma) that holds the show together and makes it bloody good.

source by tv.yahoo.com

p/s: i'm no longer watching TRUE BLOOD because of dis, sorry TRUE BLOOD, but VAMPIRE DIARIES miles better~

p/s/s: told my mum to stop watching TRUE BLOOD. haha!

p/s/s/s: all the actors n actress in VD are soo hott!!

see? got wat i mean? how can u not agree wif me. haha

Kejam!!

2010-02-14T17:23:00.005+09:00

KUALA KRAI: Menyayat hati apabila seorang bayi lelaki yang baru lahir bukan saja dibuang ke dalam tong sampah, malah mayatnya dibakar sehingga melecur seluruh tubuh.

 
 ZALIM... pasukan polis forensik Kota Bharu mengutip mayat bayi lelaki dijumpai dalam tong sampah. 

Mayat bayi itu tergolek keluar dalam longgokan sampah sarap ketika seorang daripada pekerja mengheret tong sampah plastik itu di Jalan Zainal Abidin, di sini.

Pekerja kontrak terbabit, Abdul Rahman Husin, 29, berkata dia tidak menyangka tindakannya mengheret tong sampah menjadi punca penemuan mayat bayi itu.

“Kami bertiga melakukan rutin biasa mengangkut sampah di Jalan Zainal Abidin. Mulanya saya tidak perasan kewujudan mayat bayi itu di dalam tong sampah terbabit.

“Namun, sebaik mengheret tong sampah itu untuk memudahkan sampah dimasukkan ke dalam lori, tiba-tiba satu objek tergolek. Kami terkejut apabila mendapati ia mayat bayi,” katanya ketika ditemui di tempat kejadian, semalam.

Dia segera mendapatkan bantuan polis peronda yang kebetulan tidak jauh dari situ.

“Saya memaklumkan penemuan bayi itu yang masih bertali pusat, berkulit cerah dan kaki terputus daripada badan. Beberapa anggota dari Unit Forensik kemudian datang untuk membuat pemeriksaan,” katanya.

Abdul Rahman tidak menolak kejadian berlaku malam kelmarin berikutan seorang rakan memberitahunya, tong sampah berkenaan masih dalam keadaan baik Khamis lalu.

“Saya geram dengan tindakan individu tidak bertanggungjawab yang sanggup membuang bayi yang cukup sifatnya. Lepas itu, dia dibakar pula,” katanya.

Tinjauan Metro Ahad di kawasan terbabit mendapati, orang ramai mengerumuni kawasan timbunan sampah berkenaan selepas mengetahui penemuan mayat bayi itu.

Anggota polis memasang tali penghalang untuk membolehkan kerja-kerja pemeriksaan ke atas mayat dilakukan dengan teliti tanpa gangguan.

Malah, beberapa anggota polis dari Unit Forensik Ibu Pejabat Polis Kontinjen (IPK) Kelantan dilihat sibuk melakukan siasatan.

Timbalan Ketua Polis Daerah, Deputi Superintendan Rahim Ghani, ketika dihubungi mengesahkan penemuan mayat bayi itu.

Katanya, aduan diterima daripada seorang kakitangan MDKK yang menjalankan kerja mengangkut sampah di kawasan terbabit.

“Kita tidak tahu punca sebenar kematian bayi itu sama ada dia meninggal dunia kerana terbakar atau dibunuh terlebih dulu sebelum mayatnya dibuang ke dalam tong.

“Mayat bayi itu dihantar ke Hospital Kuala Krai untuk bedah siasat, manakala kes disiasat mengikut Seksyen 318 Kanun Keseksaan kerana menyembunyikan kelahiran bayi dan menyebabkan kematian,” katanya.

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Ya Allah, kejamnya2, xder hati perut langsung!
Binatang lg mulia drpd nih!
cdeyhnya bila saya bc berita nieh pg td...
menangis2 saya bila memikirkan how come dorg SANGGUP, TERGAMAK wat mcm nih
kpd baby, nyawa yg br lahir ke dunia, yg x berdosa,
mcm tuh ja ko bunuh?!
xder hati? xder otak ker?
Kejam... memang kejam...

p/s: cuba pikir sket, ada psgn suami isteri yg bertahun2 usaha nak dptkan baby/anak, tp nieh bleyh bakar cmtuh ja!! bodoh2!! bdak tuh x slh pon la bengong!

so small

2010-02-12T17:44:00.005+09:00

So Small
by Carrie Underwood

What you got if you ain't got love
the kind that you just want to give away
It's okay to open up
go ahead and let the light shine through
I know it's hard on a rainy day
you want to shut the world out and just be left alone
But don't run out on your faith

'Cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
seem so small

It's so easy to get lost inside
a problem that seems so big at the time
it's like a river thats so wide
it swallows you whole
While you sit around thinking about what you can't change
and worrying about all the wrong things
time's flying by
moving so fast
you better make it count 'cause you can't get it back

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Seem so small

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
What you've been up there searching for
forever is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Oh it sure makes everything else
Seem so small

suka sgt3 dgn lyrics lagu niehhh...

check out the official video clip, best! --> SO SMALL

Good Luck to You ♥

2010-02-12T01:08:00.007+09:00

kay, just wanna do a surprise wish for SAFWAN!♥

NOTE:
- dis video contains a human being but look like an alien doing a shout out.
- bukan plan, mmg spontan jer.
- asalnya tgh ngantuk study, so start tgk2 video dlm2 camera yg di record dgn kohai2 n hana chan semalam. tetibe dtg idea nieh, and with just a simple 'record' click, nihlah hasilnya.
- mmg spontan jer, obviously, sbb xpasan pon kamera tgh zoom, so nampakla jerawat2 suma kat muka n nampak cam alien tgh bercakap.
- amat inappropriate n disturbing to watch, sekian.

so, byk babbling than wish kan wak? gomenne... (^^")

well, Good Luck Happyo!!

oh, and also, to my dearest fren ♥Norq chan, Good Luck in ur Final Exam,
and to ♥Mimi chan also, Good Luck Happyo!!

*Happyo= presentation

dugaan

2010-02-11T19:03:00.010+09:00

manusia xlepas dr dugaan...
lepas satu, satu dtg... xsmpat nak selesaikan satu prob, satu lg prob dtg...
hampir putus asa dah smlm... tp dinasihatkan dgn baik oleh mr s...

Allah xkan beri dugaan kpd org yg xmampu menghadapinya...

saya tidakla sekuat mana...
smlm saya asik persoalkan... kenapa aku? kenapa mslh lagi?
my bad, x patut saya persoalkan itu semua, semua adalah kerjaNya n semua ada hikmah disebaliknya, insyaAllah...
wpon dugaan mendtg tanpa henti sekarang nieh, moga2 Allah akan permudahkan kan jalanku masa hdpn nanti, amin...
ya Allah berikanlah kekuatan serta keimanan pdku utk menempuh dugaanMu ya Allah... amin...

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i just luv dis song...

Broken Strings
by James Morison feat Nelly Furtado

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you,
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking,
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell something that ain't real

Well the truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late (too late)

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain't real

Well truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

p/s: ♥ James Morrison

Nagoya

2010-02-10T18:50:00.011+09:00

Nagoya?
wat about nagoya?
no, i dun live in nagoya and no, i dun study in nagoya.
so, why all of sudden Nagoya?

hurm... ntahla... actually tomorrow ada majlis sobetsukai(farewell) KUJ kat nagoya utk menghargai student yg grad tahun n to say babai kat dorg...
awat dorg wat ari kamis pon i dunno lah, awat x wat time weekend adik2?
nieh pon br jer tau... thn nih kuj agak senyap, kami hampir2 lupa akan kewujudan kuj, smpai rs nak wat persatuan sndri ja. apa kes??

so, nak pegy ker x?
ati rs nak pegy sbb nieh maybe last time dpt jmpa kawan2 sebatch yg dah nak grad before dorg balik msia.
yala, kang balik msia ntah kontek ntah tak dah, mnla tau kan, tp harap2 biarlah kekal tsunagari(pertalian) yg terbina. syg kalo biarkan cmtuh ja kan?
wpon saya xdpt grad sama2 ngan korg, extend sethn (insyaAllah sethn ja), tp saya rasa bangga dgn sahabat2 sy yg grad nih! tahniah korg! *clap2*
so, dat's why saya rs nak pegy utk meraikan dorg.
~~tambah plak dpt makan nasi beriani free kan. haha~~

member2 kat toyohashi pon ajak pegy utk meramaikan n memeriahkan lg rombongan from toyo, tp knapa yer hati berbelah bagi?
tiap2 kali ada event kat nagoya saya akan mcmnie, rs nak jmpa kawan2 membuak2 sgt, sbb bukan senang nak jmpa ramai2, wpon dorg x kesah pon kalo xjumpa saya! haha
tp saya mmg suka jmpa ramai2, catching-up pasal dorg, etc...
tp ntahlah... nagoya secara generalnya mmg saya suka la.
jln2 nagoya pon en Safwan juga akui byk yg sy dah arif.
lagipon tuhla bndar besar plg dkt dgn toyohashi. sudah pastila org yg kuat berjln n ~~shopping~~ mcm sy nieh arif dgn tmpat2 di nagoya (note: sbg org luar nagoya, bleyh dikira arifla...hukhuk)
saya n safwan jga slalu lepak2 di nagoya.
kira kesimpulannya, nagoya bestla secara general.

cuma secara specificnya, saya agak fobia dgn kawasan meikodai.
apatah lagi bila ada event yg diadakan di kaikan(international house) nya.
tiba2 rs seram sejuk, n creepy x pasal2.
bercampur aduk prasaan, yg pastinya suma pasaan yg negatif2 ajer.
takut, creepy, feeling unwelcomed, gerun, feeling betrayed, lemah lutut, dsb.
haha. pelik bukan?
slalu ada negatif vibe di situ.
owh, satu lg yg saya xgemar, bbrp kali ada kes bila bkenalan dgn kohai(junior) nagoya br masuk, bila saya perkenalkan diri sbg Aisha dr Toyohashi, serta pelajar thn berapa, acapkali dibalas dgn "ohh~ ex- ####" eyh?"
satu lagi reason yg menyebabkan saya x selesa menghadirkan diri ke majlis seperti ini.
iyela bila dikata mcmtuh, i cant help but think of wat they've heard about me, etc. wpon realitinya maybe xdak apa2 pon, but dat thought had crossed my mind.
well, oh well.

kesimpulannya, saya xtau nak decide samada nak pegy atau x besok nieh~~~ nasi beriani free tuhhh~~~

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arini, dua sensei n seorg rakan tegur saya pakai selendang pemberian kakak saya nih. mereka ckp sy nampak ceria n berseri2(ok, nieh tambah sndri. haha).

pakai selendang nieh, xnampak muka saket sangat, kata mereka! wah3. tiap2 arila sy pakai slendang nih nampak gayanya! hakhak

note: gambar gedik pgg lipstick nih diamik sabtu lepas utk mem'promote' lipstick kat mama saya ya! bukan saja2 wat props!

(time nieh mama reply..."kesiannya tgk muka isha yg mmg nampak saket...isha x baik lagi??" owhh, u can never hide anything from ur mum, they always know) T_T
and she continues, "btw, cantik kaler lipstick tuh. nampak natural!" haha

wat i feel like wearing dis selendang?? --> hurm saya rasa mcm candy bergerak! haha

yup, exactly!

my life would be much easier if i hv these...

2010-02-08T16:10:00.008+09:00

i really need these things in my life...
especially lately when i always forgot where i put my stuffs.
it's very menyusahkan when i forgot to put my house or car keys dekat tmpat kunci.

tp yg paling2 menyusahkan...
is when u only have a pair of glasses, u wore contact lenses to school, and as u came back home, before taking ur bath, u took off the lenses without thinking 1st...
then after u took ur bath, obviously ur world is blur (referring to org yg memakai cermin mata 'berkuasa tinggi' mcm saya)...
and as u wanna make ur vision clearer and make ur life normal again, u suddenly realize u dunno where u put ur glasses!
now tell me how can i find it, when i myself pon teraba2 nak jln, dok rabun cmtuh...?? how meh...
nieh yg saya slalu tensen nieh! nk pki kntek lens balik, tp sbb br bukak jer...
tension sgt dgn ke'careless'an diri sndri nieh...

so, i really think with these kind of gadgets, my life would be much easier!

1) spectacles, car keys, house keys, etc dat u can miskol whenever they r out of ur sight.
-basically, each of these things will hv their own phone no.
so, whenever u lose them, u juz hv to dial the number, and in a few seconds, u may NOT hear a ringtone(sbb takut knpius dgn bunyi tel rumah @ handphone), but u might hear dis "I'M HERE, I'M HERE!!"

"i'm here! i'm here!" errr, creepy la plak.

2) a things navigator dat can detect my stuffs.
- a basic navigator use... u juz click on wat u're searching for, and it'll detect those stuffs.

e.g:

things missing: "PENSIL TEKAN"--> enter--> kuar map umah berupa map 3D, menunjukkan pensil tekan berada di celah2 sofa.

cool kan?? and mudah kan??

tp kalo dah ader sure sume menda pon xmau cari sndri, last2 navigator nieh mengamuk cakap: "SILA URUSKAN BARANG SENDIRI DENGAN TERATUR!!" haha

"pandai2la hg susun n simpan brg sendri, jgn dok buang meghata-ghata (merata-rata)"-->petikan dr navigator barang utara edition.

CT Scan

2010-02-08T01:51:00.007+09:00

dtg negara org, tggal di negara org, blajar di negara org nieh, mmg byk n mcm2 pengalaman yg dilalui...
suma org ada pengalaman msg2, yg menarik, gembira, cdeyh, perit, dsb.
semuanya dugaan dr-Nya...
bg saya suma itu ialah dugaan, baik yg ups, n downs. (note: setiap org mmpunyai pendpt yg berbeza)

utk perkara2 gembira, ada dua tafsiran samada ianya ganjaran mahupun dugaan...
kdg2 rs gembira sgt, mcm suma mende dah ada, semuanya baik2 belaka, bukan?
bg saya, saya prefer menganggap ini sbg dugaan, sebab bila kita dlm keadaan begini senang utk kita hanyut dan alpa kerana merasakan suma menda n kebahagiaan telah kita miliki.

utk perkara yg sebaliknya pula, juga ada dua tafsiran samada ianya balasan mahupun dugaan...
utk kes ini, saya lbih suka menganggap ianya adalah kedua2nya.
iya, mgkin balasan terhadap dosa saya yg 'bergelen2' itu , dan pd waktu yg sama ianya juga adlh dugaanNya utk melihat bgmana kita menghadapi ini...

hurm... termembebel pulak, bukan apa blog ni dah jd tmpat meluah perasaan pulak... saya akui mmg tidak menarik utk dibaca org ramai, tp ckpla utk saya menulis apa yg sy rasa dan apa yg buat saya gembira! haha. agak selfish ya?

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okla sy mulakan citer sy utk kali nieh...

Jumaat lalu ialah hari yg mencabar buat saya, menahan sakit setelah seminggu, akhirnya makin menjadi2 khamis mlm jumaat tuh.
sakit prot, stlh melihat2 symptom2 nya saya cuak takut2 batu karang @ gallstones.
nak jln pon saket semcm, so dgn rs cdeyh n hampa kerana jadual harian serta jadual lab saya terganggu, sy terpaksa jgak pergi ke hosp.
yala, watever it is, 体力が一番大事、体力がなかったら、勉強とかもできないよね～ (kesihatan perlu diutamakan, kalo x ape pon x jln)
kerana melalui pengalaman lalu, sy yg x mengambil kesah sgt hal kesihatan nieh, last2 memakan diri jgak. so, skrg, apa2 skalipun sy dah jd sgt alert.

so, xpela, dipendekkan cerita, mcm2 la test kne wat, tp sy nak citer pasal satu nieh. sy kene wat ct scan! OMG OMG.
bukan apa slalu tgk kat tv jer, and prasaan bila tgk kat tv tuh slalunya cam "kesiannya dkt pesakit2 tuh...", tetiba sendri kena.

amat berdebar dok bilik luas cmtuh, ditinggalkan seorg diri dgn doc n nurse monitoring dr dlm blk khas n bg arahan through mic ajer, plus mesin tuh dok gerak2!
ms di pertghan proses tuh tetiba tgk chy laser kat skrin tuh makin laju, then mesin tuh pon bunyinya makin kuat, bunyi mcm mesin dryer baju ok! saya pon dimasukkan dlm mesin tuh, time tuh saya terpikir, apela dorg nak wat ngan aku nieh? i feel like the machine is gonna turn me into an AVATAR! hoho.

kemuncak nya is bile dorg injek masuk ubat utk enhancement, maksudnya ubat tuh meng'clear'kan lagi rupa2 organ2 n cacing2 kerawit dlm perut saya dalam hasil scan nanti.
sblm tuh sy kne sign surat yg mengatakan sy phm dgn risiko2 n kebrgkalian apabila di injek ubat nieh nnti.-->manala x cuak kan? yg plg best sebaik di injek ubat tuh, badan akan rasa panas sgt wat seketika... wah3...

so, xpela... tuh jela sy nak kongsi, result saya? hurm... biarlah rahsia. (^^)

siyes saya cuak, x tipu!

a bit on ct scan:
CT or CAT scans are special x-ray tests that produce cross-sectional images of the body using x-rays and a computer. These images allow the radiologist , a medical doctor who specializes in images of the body, to look at the inside of the body just as you would look at the inside of a loaf of bread by slicing it. This type of special x-ray, in a sense, takes "pictures" of slices of the body so doctors can look right at the area of interest. CT scans are frequently used to evaluate the brain, neck, spine, chest, abdomen, pelvis, and sinuses.

peneman setia

2010-02-04T14:39:00.007+09:00

'THESE' hv been my peneman setia since skolah menengah lg, dl curik kaset akak saya. hihi still dgr till now. tenang sgt bila dgr... zikir munajar dr Ust Badrul Amin

part2 part3 part4 part5 part6

skrg, tiap kali bukak @ dgr nieh tringat KUSESS, antara perkara plg memorable time kat skolah dulu, islah solat jemaah beramai2, birzikir, dsb. time tuh plg tenang. wpon ngantuk cmner pon, bila part nieh mmg best sgt pasaannya.

owh, talking about Surau Utama KUSESS (skrg dah tuka nama Surau Al-'Arif), tmpat nieh mmg bermakna, slaen tmpat solat bjemaah, niehla tmpat student2 esp pompuan tdo bgelimpgn sementara tggu prep petang. lunch dah x pnting lg dah, tdo lg penting! haha. yg best lepas2 solat, doa... sebaik jer "aminnn" trus "BOOOMMM!!", msg2 rebah bagaikan askar yg tewas di medan perang, tdola memasing bertelekung smpi xsedar diri! haha.

biler dah senior sket, f4, f5, kami 'up' sket, dpt solat kat tgkat atas, buat port. kalo junior cam takut lg la kan nak nek atas tuh. haha. atas tuh buat port mmg best, port usha senior2 lelaki kacak! wakakaka, kalo kat tgkat bwh xnampak la sbb ada penghadang kan. lawak gila, biler nampak senior yg diminati @ imam fevret, msg2 kat atas tuh nak saf depan, konon2 semangat nak solat la. haha (smbil semayang sambil usha ker?? haha wallahualam)

nieh mmg kes salah guna surau nieh... haha... nak wat cmna, we're juz kids dat happen to masuk asrama at a very young age, with not much freedom, these are among da things we do 'unintendedly' to make our life fun. haha

tiap2 hari jumaat pg subuh, kami akan bersama2 wat sujud sajadah. haa, nih kes mmg lawak la, mcm2 kes. rata2 kes ialah 'kes sujud xbangun2!"
apakah weyh? pengsan ker? TAK. jwpnnya dah slamat dah tdo smbil sujud tuh... elok2 sedar trus bgn duduk tahyat akhir, walhal sume org dah xder, dah blah g breakfast. haha.

xmasuk citer kalo time qiamullail plak! nieh mmg lawak la kan, besenya time qiam yg btol2 khusyuk besenya bdak f3 n f5 serta bdak2 baik+alim. lol
yg len... hurm bukanla nak kata terpaksa kan, tp ala2 separuh hati kot. haha. jd mcm2la kes yg terjadi. ada yg tersengguk time solat(lets assume dia terlebih khusyuk), lalu rebah, langgar org2 sebelah, then gelak reramai.
kes nieh mmg saya x lupa, sbb saya dok saf depan mereka, tgh2 solat dgr dorg gelak serentak, dlm ati da terpk 'mesti ada apa2 jadik nih...'. -->kantoi x khusyuk. haha

tp kesimpulannya, byk sgt kenangan kat Surau Utama KUSESS dl... and sy mmg rindu KUSESS sgt2!
sekian!

xjmpa gambar surau, jmpa yg nieh jer.

new faves

2010-02-01T23:20:00.007+09:00

haihhh, nieh yg bhy bila sensei bg ensyu(latihan) online nieh, biasala bila dok ngadap comp nieh, ensyu bukak kat satu window, satu window bukak blog, fesbuk, pastuh bukak plak vlc player tgk bangumi bagai... adeihh... yabai2.
jd sensei, tolongla bg latihan bertulis! (salah sensei plak...! haha)

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arini sejukkk sgt2! bila tgk tenki yohou (weather forecast), rata2 tmpat trn snow, tp mcm biasala kaw aichi nieh mmg jrgla nak trn snow kan? esp belah2 toyohashi n mie ken. angin ja kuat lbeyh.
jd sbb xtrn snow, trnla hujan dgn lebat nyaaa. mmg basah lencun ah.
kat cnie, ala2 xguna pon pakai payung, rata2 payung akan terbalik jd bentuk parabola tuh, xpon payung rosak, patah2, and yg paling best payung terbang!
jd kes saya basah lencun td adalah sbb payung rosak, memula bentuk parabola, then dia tercabut2 plak dah, siap ada bdak nihonjin gelak2 lg tgk aku, siot ja. haha

aaa, so xpala, balik umah sementara tunggu air panas....
haa, "tunggu air panas?" apakah? haa meh cek nak citer, umah saya nieh umah yg mmg btoi2 tradisional lah, xdak shower, toilet pon jamban cgkung ja... sob3...

jadi bilik mandi saya ada la sebuah kolah (lama gila x sebut kolah), isi air dlm tuh smpai melebihi paras yg ditetapkan, then pusing lah ada satu alat kat tepi kolah tuh yg menunjukkan 0~50min, bermaksud nak panaskan air lama mana, kalo wat 5 minit sah2 lah x panas lg air, so biasanya it'll take about 20~30 mins tuk panaskan air dlm kolah tuh! tradisional sungguh kan??

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ok2, smbg citer balik, sementara tggu air panas, bleyhlak terasa cam nak men mekap sat, jd saya pon maenla mekap. huhu! the end. (pendek ja citer nye. haha)

dakla sbnrnya nak citer, saya ada new fave skrg, referring to lipstick. suka dgn nyx round lipstick nih dah lama, tp suka dis one color, called 'MARS', ala2 pale pink.

why i like nyx round lipstick?
-sgt moisturizing, kdg2 rs mcm lip balm pon ada, sbb sgt lembut.
-bau dia best! bukannya wangi, cuma dia ada nice smell.
-cute packaging!
-mcm2 tone kaler ada! kelabu pekat?kelabu cair?kelabu asap?kelabu taik anjing? mcm2 ada!
-wpon xla thn lama sgt, tp for dis kind of price, bleyh di consider sbg thn lama jgakla.
-sgtlaaaa MURAH! kalo bli kat nihon mmgla mahal, tp sbb saya bli straight from US, maka murahlah ia, satu lipstick jatuh xsmpai ￥200.

kaler dia suma skalik ada seratus lbeyh, and setakat nih suma yg saya bli mmg 'wat u see is wat u get' lah, camna kita nampak kaler tuh, mmg sebijik sebijon kaler dier cmtuh! sukaaa sgt!
byk lg kaler dia elok2, but kali nieh saya tunjuk yg plg fave sy dulu yer, iaitu "MARS"!♥♥

cute design!!

hakhak, kenapakah amik gambaq nampak seblh ja?? sblh mata mekap, sblh xmekap, satg amik dua2 belah nampak gerun la plak! haha

Cool Fever

2010-01-31T13:19:00.008+09:00

i slept for over 13 hours maa!! waaa~~~
pdnla smlm mcm xsdp badan, tgh2 wat report, rs nak pitam2 plak tetiba, plus badan terketar2 sejuk. saje jer check suhu, tup2, tggi jugak suhu!! almost 39°C!
apelagi, telan ubat, minum sebotol air badak, tampal kul fever, tdo (around 9++pm)... kroh3...
woke up around 2 a.m to study, but muri2(impossible)! nak bgn pon xmmpu, then smbg la tdo smpi pkol 10 td!
woke up feeling much better, still hv slight fever but i feel fine, n hopefully today is gonna be a very productive day for me. (productive not shopping-wise aaa, study-wise hockay!) hakhak

di kesempatan ini, saya ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih to mama n abah kerana sanggup memikul berbotol air badak utk anak mereka yg senang + selalu demam ini!! luv u!!

p/s: byk air badak tiruan skrg nieh!! jgn ttipu yerr~~~

Looong time no write

2010-01-30T13:27:00.006+09:00

wahhh, mmg berhabuk betoila blog nieh...
been busy, or lg tepat, been LAZY to write anything on dis blog since i hv my own private blog. and wats more, i dunno wat to write!! huhu

rutin harian skrg dah berubah, and i really like my rutin harian nowadays, much busier n 'packed'! it just makes me work harder n harder day by day.

and thanks to my dear lyana@norq, she sent me a very important article dat has a lot to do wif me, about me n my sakit dada, yg makin lama makin menjadi2, the article helps me a lot! thanks norq chan! mwah! and she reminded me to once in a while go to a place where i can clear my mind, a beautiful n peaceful place.

yeah, i've been doing that before, ada dis one lake? pond? xtaulah kan, kat celah2 sawah padi blkg skolah tuh yg i find very nice n peaceful, dat i went to whenever i feel tired n kusut. but it has been months, like 6 months++ maybe, saya lupakan aktiviti merehatkan minda nieh.
so, thanks to norq, i've been reminded about this.
(yela kalo rumah dok ngadap laut ke taman ke hutan ke laenla jgakkan? tenangla jgak bila tgk luar through sliding doors, tp nieh umah ngadap pachinko!! haih, xmembantu lgsg! haha)

owh and yes, my parents came to visit me last winter holiday. i'm sooo happy they were here, jalan2 here n there, shopping2 bagai nak rak, etc!! luv them sooo much!! so sbb xtau nak tulis aper lagi, saya letak jela sket2 gmba ms bjln2 arituh! enjoy! (^.^) where we went to?? i'll story mory later k!!♥♥♥

"Family means putting your arms around each other and being there."

p/s: owh yeah, i changed my blog template again. lol!

k.e.b.e.r.k.a.t.a.n

2009-12-31T02:08:00.003+09:00

Alhamdulillah, mom n dad arrived safely last saturday.
will be going back to malaysia on the 5th of January... huwaaa~ (T_T)
dis time pnyer trip... hurm, i'll story mory next time k??
juz wanna highlight dis one thing yg disebut n diperingat tiap2 hari semenjak mama n abah dtg.
mende nieh bukanla mende baru n sumer org pon tau, cuma kadang2 kita atau lebih tepat, SAYA, alpa n lupa akan hal nieh...

tidak kira apa yg kita lakukan, yg penting ialah mendapat keberkatanNya.
dlm apa jua perkara, yg penting ialah BERKAT.
walau sehebat mana achievement @ tugas yg kita laksanakan, jika tidak mendapat berkatNya, sia2 sahaja.

kadang2 kita lupa bukan akan perkara nieh...?
bukan x tahu, cuma alpa.

my vitamins

2009-12-14T13:17:00.002+09:00

i need my 'VITAMINS'.
desperately need them.
thank God my 'VITAMINS' r coming next week.
Eventhough not all my vitamins r coming, my vitamin A n vitamin M will do enough hopefully, for me to bounce back.

vitamin Abah & vitamin Mama.

p/s: hope they get well soon, and hopefully perjlnan semua lancar, amin...

UNDER CONSTRUCTION!!

2009-11-26T02:53:00.004+09:00

Atishoo's Life is currently under construction!! =))

Bebelan sempena tamat xm! Hukhuk

2009-11-25T01:01:00.007+09:00

yes, xm sudah tamat. Lega to xlega since ader few subjects yg aku yakin aku xperformed well.
Agak frust, nope, mmg frust!!
Bila sumthing yg kiter usaha sgguh2 tp still xdpt meati kecewa kan?
Lainla kalo mmg xusaha, maybe x sefrust mana kot.

Okla dpt rehat for a few days, before start 3rd semester.
Kalo xder paper mggu nih saya dah start cuti dr jumaat mggu lps lagi! Huh
tp xperla, dpt cuti skejap nih pon jadikla kan.
Dpt 'amik nafas' n 'clear mind' dr semester yy amat hectic ini.

Rsnyer spt mahu menghirup new breeze, udara tmpat lain selain toyohashi.
Mahu lupakan sebentar kehidupan n rutin harian di sini...
Mahu bjmpa rakan...
Pd asalnya tringin ke kagoshima bjmpa shbt di sana mmndgkan cik pan berkali2 mmujuk spy pergi sana.
Plus, saya mmg tringin melwtnya di sana.
Tp malangnya cuti autumn kali ini pendek shj.
Biasanya seminggu, tp sbb sy still ada papee mggu nih, cutinya cuma 4 hari shj...
Jd memikirkan jarak n kos, sy rs mahu pergi tmpat yg dkt2 shj...

Mahu ke mie bjumpa shbtku cik lyana. Tp... Seperti busy nampaknya...
Dier jga spt sy, working her butt off utk 'survive' dgn jadual hecticnya. Apatah lg dlm bidang architecturenya...
Mahu ke nagoya bjumpa cik cha, tp busy juga, tiap2 ari mendambakan diri thdp lab. Kesian... Risau sy tgk kerna
dia yg semmgnya kurus, makin kurus kering nampaknya. Dtglah katanya, tp sy sedia maklum akan ke'busy'annya itu.
Mahu ke gifu bjumpa cik mimi. Hee~ mmg disuruhnya dtg saja, bleyh menjamah dgg masak kicapnya yg mmg klas!
Bz juga katanya, sy pon sedar dia busy sbb mlm2 dia tdo awal...

Hurmmm... Mahu ke mana yer...
Segan juga nak kaco rakan2 in da middle of hectic-ness.
(mntang2 lah ko cuti, nk g ngacau org lak) huhu
Plan jer lbeyh2, sdgkan comp tgh diperbaiki n masih ada lab report yg
perlu disubmit. Malangnya sbhgian data ada lam pc...jd mcmanapon kne nasibku berada
di tgn 'taraf kesihatan' pc. Hihi.cpt pulih, cpt report siap, dptla sy merantau kluar~
kalo tidak, ahh lupakan saja...wuu~

p/s: tringin merasa sembahyang raya di masjid jepun juga sbnrnya... Di mie, nagoya, n gifu ada msjid.hebat kan? Syukur Alhamdulillah...

p/s: buhsannya comp rosak... N bosannya blogging thru i phone...duhhh

頑張らないと〜

2009-11-15T13:52:00.002+09:00

Tetibe rs down gila x dpt fokus, dahla sembelit plak smlm. Arghhh jgn down2!!
I noe i can do it!! yes, i can!!
Doakan saya yer rakan2? N gudluck to all!!
Gambarou!!!!

tempat lepak part 1

2009-11-12T22:13:00.007+09:00

juz a sneak peek of my tempat lepak.
if u dunno, eventhough saya nieh huha huha bisingla jgak orgnya kan, tp sbnrnya i'm kind of a loner person. yup2, loner ranger. slalu wat mende sorg2.

ms 1st year dtg jepun, nak bli beras n pasir toilet natchan pon saya naek bas n jalan kaki jauh2. bpa kilo dah tuh, bleyh thn brt tuhh. pastuh dgn berat2 tuh bleyh plak singgah shimamura (kedai baju murah2-nama pon shimaMURA-h!).
tp ntah, suke la nak jln sorg2. kdg2 jln sorg2 pegy mkn kebab kat nagoya lah, aperlah. haha

even my senior, kak wanie once said, "kalo yg pegy makan saizeriya (restoran italy bajet rendah tp sedap kegemaran bdak msia) sorg2 tuh, xlain x bukan aisha la tuh!!". haha.
saya igt kata2 dier, sbb time tuh br saya terpikir, "haah ek...". btolla tuh.

so niehla antara tempat2 saya lepak sensorg:

1) KAPPA SUSHI kenapa: dekat dengan rumah saya. Selain dpt makan sushi murah n bleyh thn sedapnya... saya juga dpt berborak2 dgn obachan2 (makcik2) kat cnie. sonok jmpa mcm2 karenah. =) of cos cniela antara tmpat sy study smbil lepak2 mkn. (besela makan 80%, study 20%) ngee~

2) TSUTAYA

Tsutaya nieh sebuah kedai yg bleyh rent or buy, cds, dvds, or games. ader jgak jual2 majalah2 jepun. tp kat tsutaya yg dkt rumah saya nieh, dier gabung skalik dgn KITAMURA, sebuah kedai kamera yg agak tkenal dgn harganya yg murah, wpon x byk choices.
kenapa: again, sbb dkt dgn rumah saya. bleyh cuba kamera2 baru. bleyh bli film tuk camera. bleyh baca majalah free!! wee~
part sewa dvd tuh zaman 1st year jer. skrg dah dok umah sndri, tenet laju, donlod ajer!! hee~

ok enuff on my tempat lepak. to be continue... (^_^)

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saya dpt laporan dr alarm reminder hp saya, menunjukkan bahawa hari ini adalah hari keramat buat seorg die hard fan upin ipin!! ngee~ saperkah kanak2 dibwh nieh...

di kesempatan ini, auntie su (dat's me!), igin mengucapkan...

♥HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIR!!♥
hadiah ada dah, nnti auntie su pass kat tok ma n tok bah na~
moga amir akan membesar menjadi anak yg soleh serta insan yg bguna n berkhidmat utk agama, bangsa, dan negara. (wahh, insyaAllah =D)
and moga amir sentiasa comeyyyyy~
luv u!!

trying on auntie su's tudung, pandai pki sndri tuh, smbil pgg iphone. nampak mcm artis br kuar mahkamah syariah jaa... hurmm...

y so serious amir? tgh kne mrh dgn kak ros(from upin ipin) ka? hikhik
always wif phones@cameras. i call him mr gadget junior!! (^O^)

p/s: amir is the son of my close cousin kak shima n her husband, abg rizal. (^.^)

p/p/s: hopefully one day, amir will read dis. hee~ =D

pantang tgk pompuan lawa

2009-11-10T14:17:00.010+09:00

tajuk jer exaggerating nieh.

juz thinking knape pompuan (referring to myself) suke la dok tgk2 blog n fesbuk pompuan2 lawa, n shojiki ni iu to (sejujurnya), wujudlah perasaan envy while adoring them at the same time. apetah lg bile wanita2 tsebut mcm seorg yg berjaya.
suke tgk smpai thp almost stalker-ish dah. haha

masa tgk2 gmbar@baca blog2 mereka nieh, mestila terdetik di sudut hati (chewwah) ayat2 nieh:

"seronoknyaa...", "untungnya...", "bestnyerrr", dll yg sewaktu dgnnya.

adakah laki ader pasaan cmnie biler tgk laki len yg kacak, macho, dsb?? (not in a gay way)

ader ker org yg x envy thadap org len? yg adore him/herself jer.
ader ker??

why adore others and not yourself??

~retarded~
(abaikan mata yg dah comot sbb dok gosok2 mata, ngee~)

p/s: rasa mcm aku adore sume org jer... huuu

calling for doctors out there!!

2009-11-06T22:25:00.012+09:00

wat am i?? wats wrong wif me?? am i a psycho-math?

haha. sbnrnya i dun even noe wat psycho-math is? wats the meaning or does it even exist?? saje je sbb bunyi cam best. if i'm not mistaken psycho-math is someone dat do a lot of mathematics. kire mcm giler maths lah... kot. hee~

i'm not really that giler buat kira2 mathematic, cuma i dunno wats wrong wif me, n wats the name of my 'sickness'. (mental sickness??nauzubillah, minx dijauhkan). i'm juz crazy about numbers.

i always think dat everyone has their own psycho side. sometimes i do think i'm a bit gila. hakhak

not gila as in "hoo yeahh i'm gila!!!!" then do all the head banging thingy.
also not gila as in 'memancing ikan dlm baldi' or 'ikat kain pelikat kat bahu then terbang (kononla) kat koridor'--yeah, the type yg kena anto gi tanjung rambutan tuh.

gila i meant was gila as in 'psycho'. (gila-psycho, bukan samer kerrrr??) haha
ok, wateva, u noe wat i mean. (u do, rite??... or not??)
precisely saying, in my inner normal self, i hv dis awkward habits dat make me sometimes think i'm a bit psycho.
(HABIT la kot.. not psycho)

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okay, y dun u judge...
kiter continue...

example 1:

" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! --->19 "

what the chicken wif the '19'??
'19' is the number of the exclamation marks written there!!
i actually count!! i mean i do count. when i'm reading somebody's blog or comments or facebook notes, whenever they wrote these '!!!!!', '??????', '........', 'grrrrr', 'erkkkk', etc, i'll actually count all those!! --> (errr... it's '5 !', '6 ?', '8 .', '5 r', '4 k')

gila kann?? (here comes the word gila)

it really tortures me whenever dlm satu blog tuh ader byk mende2 cmnieh!!
especially when the font is so small, dat i have to copy them on notepad and make them into bigger fonts, so dat it's easy for me to do the counting!

gilaa kann? (here comes another one)

example 2:
i even count the pages for each book dat i read or use.
as for story book@ text book pages are written there, so no fuss about it, juz add the cover and the page for the context.
utk note book, evethough dah tulis buku tuh ader bpe pages, i still wanna count them!
buku purikura n calendar pon aku kira!!

kadang2 penat n i feel almost gila (again, gila) doing all these things, but i still have to do it, kalo x wat rs insecure n x sdp hati.

paranoid?

i'm so crazy about numbers and counting, kalo aku dpt cipta formula mathematic baru xperlah jugak, but...??

example 3:
baru2 nieh my sis blikan beg skolah br utk saya, and it has love prints all over the bag.
and surprise2... i pushed myself to count all those love prints.
adeihh~ penat2... byklah menda laen lg aku kira~
sbb tuh kalo baca komik ker, lambat giler nak habes.
dis habit started since saya di aaj, um, kalo x slh.
makin lama makin menjadi2.

sometimes i told myself "ISHA, IT'S OK NOT TO COUNT ALL THAT!!"--> nada tegas.
but i end up counting jugak.
is there anyone out there having da same prob as i do??

doctors out there, please help me wif my prob!!

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okay, xmasuk bab pegy supermarket lagi. bab nieh safwan mmg dah pakar dah!!
dia pon pening kepala tp mcm dah redha jer dgn perangai saya bila pegy supermarket. kesian dia mesti kdg2 dier rs segan jgak bila gf dier nieh dok susun baju, susun2 susu kotak, sayur, dll kat supermarket tuh!! part time kah...?? BUKAN. kenapakah?? hurm...biler2 nnti saya citer yer...

adik nakalku, natchan

p/s: naseb baek aku xpernah tergerak nak kira bulu adik2 saya. (natchan, nemo, salem, dodo)

p/s/s: based on my 'experience', ramai suka tulis noktah(.) 3 kali. huhu. kbykan nombor ganjil... huhu

2nd n 4th Nov

2009-11-05T21:42:00.017+09:00

wpon dah 5hb, saya still nak post dis specially dedicated to Mama n Abah.
(dis post is gonna be very similar to last year's, hehe)

first,
2nd September...

♥HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA♥

luv u soo much!!
thanx for being a very sporting n loving mom.

yer2, unlike me, my mom mmg petite ok... huhu

meh nak citer sket pasai my mom.
saya sgt kagum dgn mama, she's a woman wif many talent. benti keje semata2 nak jaga me n my sis, siyesly, pengorbanan mama xkan terbayar oleh kami... thank u soo much mama. she's such a loving wife, mom, aunt, grandma, dll. hee~

my mum, eventhough she's a housewife, i've never seen a more busier housewife than she is. aper korg igt suri rumah dok rumah goyang kaki?? owwhh not my mum. sentiasa penuhkan masa dgn kerja2nyer, mcm lipas kudung berjln ke sana ke mari. kdg2 i tego my mum, "mama, mehla dok tgk movie sat, pening isha tgk mama asek ulang alik depan blkg wat keja!"

risau jgak mama nih overwork. she's like superwoman, keje2 laki mcm bertukang sume pon dier wat. antara yg saya kagum, dier yg cuci2 dinding n lekat2 wallpaper satu umah tuh sendiri~ besenye mestila upah org len kan? huhu.
tp kadang2 saya bersyukur mama nieh x bekerja, sbb saya rs kalo mama kerja mestila dia sorg workaholic. as a surirumah pon nampak mcm workaholic dah.

mama nieh dulu penari tradisional, n dpt tawaran ke peringkat lg tggi tp dia tolak tawaran tuh sbb time tuh xder ahli keluarga yg dok kl. mcm cuak2 la kot. tp rsnya bakat mama nieh turun kat kakak saya kot. mama juga power english time skola2 dl, essay tbaik peringkat negeri rsnya. (sbb tuh dier risau dgn english saya yg makin2 berhabuk semenjak dok jepon).

saya slalu terpikir kalo mama nih bkn seorg suri rumah, apekah profession dier? bleyh jgak nak kate arkitek sbb sgt kreatif n berseni (design2 kayu utk depan rumah kami tuh adalah idea mama), bleyh jgak nak kate jd doctor, sbb suke bace buku2 medic, siap2 tau scientific name lg. dulu be4 aku disahkan kne thyroidism, mak aku yg ckp dl aku kne thyroid nih, wpon doc 1st aku pegy ckp aku saket jantung. nauzubillah.
tp part kreatif mmg kreatif sgtla, bleylak tetiba my mum n my sis pandai wat bunga dip(utk hantaran kawen tuh)!! haha. ~~jimat belanja utk hntaran nnti.~~ hakhak.

antara her ideas the design, etc

antara hasil tgn mama. agak terer kan utk bkn penggubah profesional dgn kurg basic.

tp bsyukur having her to us all the time, rs mcm kawan baik, sbb bleyh citer mcm2 kat mama, mmg sporting sgt!! i also luv looking through her pics zmn dulu2, mama mmg lawa!! antara yg plg best is mama pnye fashion sense nih mmg best lah, sbb same jer mcm sy n kakak saya. jd kalo mama kata dia bli bj kat saya, saya mmg senang ati jer, sbb tau mama nyer taste mcm saya jgak!!

hurm, nak citer sume mcm byk sgt, org yg baca pon buhsan kang. i noe everyone will say the same about their mom too, kan?? enuff said, mama is da best!! hikhik. (windu mi kari mama yg mmg tip top!!)

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ok next!!
4th September...

♥HAPPY 30th ANNIVERSARY ABAH n MAMA♥

(30 years and still counting. insyaAllah. heee~)

Happy Anniv abah n mama!!

always adore how it's been 30 years but both of u still lovey dovey mcm zmn bercinta muda2 dulu. (they're like the cutest n lovely couple ever for me. haha)

i learnt n still learning a lot from u guys about love n relationships. juz want both of u to know how lucky me n akak to hv such supportive n sporting n loving parents like u!!

i remember ms dulu2 how i used to 'curi2' selongkar dis one box, where my mom kept all the surat2 cinta (dl xder hp@email ok?) n kenangan2 dier n abah. ekekeke. mmg sweet sgt2 all those surat, eventhough i didnt get to read all of them sbb everytime terkantoi ngan mama!! haha.

acting remaja-ish. haha

even now, after 23 years, i still luv asking on how u first met, and everything... i know i'll get the same answer from both of u everytime i asked, i know it's gonna be the same story all over again, but it never bores me, and wat's better, it never bores both of u too telling me the same story.
i felt touched on how everytime abah n mama cerita kisah susah senang dr sblm kawen smpai skrg, u both hv dis same look on ur face, all of sudden muka berseri jer dua2.

they went through a lot together, through ups n downs, dats wat keep them going strong. wish all the happiness in the world for them... insyaAllah. amin...

last but not least, saja2 nak selit skalik, family pic taken on the 1st Hari Raya aritu. (curik from abg rizal's fesbuk... hehe... ampun yaa abg rizal)

luv all of u～

without me in it...sob3...

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p/s: in case ader yg bosan wif me bragging bout my family... hee~ skali skala. everyone cant stop talking n bragging when it comes to family, rite?? hehe~
p/s/s: sbb tuh aku xleyh trime org yg dok kutuk2 mak bapak dorg kat blog dsb tuh.thank God none of them are among my fwens.

i feel old...

2009-10-30T22:47:00.010+09:00

juz got back from clinic, suhu agak tinggi 37.8.
but thank God not h1n1 okey.
doc said my nadi laju bebenor (pandai ckp melayu doc nieh).
mmg pon smpai x leyh lena sbb dok dup dap dup dap ja jantung.
tp okey kot... br pas mkn ubat, n tggu ms nak lelap jer nieh. ngee~

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wat about the title?
ok, alkisahnya mmg i feel old n seasoned btol lately nieh.
sesape yg ader facebook sure tau kan, friends' updated status will be featured dekat news feed kiter tuh kan?
same la jgak kalo dorg komen2 gmbar or comment2 kat wall rakan2 mereka yg juga rakan2 kiter.
so, reading all those stuffs really makes me feel old. kenapakah??
let's see... i give u an example k...

"shaye wase shaye shuke la pakai waju nieh" --> oh, ok...
"awak mamam apa tadi? shaye nak mamam jugak, pewut lwapar...." -->errr, oo..k....
"gwedik lah awak nieh, shuke hati shaye lew"--> nieh ok kot... huhu

mase memula baca dis kind ok 'bahasa', saya rs mcm saya buta bahasa melayu kah??
siyes xpaham. 2,3 kali tgk br dpt figure out.
i think dis is how our parents feel, when their children started texting them using dis sort of "bahasa org muda".
i remember when i first started texting my mum n dad using the word giler@gila.
such as "lapaqqq gilaa, penat gilaa, ngantuk gilaa".
mama abah keje perli ja dat time, "suma benda pon gila ka??"
but tup2 skrg pon dorg pakai jgak pkataan tuh. haha

ok, back to the main story, i personally think bleyh trima lah kalo it's a 'her' using dat pattern of language.
but if it's a 'him', adoilaa~ sy x bleyh trima sgt lah kan.

adakah tuh bhs remaja zmn skrg?
xjuga, sebab ada jer yg lg tua dr sy.
adakah tuh bhs org bandar skrg?
xjugak, ada jer dr luar bandar.
adakah tuh bahasa terkini hiburan sensasi?
mungkin kot...mcm cool kot kalo pakai...ala2 ikot peredaran zaman.

will i be using those kind of bahasa dlm masa tdekat?
haha, dunno, for now x kot.
sbb saya pon xreti biler nak tukar huruf tuh jadik 'w' (lapar-->wapar) n biler nak tambah 'h' (saya-->shaye).

then, susah jugak kang blood pressure mama saya makin naek plak sbb stress xpaham apa anak dia tulis dlm msg tuh. hehe
satg msg, "mama, isha lwapar...".--> kang xpasai2 mama abah risau "penyakit apa plak anak aku kena nieh... xpnah dgq plak 'lwapar', bnyi cam kronik jer." haha

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p/s: i was thinking "ooo, niehla bahasa anak muda zmn skrg...".--> OMG, 'anak muda'?? wat am i then?? haha

~sob3~

sgt cdeyh...

2009-10-30T17:16:00.006+09:00

aku dmm sgt trok dr smlm...
mmg xlrt mgkit...
aku hrpkan bila kita ikhlas bbuat baik dgn org, org akan kenang kita dan akan do the same.
aku igt bila kita ikhlas caring dgn org, org akan hargainya.
bila org saket, aku mmg kesian sbb aku tau mcmana susah rs saket bila xda org tolong.
bila aku saket.....?
kdg2 aku menyesal bbuat baik n caring kat org.
alangkah baiknya kalo hati aku keras mcm batu.
aku sgt cdeyh skrg...
cdeyh dgn kata2 seseorg yg aku agak amik brt mcm adik...

bila time saket mcmnie... sgt rindu intan, wanie, n yus. besar jasa mereka menjaga aku tiap kali saket dulu...

-writing thru iphone... xlrt bgn... tp nak tulis sbb tlampau hurt sgt skrg nieh, xtau nak luah kat mana...

random babbling

2009-10-28T14:27:00.006+09:00

on study
tup tap tup tap lbeyh kurg dua minggu nak final exam.
siyes kah??
huwaaa~ apa yg aku blaja slama nieh?
mcm xigt apa2 pon.
cuak lah niehhh.

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on crush
awat nick carter mcm makin ensem nieh...

tercair la plak (euww) wpon nyampah ngan dia dulu. huhu

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on entertainment
1) sila lah watch so you think you can dance new season nieh, mmg gempak habis aa...
2) x factor mmg lg best dr american idol, dulu lyn aus idol pon mmg lg best dr us idol. hoho
(knape miss frank kuarrrr???? why dat two kids john n edward r still in?!!)
3)utk sesapa dah bosan tgk one tree hill yg dah makin merapu tuh, (tp sophia bush tidak membosankan yer yana... hihi), sila lah beralih kepada the vampire diaries.

p/s: mmg cekap bab2 reality n tv series nieh, sbb 24 jam ngadap comp wat repot. haha

pms...i'm guilty!!

2009-10-27T21:04:00.013+09:00

it's the time of the month...
the time where my mood tunggang terbalik n sensitif nak mampos.
yeah, typical women's enemy: PMS

lately, i'm missing my girlfriends soo badly.
i wanna call them, but knowing they hv their own activities, i juz follow em up thru facebook@blog.
as long as i know they're happy, i'm fine.
i wanna call them but i felt 'heavy'.
dunno y, i feel sad n very homesick talking to em.
to ignore dis homesick feeling, i dun call em. i juz send sms and all.
trust me, it's not the best time to be homesick rite now, sbb i hv a lot to focus on at the moment.
i hv exams every week, i hv tons of reports yg sensei x habes2 panggil utk sesi soal jawab, tons of homeworks.

Gosh, how i hate 2nd semester.
2nd semester resulted me as a very bad daughter, gf, and friend.
i seldom call home like i used to, i seldom talk to my bf on the phone, i seldom spend time to call my friend.

one of my bestfriend got hurt from an accident, wish i cud pay her a visit, but...?
mimi ajak sleepover umah dier masa taikai gifu, but...?
havent seen norq for a while, sdgkan last year slalu jln2 dgn dier. wanna go lepak-ing n share story wif her, but...?
din called me a few times when i'm in the middle of jugyo(klas), but have i called him back...? NO. i juz texted him.

"oooh yes your honor, i'm guilty as charged."

i feel bad when they call me, but in the middle of tgh rancak berborak i hv to say, "sorry, got to go to the library, etc".
balik rumah dah pkol 7, makan solat mandi, tup2 pkol 9, then wat keje smpai pg. tdo pon ntah ke mane dah. huhu.
i'm sorry u guys, i promise i'm gonna make it up to u after i'm finished battling wif this semester's hectic-ness.
(ooh, forgive my bad english. i'm a malay after all. haha)

oh yeah, i'm also hating dis semester because my health doesnt do justice to me.
always hv dis chest pain a.k.a sign of STRESS.

p/s: how i wish everyone lives near me so i can meet them easily.

p/s/s: i'm so selfish dat i hope everyone cud come to toyohashi. (igt org len xder keje ker!!) huhu

p/s/s/s:looking forward to dis aki yasumi, hopefully i can at least see norq, mimi, n cha...

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summary minggu ini 1

2009-10-26T21:33:00.012+09:00

dis week's summary.
safwan dtg, nak celebrate besday dia.
pttnya besday dia saya la kne pegy sane, tp apakan daya sy bz teramat.
safwan dtg pon dia dok melangut ja wat keja sndri sbb saya kne dok pi ulang alik jmpa sensei n siapkan report.
ampun ya pak!!
xwat apa spesel pon tuk en safwan nieh... hadiah 'dibawa ke hdpn' ok? hehe.

nway, teman pakwan sopping sakan, then tetibe saya pon dpt hadiah, katanye sempene besday dier.
aikkk?? 逆じゃん？ hehe. tenkiu btw!!

wiken nieh pon agak packed gakla.
kelam kabut wat report ➨jmpak sensei2 ➨celeb besday pakwan ➨check brake kete ➨tukar tyre kete.
phewww~ penat pon penat, duit pon melayang2~ wuhuuu~
oh yer, kami sempat pegy jalan2 cari makan ke hamamatsu.
pegila mosaiculture yg diheboh2kan itu. tp sbb hujan xbpe masyuk lah. hoho
pegi pon sbb nak tgk jln ke sana, sbb nnti kalo mimi ngan norq jadi dtg toyohashi, saya mau bawa mereka ke sana... =)

so, here r the pics.
(agak malas updet blog saikin, so amik ko, nk letak gambaq byk2 bg berseri sket) haha

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posing kembangkan-idong-anda

pewwiitt~ ngorat bleyh? haha

ms nih ckp kat safwan, "i nak wat muka sexy nihhh"
-mcm muka lalok nak tdoq adalah-

comeyy hat blkg tuh, mcm natchan!! haha
klon gaya patung, tp sbb patung tuh comey sgt, klon x menjadi. hoho

wiwwiittt2!! baju bau kedai tuhhh~ price tag pon xbuang lg pa tuh!
safwan: haa haa... wat gaya pelik2 lg. dia nih laa... ish. (ekekeke)
ololo, y so serious? jgn risau, xletak hantaran mahal2 pon. Rm20k gurai ja. haha

xjmpak msia, indon pon jadiklah
ronald mcdonald and gravis. huhu
kat mega kebab, Alhamdulillah sedapp~safwan wat2 terharu. caih~weee~ "saya dah tua~" weee~specially ordered for him.
*abaikan tulisan atas kek tuh, memandai ja makcik kedai tuh tmbah2 ayat* haha❤happy birthday dear❤

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kesimpulan utk mggu nieh:

i) best jgak sbb after a week yg pnuh dgn xms n lab reports dpt jugak release tension wif si dia.
ii) xpnah pki jln2 anak tudung + slendang mcm gmba diatas. 1st time pki tdg 'awning' keras tuh ms raya aitu. saja ja pki sbb akak dah blikan. not bad jgakla, sbb wpon ujan lebat, tudung x terpenyek pon. bagus2!! (^.^)

p/s: hrp2 mimi n norq jadi dtg toyohashi dis week. miss them soo muchhh~

hampa paham dak?

2009-10-23T01:27:00.004+09:00

huhu~ saikin (lately) ada plak menda2 tjd.
yabai desune... huhu...
xper encik boyfie, dun wori k. haha

tp kdg2 bengang jgak dgn org2 yg kdg2 xpaham dgn apa yg kiter kata.
xpaham or saja2 wat xpaham?!
huh.
lantak hampa lah.....

to him...

2009-10-22T00:13:00.011+09:00

eventhough i'm super busy preparing for tomorrow's test n reports, it would be wrong not to take a minute to write dis.

juz wanna wish my dearest mr. boipren, Safwan:

HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY
(OMG, u dah 25?? tuanya u!! haha)

❤ May all ur wishes come true
❤ May Allah bless u always
❤ Semoga dimurahkan rezeki
❤ dan lain2 ayat standard, hehe~

personal msgs from me:
❤ Thank u for always being there for me
❤ Also, glad u always being so supportive in everything
❤ Trima kasih jugak sbb never complaint on how i look, pakai aper, gemok ker aper ker, masak xsdp ker, or aper2 pon! u always seem so 'menerima' jer everything. i feel appreciated for dat. =)
❤ Lastly, thank u for being who u r. mmuuahh!!　ラビュー　dear!!
❤ Jgnla balik Msia...sob3...

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p/s: malu2 rs nak post entry nih. cm jiwang jer... hoho

Back to basic

2009-10-16T01:02:00.011+09:00

As i've been complaining in my previous posts, i'm having skin problem.
problem apa lagi... muka berjerawat yg xmau hilang2 tuhlah...
so i ordered the Proactiv dats well known for its acne treatment.
my sis n my fwens tried it before, and it totally worked well on their skin.
as for me, a week after trying the proactiv, the acne lighten a bit, but i hv redness on my cheek, mcm sunburn.
i tot mmg sunburn, sbb ms pakai proactiv tuh xderlah rs pedih2 or anything, rs soft jer.
sbb risau, i looked up for this prob in the proctiv homepage.

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and it turned out:

Proactiv is clearing my acne, but I have redness. What should I do?

If you experience redness when you first use Proactiv Solution, you may be sensitive to benzoyl peroxide. If this happens, stop using the system for two days. When your skin begins to improve, resume using the Renewing Cleanser and Revitalizing Toner daily. To slowly build a tolerance for benzoyl peroxide, use the Repairing Lotion twice a week at night. Gradually increase nightly usage of the Repairing Lotion, as tolerated. If redness persists, stop using the product and consult your doctor.

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for dat, i decided to stop using proactiv for a while. then my sis ckp dier dulu pon pakai 2 hari skali dulu, sbb xnak kulit 'terkejut'.

so now it all comes back to the basics:

➨ bedak sejuk (yg ori k? xder wangi2an or campuran kimia yg memedihkan muka tuh!!)
➨ sapu Evening Primrose Oil kat muka every nite
➨ sabun susu kambing
➨ makan pil Evening Primrose Oil (mmg elok tuk pompuan, dlman n luaran)
(kata mama, sapa soh dok escape mkn primrose oil, tuh yg kulit jd cmtuh tuh, degil lg... ekekeke...yes2, now i learnt my lesson ma. haha)
➨ makan jamu (oh, nieh sy xtggal k...hoho)
➨ byk makan sayur n buah2an

my jamu (remaja kah? hehe) n bedak sejuk

evening primrose oil, utk sapu muka, saya pecahkan jer pilnya. haha

p/s: bedak sejuk mmg bagus. tgk org2 tua skrg, cthnya tok saya, sbb asek pki bedak sejuk n byk amik wudhuk, xder pigmen pon!!

A Halo Cloud Over Moscow

2009-10-14T15:45:00.005+09:00

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From Y! Buzz:

And you thought rainbows were cool. A few days ago, a mysterious cloud shaped like a halo appeared over Moscow, and the buzz has yet to break.

We're the first to admit that a photograph of the heavenly cloud appears to be photoshopped. It's just so...perfect. But meterologists have spoken up and said the cloud wasn't digitally altered. However, it wasn't exactly what it appeared to be, either.

When the cloud initially formed, some UFO enthusiasts declared it to be a "true mystery." Some even compared it to the giant spaceship hovering over Earth in the movie "Independence Day." Reality quickly dashed any predictions of an alien invasion. An article from the Daily Mail explains that the "luminous ring-shaped cloud" was simply an optical effect.

An official spokesperson for Moscow's weather department said, "Several fronts have been passing through Moscow recently, there was an intrusion of the Arctic air too, the sun was shining from the west — this is how the effect was produced."

The cloud loomed last week, but the searches are still soaring. Lookups on "halo cloud" and "moscow cloud" are both booming, and a video clip has garnered hundreds of thousands of views on YouTube.

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Apakahhh??
Cantik kan??

happy but tired

2009-10-10T02:28:00.009+09:00

got these 2 today...

heee~
Alhamdulillah... never in my dream i tot i'll be getting my nihon driving license masa my 1st test.
why?
because strict yg melampau n history shows kebykan smpai 6,7 kali amik test br lepas kot.
so, i went there (the driving test centre) today wif 0% of confidence, juz thinking, xper, amik pengalaman jer.
kalo ader rezeki, lepas, syukurlah. xlepas, cuba lg nanti.
tgk2 dgn izinNya, Alhamdulillah lepas.
mmg lucky n naseb sgt.

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penat, pnat wat hiasan daisai (univ festival) satu hal, tp xkesah sbb enjoy pon.
pnat sbb satu hari xrehat jer kot.

but wats tiring me da most, is being someone whom people most likely to make fun of.
it's da same old joke, over and over again.
like a video tape playing and playing non stop.
sumtimes it's ok, sbb skali skala, but kalo dah over sgt smpai thp nak hina tuh.
enuff lah kan. coz, aku xkaco idop ko pon.
u told me sumthing great happened to you, i praised u, i congratulated u.
but when great things happened to me, u still keep kutuk-ing me.
i mean wat the frog kan?
do i NOT deserve great things??
i'm not talking about i'm a bit senior than u, so u hv to treat me specially.
not dat, NOT dat.
but u stil have a border that u cannot cross in a relationship between human (or even binatang), no matter wat age, wat color, wat sizes u r.
dat border is call RESPECT.
make fun of someone else, ok? or much better, juz make fun of urself.
i seldom say dis n really mean it, but boleh blah ok??
u always say dat u're a guy of many talents n many thoughts.
so, i'm sure u have great ideas of ur many thoughts on how to make fun of urself.
for me, i've had enough of ur stupid jokes. (yeah, for me it's stupid)

wat's wrong wif being chubby, and being in dis size.
aku pnah kaco ko ker??
ko ckp bagus, konon2 bg nasihat baek punya lah kat aku n org laen, but hv u ever think how many times u've hurt others' feelings??
i noe i'm not da only one.
stop being so arrogant and so full of urself dude.

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p/s: stop picking on me on my size, weight watsoever. wat i noe is i'm still in the normal range and live in a healthy lifestyle. nak kaco sket2 sudahla, xpyh smpai melampau2. very humiliating and ckp to make me feel down.

p/s/s: dat's y, kdg2 malas nak join keramaian. if the keramaian only involve the families and the girls jer yg i'll go without hesitating.

p/s/s/s: mintak maaf entry yg sgt emo, and agak kasar...

my new toys I

2009-10-07T23:26:00.012+09:00

yippie~
got myself new toys.
taraaaa~

it's the kanebo lavshuca's rouge star classic lipsticks.

ok, if u're wondering wat's with the casings?
these r actually the testers dat havent been used.
it's my personal idea to try to own many make-ups for lower prices.

so, here's my tips for org2 'sengkek' like me, but hv big desire to collect make-ups.

search for 'testers' in the auction or the internet.
u'll find certain sellers dat sell unused testers.
(or the used ones if u dun mind. tp, lack of hygiene lah kot... huhu~)
biasanya diorg akan sell the testers dlm jumlah yg banyak.
for example, mcm eyeshadow, they'll sell in 10,11, etc colors. bukan 1,2.
if yg mahal mcm bobbi brown, maquillage, or nars ker br dorg jual satu2...
so, for dat u'll be able to add more colors to ur make-ups collections!!

apa yg untungnya...??

for example, da normal price for dis kanebo lavshuca's rouge star lipstick is ￥1575 = RM60 (ikot currency skrg).
but i bought all these 11 colors for only ￥2000 = RM77!!
(wpon casingnya burok kan, aku pedulik aper... hoho)

❤ ❤ some people said, the testers hv lower qualities than the real one, but so far they're all great, very similar (if not the same) to the one being sold. ❤ ❤

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on lavshuca's rouge star classic lipsticks:

➨all the colors r great.
➨tak terang eventhough nampak mcm terang, very natural.
(very japanese-ish lah)
➨very soft, selesa pakai.
➨thn lama or tak tuh, i'm not very sure, sbb br dpt ptg td.
but i doubt dia thn lama, sbb slalunya lipstick in dis range of price xthn lama pon. haha!
yg harga ￥3000 ke atas tuh thnla kot...

these three r my favorite colors:

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p/s: "my new toys II" comin up soon!! hee~ *wink*

p/s/s: oh yer, saper yg blom tgk film g-force, sila lah tgk yer!! highly recommended!! =))

cheryl～

2009-10-05T21:24:00.003+09:00

suka gila tgk minah nieh.
lawa gila plus manis ja muka dia, sbb ada lesung pipit kot.
susah nak tgk omputih muka manis, kbykannya muka sombong ja.

namanya cheryl cole.
1st heard of her as the wife of ashley cole (pemain chelsea).
rupa2nya dia ahli girls aloud... (xpasan pon).
and now she's one of the judges utk rncgn x-factor.
mekap mata dia pon lawaaa + style2 dia mmg mantap!!

p/s: suka betol tgk pompuan2 bkerjaya + cantik + bergaya.

statement of the day: i'm not gay. hoho

hoyeah! i'm da new einstein.

2009-10-04T19:45:00.010+09:00

di sini saya nak terbitkan persamaan a.k.a formula baru utk diri saya:

➨ pengeluaran wang berkadar langsung dgn tahap stress.

➨ pertumbuhan jerawat berkadar langsung dgn tahap stress.

➨ kenaikan berat badan berkadar langsung dgn tahap stress.

➨ kekemasan rumah berkadar songsang tahap stress.

perlu ker nak lukis graf?? hoho.

byk gila pakai duit, ok??

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(nada poem rain2 go away tuh)

stress stress go away,

come again another day,
(xpyh come dah. pi jauh2)

little Aisha wants to rest,
('little' kah?? hahaha)

stress stress go away.

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alasan ber online sopping: nilai yen jauh lg tinggi than usd skrg. (sekadar nak menyedapkan hati) hakhak

harap2, brg2 tuh smpai cepat. nnti saya bleyh tulis review sket. hoho. *wink*

my statement of the day: - i feel super duper fat -

p/s: blame pakwan for the yummy kfc, n keba for the fantabulous nasi lemak. hehe

sebak mode

2009-10-04T00:29:00.007+09:00

rasa bersalah... sebak... kandou (terharu) suma ada...

mintak maaf yer sebab xdpt spend byk masa with u...
perjln utk pergi balik ke toyohashi nieh lg lama berbanding masa dat i spent with u.
u spent more time on the road than jmpa i.
been so busy semenjak naek 3rd year, especially 2 gakki nieh, dat u decided to come here, jmpa2 makan kejap, then trus balik mie on the same day sbb xmau ganggu ms blajar i.
sorry sgt2...
noe u must be so exhausted driving those long hours without resting. sob3...
wish i could spent more time wif u.

glad u understand n slalu drive dtg cnie wpon utk mkn sama2 jer.
wuuuu~
gomenne..... (T__T)

Subhanallah...

2009-10-03T08:44:00.005+09:00

Terkejut sejadah tegak seperti sedang solat

Mohamad Shuhaimi Md. Ilias (kiri) bersama beberapa jiran melihat sejadah yang 'berdiri' di rumahnya di Taman Haji Mohd. Amin, Permatang Pauh, Bukit Mertajam, Pulau Pinang, semalam.

BUKIT MERTAJAM 2 Okt. - Sepasang suami isteri yang berselisih pendapat mengenai arah kiblat di rumah mereka di Taman Haji Mohd. Amin di sini terkejut apabila sejadah di bilik sembahyang mereka tiba-tiba tegak menyerupai orang sedang solat.

Kejadian aneh itu berlaku kira-kira pukul 9.45 malam, tidak lama selepas Mohamad Shuhaimi Md. Ilias, 26, dan isterinya, Zainab Ramli, 26, berbincang mengenai kedudukan sebenar kiblat rumah mereka berbanding di masjid berhampiran.

Sebelum kejadian, Zainab sempat menghamparkan sejadah tersebut untuk menunjukkan arah kiblat yang biasa digunakannya tetapi Mohamad Shuhaimi menyifatkan kedudukan itu tidak begitu tepat.

Menurut Mohamad Shuhaimi, selepas berbincang dalam bilik berkenaan, dia pergi ke ruang tamu sebelum memandikan anak perempuannya manakala Zainab pula pergi menggosok pakaian.

''Tidak lama kemudian, Zainab tiba-tiba meluru kepada saya dalam keadaan muka pucat dan terkejut sebelum memberitahu sejadah yang dihamparkan tadi sudah tegak seperti orang sedang solat antara dua sujud," katanya ketika ditemui di rumahnya hari ini.

Mohamad Shuhaimi berkata, dia mengucap berkali-kali apabila melihat sendiri keadaan sejadah tersebut yang menyerupai seorang wanita bersolat.

Melihat peristiwa aneh itu, Mohamad Shuhaimi menghubungi keluarga terdekat dan jiran-jiran yang kemudian datang menyaksikan sendiri kejadian tersebut.

''Ada beberapa jiran yang datang dengan kompas untuk membuat ukuran dan mengakui bahawa kedudukan sejadah itu tepat menghala ke arah kiblat," katanya.

Mohamad Shuhaimi yang bekerja sebagai penghantar surat memberitahu, sejadah tersebut yang sudah sedikit lusuh, merupakan hantaran perkahwinan isterinya ketika mereka mendirikan rumah tangga empat tahun lalu.

Katanya, berita mengenai kejadian itu tersebar begitu cepat sehingga ada orang awam dari merata tempat termasuk Kuala Lumpur yang sanggup datang untuk menyaksikannya.

''Bagaimanapun kira-kira pukul 2.30 petang tadi, saya secara perlahan-lahan melipat sejadah tersebut atas nasihat dua pegawai daripada Jabatan Agama Islam negeri yang datang ke rumah kami," katanya.

Katanya, ia bagi mengelak daripada berlaku perkara khurafat yang boleh menyesatkan akidah umat Islam.

Mohamad Shuhaimi berkata, dia dan isteri percaya ada hikmah di sebalik kejadian itu dan menganggapnya sebagai tanda kekuasaan Allah SWT.

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