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No Mood Watsoever

Written by Atishoo86 7 comments Posted in: , , , ,

br kne hambur ngan sensei!!

urghhhh~ dun wanna talk bout it, neither do i wanna think about it. (forgive my bad english, i dun care anymore)
nak pegi tepi laut, terjun laut!! eyh, Astagfirullah... nak jerit sepuas2nya!!
adalah sgt menyedihkan kalo x dpt grad sbb kenkyu@research. tlgla jgn...
ahhh, xperlah.
kalo x kne marah smpai biler nak maju kan?
kalo x kne marah bukan student namanya kan?
(nak kater aper lagi kan...huhu)

ok, now, story yg menggembirakan hati sendiri, wpon suma kawan2 saye dah tau...
I'm engaged!! ngee~ i'm someone's fiancee... aicee... malu plak ckp cmnih... hakhak
many2 thanks to my mum, dad, sis, cousins, auntie n uncles~ and also my kucing2 sbb tpaksa bsabar kne kurung dlm bilik (tp dgn aircond terbuka sepjg masa, lbih dr org!) haha

on the preparation
brg2 hantaran dah bli ms Golden Week (May) lagi, so that's all i did, believe it or not.
seriously awal2 bsmgt lah nak tunang, but then dah bz plus stress byk sgt xm, dah jd mcm dou demo ii... lepas tgn jer...
so, i didnt feel like i'm the one getting engaged, sbb lepak smcm jer.
dlm hal2 nih, i wanna say a big thanx to my sis, sbb die concern on mende2 yg kecik tp sbnrnye penting, my mum also said the same too. fuhh, naseb baik!

thank u my mum sbb awal2 lg dah siapkan hiasan hantaran, bunga2 dip, lapik2 hantaran and all. pnyala byk choice, smpai last minute pon siap nak tukar letak hantaran dlm kotak, but we stick to the original plan lah... and also tq for my baju and support the mini pelamin. ngee~

tq abah for sponsoring and taking care of the catering and all~ and for menjadi a super dedicated mandur the nite before event!! hehe

thank u akak sbb tlg settle brg hantaran, my only part dat time was just saying 'yes' or 'no' on her choice of cakes, pulut kuning, and all. of coz lah i said yes to everything of her choice, note: her tastes r better then mine), it didnt even crossed my mind to hv all that for my hantaran!! aduhaii~ sape yg nak btunang nih?? haha

thank u kak shima for the door gifts and all~ xder kak shima xjadik keje.

last but not least, thank u all~ at, shita, abg israr, abg rizal, mak su, pak su, cak, tok, and all!! tak terbalas jasa anda semua~ doumo arigatou gozaimashita!!

eyh lupa plak, anak2 buah, tq mayya & amir sbb tlg mskkan hadiah door gift and tlg uji kekuatan stage mini pelamin dgn melompat2 sekuat hati di tgh mlm buta~ ternyata stage tsebut amat kuat. tq anak2 buah yg concern akan keselamatan aunty sue bdiri atas pentas itu~ haha

on perasaan
ms smpai msia serious x rs apa2, sbb otak igt nak raya jer since dah 4 thn raya di perantauan.
homai, i'm getting teary eyed juz thinking about it. huhu
so, after balik from raya dr kedah brla kelam kabut, tuhla sblm nih lepas tgn sgt!!
skali skala panic bila pk the day is getting nearer.

mr S dah tnya awal2, nnti ms sarung cincin r u comin from upstairs??
i said why?
then dier ckp, eyh jgnlah kang ms trn tangga awak jatuh tertonggeng kang. awak tuh dahla gelabah n cpt panic.
ngeh... of course lah not my dear, awal2 mama dah pesan, isha tggu kat bilik blkg ja. kalo tak nnti ada la org yg bakal tsembam jatuh tangga kang!!

hahaha... well u know me~ ekekekek

on the event
Alhamdulillah, everything went well.
x expect nak jadik semeriah tuh, jadik Alhamdulillah sgt berkat doa sumer org... tq!

xder kejadian si perempuan jatuh tersepak stage spt yg dijangka akak n kak shima~ haha
puas hati lah kesimpulannya on semua mende from the caterer, canopy, pelamin, etc.

tenkiu my two besties aimi & kirin yg setia tggu dr awal, smpai lah habis bincang sume...
tenkiu all my friend who came, mmg gamat biler gang mami dtg~ atmosphere trus jadik riuh rendah dgn kehadiran vvips nih! hehehe

cuma yg saye x puas hati and agak tkilan dgn diri sendiri sbb xdan test mekap bsungguh2, test mekap pon sehari dua sblm, tuh pon tgh letih2 n x bsgguh2... jadik hasilnya mmg x memuaskan lah... pttnya ms try mekap tuh saye kne try amik gmbar guna kamera dl... br bleyh nampka hasil sbnr...

jadik, utk saper yg nak mekap sndri, make sure ms try mekap tuh amik dl gambar dgn kamera hockay??
or plg senang upah jer mekap artist yg berlambak2 skrg nih~ hehe

oooh saya juga tersedih sbb lupa nak amik gambar dgn en bf, natchan guna cam photographer~ sobs

ok, sila la muntah tgk gambar2 yg byk nih. sapa yg ader fb saya lg la muak tgk gmbar nih gamaknya... sorry yer korg~ ngee~ bkn sng nk ader mood updet blog nih. hehe

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And now my top fave pics:
1) Happy moments filled with laughter throughout the scene baling bunga!
2) Bdak2 zaman skrg, when we thought they dun know how to use the iphones n ipads...

3) Lawak gila gmba nih, my mum n his mum wif their mulut muncung...
Oh my, i'm hearing my mum already, "awat isha pi ltk gambaq nih!! burok ngat aihhh!!"
ngee~ xla... comella ma... hihi
4) the best pic of the day, jeng jeng jeng...ekekeke~ the cinderellas turned bibiks after midnight!! (esp yg bselendang ungu tuh, bbedak sejuk lg!! haha)
Otsukaresamadeshita!! Arigatou minna~

Oh ya (smbung plak... igt dah habes tadik... hehe)
Omedetou jgak buat shbt karib sy, someone very close to my heart, Cik Nurliyana@Norq & her fiance, Mr Khalid!!

Norq tayang cincin baru & spek baru... hikhikhik

Terimalah gambaq gedik kami, gambar fresh sebaik mendrt di Kansai Airport.
br smpai nihon dah wat prangai gedik dah... ish3...depa nih la...
p/s: i noe it's not a sure thing yet, Jodoh di tgn Tuhan... doakan kami yer kwn2~ *hugs*

Congrats Liyanasafra@Yana & Hubby, Niqman~ semoga bhgia hgga ke syurga~ sama cntik, sama padan... YANA, u look soooo gorgeous!! *kisses*


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minggu nih sgt down.
hari isnin dpt result slh satu drpd byk2 xm mid sem arituh.
mengecewakan yg amat. careless mistakes!! ya Allah.
wpon mulut bckp Alhamdulillah lulus, tp hati rs sakit sgt sbb markah yg mengecewakan.

mcm bese bila down, pastila penyakit senang menyerang.
blk rumah trus demam, cirit bagai (sbb panas sama kot).
keesokan harinya, paksa diri melangkah pegy lab wpon pala berat gila, sbb ada presentation, siapkan slide, shiryo2, lg 3 jam nak happyo, surrender! mou ii wa!!
xlarat dah dok saket prot ulang alik p toilet. tuan pnya diri pon yakin dah dehydrated nih.

jmpak sensei, sensei soh blk, dia ckp muka aku pon pucat semcm.
yokatta, naseb baik ada lab mate n sensei yg memahami, Alhamdulillah, sume shiryou2 lab mate sblh meja (yg plg baik ngan saya) yg tolong settlekan.

rehat 2 hari, dok diam2 tngkan diri kat umah...
biasala saya mmg jenis mcm nih, bila down, sy prefer berseorgn sehari dua, xbckp, and x bsua muka dgn sesiapa termasuk org yubin yg ketuk pintu rumah.
mlm smlm br ada rs semangat sket, kol la rumah, ckp psl saya down, mama saya ckp dia pon dpt agak, sbb saya senyap jer... biasanya almost every night kol umah, xpon msg.

hehe... manusia ada pelbagai ragam, kan? itulah ragam saya bila saya hilang smgt.

Alhamdulillah semangat dah dtg, syukur padaNya.
lagi 2 mggu lebih nak final xm, doakan saya ya semua!!
norq-chan mo sekkei gambare yo!!
gambarou!!

p/s: pening kepala sket sbb final xm blom pon tiba, bagaimana nasib nnti pon xtau, tp sensei dah suroh study utk xm master, sdgkan saya dah ckp nak balik msia, tp sensei pujuk suroh amik... wuuu..... cmana nih.....
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sabtu lepas, went photo hunting, 良い一日だった!
yokatta ada member sekepala yg xkesah kuar gila awal pg just nak pegy mkn angin n photo hunting, sekadar lepas tension.
best kluar awal, sbb rs ms bjln lmbt jer... kluar awal, blk pon awal... best2...

-pics courtesy of Kamarul-
keesokan harinya trus pegy tuka minyak hitam and ganti battery kete baru... ahhh $$$$$ terbang!! waaa~ xpala... asalkan keadaan kete elok ms memandu, kan? (ayat tenangkan ati)

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how time flies~

Written by Atishoo86 3 comments Posted in: ,

funny how time flies...
dun really feel like studying tonite, my bad.
think i'll wake up early in the morning to make up the time i lost tonite due to my sentimental hormones. haha. wth
was walking down the memory lanes, looking at old pics, of my kusessian(secondary school) era & rpkj-an (preparation course).
for kusessian... mcm xpcy, majority dah bkerjaya... doctors, engineers, lecturers, etc.
for aaj tachi...ramai dah grad, dah jd engineer in Msia/Japan, dah 修士...
xlupa yg dah kawen, ada family.
wah3... rs mcm br jer sama perah otak blajar utk spm, mombusho...
jikan tte... hayai mon dane...
slalu tpikir sndri... apa yg berubah these past few years?
so, saya tgkla balik gambar2 lama, gambar kawan2 suma... mmg berubah rupanya!
dis is wat they called 'proses kematangan'.
dr gambar pon bleyh nampak rupanya. haha
slalu rs xder apa yg brubah...
cptnya masa berlalu...

まだ日本に残っている AAJ 23ちゃんたち、最後まで頑張ろうね。せっかく日本に来るから、途中でやめるなんてもったいないでしょう。
みなさん頑張りましょう!!(号泣)

p/s: nnti ada masa nk ltk la gambar2 lama... kenangan2... rindunya...

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peneman setia

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'THESE' hv been my peneman setia since skolah menengah lg, dl curik kaset akak saya. hihi still dgr till now. tenang sgt bila dgr... zikir munajar dr Ust Badrul Amin


skrg, tiap kali bukak @ dgr nieh tringat KUSESS, antara perkara plg memorable time kat skolah dulu, islah solat jemaah beramai2, birzikir, dsb. time tuh plg tenang. wpon ngantuk cmner pon, bila part nieh mmg best sgt pasaannya.

owh, talking about Surau Utama KUSESS (skrg dah tuka nama Surau Al-'Arif), tmpat nieh mmg bermakna, slaen tmpat solat bjemaah, niehla tmpat student2 esp pompuan tdo bgelimpgn sementara tggu prep petang. lunch dah x pnting lg dah, tdo lg penting! haha. yg best lepas2 solat, doa... sebaik jer "aminnn" trus "BOOOMMM!!", msg2 rebah bagaikan askar yg tewas di medan perang, tdola memasing bertelekung smpi xsedar diri! haha.

biler dah senior sket, f4, f5, kami 'up' sket, dpt solat kat tgkat atas, buat port. kalo junior cam takut lg la kan nak nek atas tuh. haha. atas tuh buat port mmg best, port usha senior2 lelaki kacak! wakakaka, kalo kat tgkat bwh xnampak la sbb ada penghadang kan. lawak gila, biler nampak senior yg diminati @ imam fevret, msg2 kat atas tuh nak saf depan, konon2 semangat nak solat la. haha (smbil semayang sambil usha ker?? haha wallahualam)


nieh mmg kes salah guna surau nieh... haha... nak wat cmna, we're juz kids dat happen to masuk asrama at a very young age, with not much freedom, these are among da things we do 'unintendedly' to make our life fun. haha

tiap2 hari jumaat pg subuh, kami akan bersama2 wat sujud sajadah. haa, nih kes mmg lawak la, mcm2 kes. rata2 kes ialah 'kes sujud xbangun2!"
apakah weyh? pengsan ker? TAK. jwpnnya dah slamat dah tdo smbil sujud tuh... elok2 sedar trus bgn duduk tahyat akhir, walhal sume org dah xder, dah blah g breakfast. haha.

xmasuk citer kalo time qiamullail plak! nieh mmg lawak la kan, besenya time qiam yg btol2 khusyuk besenya bdak f3 n f5 serta bdak2 baik+alim. lol
yg len... hurm bukanla nak kata terpaksa kan, tp ala2 separuh hati kot. haha. jd mcm2la kes yg terjadi. ada yg tersengguk time solat(lets assume dia terlebih khusyuk), lalu rebah, langgar org2 sebelah, then gelak reramai.
kes nieh mmg saya x lupa, sbb saya dok saf depan mereka, tgh2 solat dgr dorg gelak serentak, dlm ati da terpk 'mesti ada apa2 jadik nih...'. -->kantoi x khusyuk. haha


tp kesimpulannya, byk sgt kenangan kat Surau Utama KUSESS dl... and sy mmg rindu KUSESS sgt2!
sekian!

xjmpa gambar surau, jmpa yg nieh jer.

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pms...i'm guilty!!

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it's the time of the month...
the time where my mood tunggang terbalik n sensitif nak mampos.

yeah, typical women's enemy: PMS

lately, i'm missing my girlfriends soo badly.
i wanna call them, but knowing they hv their own activities, i juz follow em up thru facebook@blog.
as long as i know they're happy, i'm fine.

i wanna call them but i felt 'heavy'.
dunno y, i feel sad n very homesick talking to em.

to ignore dis homesick feeling, i dun call em. i juz send sms and all.

trust me, it's not the best time to be homesick rite now, sbb i hv a lot to focus on at the moment.

i hv exams every week, i hv tons of reports yg sensei x habes2 panggil utk sesi soal jawab, tons of homeworks.


Gosh, how i hate 2nd semester.

2nd semester resulted me as a very bad daughter, gf, and friend.

i seldom call home like i used to, i seldom talk to my bf on the phone, i seldom spend time to call my friend.

one of my bestfriend got hurt from an accident, wish i cud pay her a visit, but...?
mimi ajak sleepover umah dier masa taikai gifu, but...?

havent seen norq for a while, sdgkan last year slalu jln2 dgn dier. wanna go lepak-ing n share story wif her, but...?

din called me a few times when i'm in the middle of jugyo(klas), but have i called him back...? NO.
i juz texted him.

"oooh yes your honor, i'm guilty as charged."


i feel bad when they call me, but in the middle of tgh rancak berborak i hv to say, "sorry, got to go to the library, etc".
balik rumah dah pkol 7, makan solat mandi, tup2 pkol 9, then wat keje smpai pg. tdo pon ntah ke mane dah. huhu.
i'm sorry u guys, i promise i'm gonna make it up to u after i'm finished battling wif this semester's hectic-ness.
(ooh, forgive my bad english. i'm a malay after all. haha)


oh yeah, i'm also hating dis semester because my health doesnt do justice to me.

always hv dis chest pain a.k.a sign of STRESS.


p/s: how i wish everyone lives near me so i can meet them easily.

p/s/s: i'm so selfish dat i hope everyone cud come to toyohashi. (igt org len xder keje ker!!) huhu

p/s/s/s:looking forward to dis aki yasumi, hopefully i can at least see norq, mimi, n cha...

✰ ✰ i wish i'm a superwoman, i can be in many places at a time ✰ ✰

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09.09.09

Written by Atishoo86 2 comments Posted in:

best giler today's tarikh.
my kohai suggest pttnya tarikh2 special mcmnie kiter semua ptt diberi cuti umum.
untuk melakukan aktiviti or event yg memorable.
jd, special la sket kan??
nieh tarikh menarik, tp nagare cam bese.
bgn pagi, gosok gigi, pegy skolah, etc. xmenarik sungguh!! haha

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di kesempatan nih, i wanna give a shoutout to my beloved friend, Lyana a.k.a Norq.

Happy Birthday Norq!!

May Allah bless u always, and happy always!! =))

norq nieh sentiasa ada whenever i need help and we also share the same experience of many things!!

but i'm soo soo soooo glad now dat she's happier than ever.

and trust me, i'm very happy for her!!

*xlama lg dia nak kawen da neh...* haha memandai ja aku.

wishing u all the best, dear!!
thank you for being such a great friend of mine.
i'm lucky to hv a friend like you!! *hugs*





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adapting

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i was soooo looking forward to having some fun this evening...
for some reason it didnt really happen...
but it's ok... maybe some other time.
nways...
i find myself always trying to forget, to deny dis feeling.
i'm always telling myself "u're fine lah... it's nothing lah... not a big deal lah..." etc.
yeah... but da reality is u never knew how much somebody means to you until they're not by your side anymore.
trying to be tough... trying to not think about it too much...
today, i finally confessed to myself how much i miss having them in my daily life.
today, i realize dat everybody already has somebody for themselves.
i kinda feel empty without them by my side.
wish u guys r still here.
dont take dis the wrong way. i luv living in dis community.
but i know dis is wat they call 'berdikari' rite??
either way i have find my own way to survive.
anyway, of feeling sad n kinda homesick, i went for jog, or should i say, 'sanpo' (jalan2) at a nearby park. trying to clear my mind n gain back my strength.
felt a lil better.
but yeah, i do miss 'em.
i guess i'm still adapting.

がんばらなきゃ~

p/s: rasa cam nak wat makan2 onna jer... wat d'ya say guys?? hoho.

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busy~

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lame x apdet blog nieh.
kehidupan skrg agak shocking disebabkan tahun lepas kelas2 i terlampau sikit.

maka tahun ini i teramatlah !shock! dgn keadaan yg teramat busy.
lagi2 minggu nieh, dgn panic nak jikken (lab) lagi, busy report lg.
and mggu nieh plak byk urusan2 yg perlu disettlekan.
urusan apakah?!
juz wait n see~ ;)
oh yer, utk menambah sket seri di blog ini yg agak kusam dgn tiada entry2 n gambar2 baru, i letakla gambar2 dr some aktiviti baru2 nieh.
douzo... goran kudasai~ =)
1) hanami kuj : di meijyou koen, nagoya. b4 balik toyo, sempat singgah lg di godiva chocolate, minum choc blendednyer yg sememangnya masyukkkk!!





2) hanami toyohashi: setelah lama x jmper warga2 toyohashi, berkumpullah kami di apita koen (nama tmn xtaulah). ader sesi perkenalan warga2 baru toyohashi. welkam2!! =)


me n bon in da same theme.pic of toyohashi members... smile all!! =D

p/s: selit gambar scandal sket... ekekeke~=P

3) picnic wif mr Safwan: Pakwan@panjang dipaksa dtg utk membantu i mempomen computer. walhal a day b4 dat, i da bjaya mempomen. tp disebabkan dier dah plan nak dtg, so dtglah dier. (pomen computer konon, sbnrnyer windu kat aku ler tuh!! ekekek)
kami masak2 nasi lemak, n terasa cam nak g picnic. picnic agak kurg lengkap sbb xder dessert. wuu~ tp tujuan sebenar kami pon just nak nonbiri2, lepak2 amik gmbar. (note: aktiviti wajib bile kuar outing ngan pakwan.)
rs cam nak ayu sket, so i decided nak pki maxi. terasa jgaklah ayu n sopan2 sket hari tuh. hohoho


yes, it was a fine day.
at da end of the day, after picnic, we end up at softbank, getting ourselves new handphones!!

yer, i da tuka my sharp to---> iPhone!! yay!!

ader mix feeling jgaklah ms nak tuka hp coz, byk kenangan dgn hp lama tuh... yerlah dah pki 2thn lbeyh dah... sob2 jgaklah.

but iPhone... YEAH!! =D (smiling ear to ear)

till then...(xtaulah when is the 'then') hoho

sekian, terima kasih.









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