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Showing posts with label personal. Show all posts



minggu nih sgt down.
hari isnin dpt result slh satu drpd byk2 xm mid sem arituh.
mengecewakan yg amat. careless mistakes!! ya Allah.
wpon mulut bckp Alhamdulillah lulus, tp hati rs sakit sgt sbb markah yg mengecewakan.

mcm bese bila down, pastila penyakit senang menyerang.
blk rumah trus demam, cirit bagai (sbb panas sama kot).
keesokan harinya, paksa diri melangkah pegy lab wpon pala berat gila, sbb ada presentation, siapkan slide, shiryo2, lg 3 jam nak happyo, surrender! mou ii wa!!
xlarat dah dok saket prot ulang alik p toilet. tuan pnya diri pon yakin dah dehydrated nih.

jmpak sensei, sensei soh blk, dia ckp muka aku pon pucat semcm.
yokatta, naseb baik ada lab mate n sensei yg memahami, Alhamdulillah, sume shiryou2 lab mate sblh meja (yg plg baik ngan saya) yg tolong settlekan.

rehat 2 hari, dok diam2 tngkan diri kat umah...
biasala saya mmg jenis mcm nih, bila down, sy prefer berseorgn sehari dua, xbckp, and x bsua muka dgn sesiapa termasuk org yubin yg ketuk pintu rumah.
mlm smlm br ada rs semangat sket, kol la rumah, ckp psl saya down, mama saya ckp dia pon dpt agak, sbb saya senyap jer... biasanya almost every night kol umah, xpon msg.

hehe... manusia ada pelbagai ragam, kan? itulah ragam saya bila saya hilang smgt.

Alhamdulillah semangat dah dtg, syukur padaNya.
lagi 2 mggu lebih nak final xm, doakan saya ya semua!!
norq-chan mo sekkei gambare yo!!
gambarou!!

p/s: pening kepala sket sbb final xm blom pon tiba, bagaimana nasib nnti pon xtau, tp sensei dah suroh study utk xm master, sdgkan saya dah ckp nak balik msia, tp sensei pujuk suroh amik... wuuu..... cmana nih.....
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sabtu lepas, went photo hunting, 良い一日だった!
yokatta ada member sekepala yg xkesah kuar gila awal pg just nak pegy mkn angin n photo hunting, sekadar lepas tension.
best kluar awal, sbb rs ms bjln lmbt jer... kluar awal, blk pon awal... best2...

-pics courtesy of Kamarul-
keesokan harinya trus pegy tuka minyak hitam and ganti battery kete baru... ahhh $$$$$ terbang!! waaa~ xpala... asalkan keadaan kete elok ms memandu, kan? (ayat tenangkan ati)

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jadual harian

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08:30/09:00   - pegi sekolah
- kelas
- kenkyu
12:00 - rehat, solat, mkn
13:00 - kelas, kenkyu
19:00/20:00   - balik rumah, mandi, study
23:00 - tido
03:00 - bgn, study, dan apa2 yg ptt
06:00 - tido
08:00 - bangun, siap2.

今からもっと大変になると思う。byk jikken, report jikken, rinkou, dsb. di smping tuh memandangkan masih byk subjek xlepas, kena catch-up subjek lagi.
でも、研究の福田先生が言ったとおり、”不可能じゃないよ! 頑張れる?”
頑張れるよ!!負けずに頑張ります!

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Think Simple

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i used to say to people around me,
"xpyh pikir susah2, ko pk simple jer, xpyh bebankan kepala otak..."

now it hits me dat i'm one of those people who over-think.
Mr S always told me not to over-think.
dia slalu ckp saya nieh suka pikir terlampau mendlm.
like mende simple jer tp dah overlook gila2.
now, my frens n sensei also said the same too.
sbb tuh la sangkut dlm jwb xm kot.
mcm soklan senang jer tp dok pk yg susah, smpai xdak idea nak jwb.
btolla nampaknya saya nieh seorg yg over-thinking.
now i hv to say it to myself, "Think simple, aisha. dont make things difficult."

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to him...

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eventhough i'm super busy preparing for tomorrow's test n reports, it would be wrong not to take a minute to write dis.

juz wanna wish my dearest mr. boipren, Safwan:

HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY
(OMG, u dah 25?? tuanya u!! haha)

❤ May all ur wishes come true
❤ May Allah bless u always
❤ Semoga dimurahkan rezeki
❤ dan lain2 ayat standard, hehe~

personal msgs from me:
❤ Thank u for always being there for me
❤ Also, glad u always being so supportive in everything
❤ Trima kasih jugak sbb never complaint on how i look, pakai aper, gemok ker aper ker, masak xsdp ker, or aper2 pon! u always seem so 'menerima' jer everything. i feel appreciated for dat. =)
❤ Lastly, thank u for being who u r. mmuuahh!! ラビュー dear!!
❤ Jgnla balik Msia...sob3...

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p/s: malu2 rs nak post entry nih. cm jiwang jer... hoho

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Back to basic

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As i've been complaining in my previous posts, i'm having skin problem.
problem apa lagi... muka berjerawat yg xmau hilang2 tuhlah...

so i ordered the Proactiv dats well known for its acne treatment.
my sis n my fwens tried it before, and it totally worked well on their skin.

as for me, a week after trying the proactiv, the acne lighten a bit, but i hv redness on my cheek, mcm sunburn.

i tot mmg sunburn, sbb ms pakai proactiv tuh xderlah rs pedih2 or anything, rs soft jer.

sbb risau, i looked up for this prob in the proctiv homepage.


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and it turned out:

Proactiv is clearing my acne, but I have redness. What should I do?

If you experience redness when you first use Proactiv Solution, you may be sensitive to benzoyl peroxide. If this happens, stop using the system for two days. When your skin begins to improve, resume using the Renewing Cleanser and Revitalizing Toner daily. To slowly build a tolerance for benzoyl peroxide, use the Repairing Lotion twice a week at night. Gradually increase nightly usage of the Repairing Lotion, as tolerated. If redness persists, stop using the product and consult your doctor.

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for dat, i decided to stop using proactiv for a while. then my sis ckp dier dulu pon pakai 2 hari skali dulu, sbb xnak kulit 'terkejut'.

so now it all comes back to the basics:

➨ bedak sejuk (yg ori k? xder wangi2an or campuran kimia yg memedihkan muka tuh!!)
➨ sapu Evening Primrose Oil kat muka every nite
➨ sabun susu kambing
➨ makan pil Evening Primrose Oil (mmg elok tuk pompuan, dlman n luaran)
(kata mama, sapa soh dok escape mkn primrose oil, tuh yg kulit jd cmtuh tuh, degil lg... ekekeke...yes2, now i
learnt my lesson ma. haha)
➨ makan jamu (oh, nieh sy xtggal k...hoho)
➨ byk makan sayur n buah2an

my jamu (remaja kah? hehe) n bedak sejuk

evening primrose oil, utk sapu muka, saya pecahkan jer pilnya. haha

p/s: bedak sejuk mmg bagus. tgk org2 tua skrg, cthnya tok saya, sbb asek pki bedak sejuk n byk amik wudhuk, xder pigmen pon!!


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my oh my...

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xder per nak tulis sebenarnya...
actually wanna write about sumthing, but blom smpai 'seru' lagi gamaknya, xtertulis smpai skrg. been kinda down since last week because of,
one: my he
alth, two: xm result, three: homesick.
was away from lectures for a week.
when i'm down i dun really feel like meeting people, but of course the main reason i didnt attend last week's classes is dat i'm sick, plus i didnt hv class on friday.
but yeah, i'm not fond of contacting or reaching to people when i'm down except to my family.
dunno why, i juz wanna be alone, and gain back my strength before i start facing this reality world.

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and yeah one more, talking about moods, i hv two styles biler kluar... my family also know about it.

type one is 「typical suka melawa biler kluar-style」 and type two is 「ugly betty- style」.

type ONE is when i feel happy and in a good m
ood.
type ONE include put on make-up, wear beautiful clothes, put on perfumes, wear high heels, and all the other lil stuffs dat fits a typical nak melawa gurl.

type TWO is when i'm down, not in a good mood, or sad.
type TWO include wearing spectacles, or even if i wear lenses, my face will look so pale, for not putting any bedak on, pakai sliper,etc.
when i'm THIS my mum always insisted me to at least put on a lip gloss.
and not to mention my head scarf. mmg
are' habes lah. (phm x maksud are'?)
for instance, i was an 'ugly betty' the day i left malaysia for japan last week, showing how sad i was leaving my family. huhuhu
so, when i look all pale n everything, my sis or my mum would say, "harini ugly betty style aa??".
haha they know me best!!


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ok, back to the main story.
so, for a start in the journey of recovery, i went out wif safwan since he came to 'visit' me.
'visit' is a proper way to say than 'came-all-da-way-from-mie-wif-acuan-roti-jala-sbb-kempunan-roti-jala-ngan-kari-daging'.
no kidding, dtg dgn acuan, dgn daging,ngan ayam mentah lg.
cet.
but anyhow, thank u. =))
then hanging out wif the gurls, yana, dart, n zaza.
thank u guys for those delicious meal!! =))
and today, i'm back into the real world, fighting for my life.
haha. ok2, dats too exaggerating.
i hope i'll be stronger and stronger as each day passes by. Aminnn.
stronger physically, but most importantly stronger mentally.
so, minna, 2 gakki gambarou!!

presenting roti jala by safwan n kari by aisha!! hihi

1st time out since i'm back (goin to hospital doesnt count)
can u see i'm potraying an ugly betty style here?
so, for short i'm stiil not in the mood in dis pic.

the very next day, felt much better, and put on a typical gurl style. haha
let's zoom a bit!! even put on make-ups!!
so, it's confirmed dat i was recovering and felt much better dat day!!
voila!! haha

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mare-shia

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the flight
dah balik msia on the 4th arituh.
1st time balik ramai2 setelah byk kali asek nek flight sorg without member, HANYA ditemani pramugara2 yg hensem2 belaka SAHAJA. ekekeke
rs mcm rmbongan cik kiah jgakla... sbb grup kami (bdak2 toyo) check in ramai2. 12,13 org.
ada hikmah jgak balik kali nieh bermember sbb flight delayed for about 1 n a half hour.
sekurg ader member nak gossip!! heee~
nek flight the pilot announced dat the delay was caused by a technical problem.
dia p explain plak the prob caused by a bolt and a screw kat tyre!
cet, kot yer pon... detail nye explain. cuak kami2 mendengarnya.
tp Alhamdulillah wpon turbulence trok along da way dat i noticed dier tuka route dr route asal, and the flight goyang2 mcm keadaan bas dlm 'rombongan cik kiah ke sukan komanwel', kami sume slamat sampai...
aku yg mmg nervous dgn turbulence tuh xleyh tdo sepjg jln...
on the other hand, kohai2 aku yg nyenyak tdo spjg jln leyh lak ckp...
"flight aini ok jgak kan... cam lancar jer. langit cerah kot nih. "
cet... sdgkan tdo sepjg jln!! haha

the haze
spt yg sume org sedia maklum, msia mmg akan panas giler smpai bulan 9, sbb dis yr matahari tegak atas kawasan khatulistiwa, so msia mmg panas giler.
tp ader bonus nye plak.
HAZE.
maybe kaw len xder, tp sbb aku dok kat bandar shah alam, yg dkt2 kl, dkt2 klang sumer, maka trok giler lah jerebu.
mmg bau asap ah!!
tp aku xpaham dgn mentaliti sesetgh org yg dah mmg sedia maklum, udara tgh bjerebu trok, tp lagi nak bakar2 smpah!!
xtaula kalo dier xpasan skrg ngah jerebu kan...
kalo smpai pdg depan rumah pon nampak kabur2 jer, xlogikla xpasan kan.
xtaula kalo die igt spek dier kotor@berhabuk...
ataupon mgkin dier pk "alang2 dah berasap jerebu trok nieh, bek aku bakar smpah. sekali harung, senang!!" wth huhu
siyes xphm.huh

the gain
huhu... gain apa lagi, sah2la gain body weight.
cpt ja nek.
tp nak kmplen lbeyh pon xleyh sbb sndri makan sndri maleh nak exercise.
balik nihon nieh mesti kohai nakal aku tuh bersorak keriangan sbb bleyh jdkan aku bhn dorg gelak.
arituh pon dorg asek kmplen kat aku, kate mereka aku dah x 'fun' ah skrg.
sbb per??
sbb dah x 'comel' tuk jd joke wat gelak2.
cet hampes nyer kohai.
sebbek lah dah kebal ngan mende2 cmnieh, sbb dah bese dah dr dulu.
haha
xper2... ejek2 dl, pas blk nieh aku workout aa balik!!
bleyh kah trn blk nih...haha
aiyooo~

the slang
my mum gelakkan akunyer slang kedah.
kate ma, aku nyer slang dah pekat n kdg2 pkataan pelik yg kuar.
ma kata nieh mesti sbb dak2 toyo ramai org utara n rkn rapat pon ada yg utara.
plus, a BIG plus, my safwan lak org kola nerang.
safwan ckp mmg bunyi idgham sumer pekat habeslah!!
aiyooo2.
gotta change. nnti ckp ngan member cnie pon ter'utara'.
dame2!!
tgkla tulih blog pon bnyi2 utara.
hahaha.
ok2, korekara kne blatih ckp slang kl la plak.

p/s: sgt windu ngan my dear niece mayya chan n my dear nephew amir chan. auntie sue mish u guys!! mmmuuuahhh!!

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tersengih mcm kerang busuk

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okey2... tajuk jer lbeyh ok...
tp mmg btol i'm tersengih mcm kerang busuk.
( td nak tulis 「tsengih mcm nangka busuk」, sebbek i cek balik ngan member...slh rupenye...huhu)


got another 1 paper to go... dats on tuesday...
then got 2 more lab reports... one hv to be submitted by thursday, and another one on friday.
yoshhhh!! BERUSAHA!!

but these r not y i'm grinning x tentu pasal.
it's juz, the smell of kfc, kari mamak, tomyam, etc3... especially bau DURIAN!!
makin kuat i bau nieh haa~

wonder why.....hehehe *evil laughs*
*wink*

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Redha jer katenyer...

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xpernah seingat saya, saya x gelabah time exam.
time nak exam, mcm2 perasaan dtg, tgn2 tketar2, saket prot, n mcm2 lg.
belajar pon sentiasa dlm tekanan dok push myself like "u hv to!! u hv to!!"
saya tringat kata2 seorg sahabat ms bulan 3 yg lalu.
katanya, xm yg br didudukinya tuh dier xder perasaan langsung.
maksudnya xder nak riso tlebeyh, xder nak piki lebeyh2, dll...
dier redha jer katenyer...

saya xboleyh paham nape dier lepak jer.
tp katanya apa yg bakal tjadi semuanya telah 'tertulis' kan...??

however now i understand wat she meant.
Alhamdulillah exam kali nieh wpon so-so jer (still got 1 more paper to go. huhu),
ader yg mcm xbleyh, ader yg mcm sedang2 jer, saya rasa redha n rs lebeyh relax.
Alhamdulillah first time rs xsegelabah mane dan kurg tekanan drpd biasanya.
skrg sy faham kata2 shbt saya td... kiter wat jer keje kiter... laksanakan tanggungjwb kiter... dlm kes nieh, sbg pelajar kiter belajar, usaha, dan seterusnya tawakkal serta doa.
selebihnya adalah kerja Yg Maha Esa.
apa2pon yang bakal terjadi di kemudian hari, pasti ada hikmahnya kan.
apa2pon yg bakal tjadi samada baik@sebaliknya, pastinya itu yg terbaik utk kita.
kalo baik, utk kita syukuri, kalo sebaliknya utk kita pelajari,
dan setiap usaha pasti ada ganjarannya.
sy rs itulah maksud sahabat saya td biler dier ckp "semuanya sudah tertulis kan...??"


xtau mcmana nak explain, tp pengalaman menduduki xm kali nieh byk menyedarkan saya. bleyh ckp tiap2 hari saya terharu. xtau nape. rs tersentuh (in a gud way).
--TERIMA KASIH SAHABAT--
u noe who u are *hugs*

satu lagi, mama sy pesan, dier mmg warning habes biler saya ckp subjek besok SUSAH gilerr!!
mama larang sy ckp pkataan S tuh!! haha
dier pesan ckp SENANGGGG jer!!
katenye biler nak hint ckp subjek tuh berat, ckp jer SENANGGG tp dengung2 n sengau2 lbeyh sket spy dier tau apa maksud sbnr saya.haha

kesimpulannya, semua subjek kali nieh memang SENANNNNGGGG belaka (dengung lbeyh skettt) !

(rsnye tips nieh agak bkesan utk menerapkan lam pale yg subjek2 nieh senang jer sbnrnye.
pandai mama guna psikologi nieh..... haha)

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nice for nothing

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it's just tiring n sickening when u try to be nice n friendly to da person dat doesnt appreciate it at all!!
sometimes i juz wanted to be a lil rude to certain people.
hello people. ever heard of 'budi bahasa' @ 'manners'??
juz as i was about to make nice again...
huh!! wuddaheck.
am i mad?? yes, i'm really pissed off rite now.
i can be juz as rude, ok??
but i dun wanna cause any scene.
i promise myself for a revenge.
in a nicer way, maybe.
i promise myself to be WAYYYYYY better than u are in everything!!!!!!!
juz wait for da day dat u'll finally learn ur lesson.

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nak kurus!!

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ok, i want to lose a few kilos.
my weight now is xx and i'd like to shed a few kilos to ##.
i weighed ## before going back to msia for spring holiday.
so, basically i want to shed the mamak2 fat, fast food fat, minyak2, n santan2 fat. hoho
mmg dah prepare dah for dis (gaining weight), because my other main purpose of going back, other than seeing my family n friends, is to aperlagi, makan lah.
i actually wanted to achieve my target weight by dis Golden Week.
yelah, because i'm seeing my beloved frens after a while a jmper. of course i want to look good n presentable. (wah wah)
tp mcm xsempat jer. mmg muri. hoho.
i wanna lose around 3-->4-->5 kilos!!
wah2, 5 sounds so extreme lah plak, so dats y i'm making da scale of 3 to 5.
first2 target 3 dulu... then aim for 4 plak... and after dat 5!! yes 5!!
(wpon aku rase 5 tuh agak impossible...hoho)
i want to lose the kilos by the end of May.
my main target sebenarnyer is not to be kurus keding mcm model2 xckp makan tuh.
kalo bleh nak la ala2 solid n ber'shape' lah. fuiyooo~
for example like scarlett johansson@shakira@holly valance ker.
nampak cam smart n mantap aa~ hohoho
bleyh kanaaa...
nway, to my friends yg sama2 nak nak lose weight, here's a few myths n facts on losing weight.

Myth 1: Skip Meals utk diet
Facts: xbleyh2. sbbnye nanti kalo skip lunch for example, u tend to take ur dinner in a large consumption. xpon nnti dok makan2 snack. aper2 pon yg plg penting is ur breakfast!! becoz ur body needs a certain amount of calories and nutrients each day in order to work properly!!

Myth 2: Eating after 8 p.m. causes weight gain.
Facts: aku pon tatau plak mende nieh myths. but it's stated dat xkesah pkol brapa nak mkn yg penting is how much u eat during da whole day n how much exercise u get yg menentukan anda gain@lose weight. No matter when you eat your meals, your body will store extra calories as fat. If you want to have a snack before bedtime, make sure that you first think about how many calories you have already eaten that day. haaa... kira2 lah kalori mknan anda!!

Myth 3: Dairy products are fattening and unhealthy.
Facts: Dairy products have many nutrients your body needs. Plus, it has calcium (for bones) n vitamin D (utk build muscles for example).

Myth 4: badan kiter ader satu limit berat yg menghalang kiter lose weight.
Facts: i've been there... it was when i reached dis certain weight, i hardly shed any kilos for a while. bukan ader satu limit rupernye... dis is wat happen...

#Because muscle weighs more than fat, the scale may show the same weight even while exercise works its magic, subtracting inches from your waistline.
#Because a lighter person burns fewer calories during exercise, as you drop pounds your weight loss may slow.

byk lagi myths n facts in dieting. but my main focus r these 4.

basically here's wat we should do:
*Eat lots of fruits and vegetables
*Favor whole grains over highly processed cereals
*Consider eat red meat an occasional treat
*Don’t eat any more than your body needs
*Exercise

ooh yer, a reminder, dont be fooled!! low fat foods could still mean a lot of calories!!


kawan2 yg juga sedang berusaha, GAMBAROU!! =D

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welcoming spring holiday =)

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will be going back to Malaysia on dis Sunday.
wanna start doing a wat-to-do list while i'm in Msia.
for example, nak qada' makan aper, nak blajar msk aper, nak tgk wayang puas2, bla3.
cant wait!! =D

as i mentioned in the previous post, i juz finished my final xm.
wat do i usually do after xm??
well, as usual, karaoke-ing, doing some window shopping (cannot shop lah, gotta save money maa), n etc. one of the wajib thing i'll do after xm is rearranging my house furnitures. yeah i often get bored of my furniture arrangement, and i always like to tukar2 my curtains n bedsheet. but my mom already warned me not to buy any more curtains, saying dat i already hv many curtains, unlike other students here where they usually stay on wif da same curtain from da minute they moved in into their house until they graduated. well, everybody has their own interests rite??
compared to be4, rearranging my furnitures dis time took soo much time n effort. okla, here's da reason why. hv many sempai graduating dis month, so byk brg yg dorg nak let go. well well, i'm the kind of person who lurve free stuffs. haha. saper x suke kan?? especially when the thing is free n still in gud shape!! yippie!! so, without doing much thinking, i juz took all the stuffs dat i like, not even considering about the space left in my house dat isnt any big at all. huahuahua...
so, today, my room is like very2 messy maa... siyes, kalah kapal pecah.
juz for today, i specially import a tenaga buruh a.k.a bibik kurg profesional from mie. haha. saper lg if not pakwan.
we started kemas mengemas nieh from early in da morning... he helped a lot!! tp sampai dier balik pon my room xder rupe room lagi!! more like a store than a room. huhu
dis very minute i'm writing dis post pon sbnrnye x abes kemas lagi. tp letih giler, n take 5 kejap.
wanna show u guys the pics of my rumah tunggang terbalik, but unfortunately the pics r in pakwan's camera. nak minx dkt dier skrg, but i'm sure dier dah tdo ternganga dah tuh sbb keletihan, dahle dtg dari jauh. siannn... xsempat msk plak tuh dkt dier. wuu~ gomenne.

oklah, wanna continue my perjuangan mengemas rumah!! yosshhh~

p/s: met my sensei dis evening. i'm happy n grateful. Alhamdulillah.

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pening tengok tulisan2 jepun dlm textbook nieh.
maka dgn ini sy nak rehatkan minda dgn menulis blog.

1st of all, dikala ke'pressure'an blaja, i've received make-ups dat i ordered, jeng3...




yerp, it's da 10 blushers palette, 88 ultra shimmer eyeshadow palette, and also 66 lip palette. also bought a gel eyeliner from coastal scents.

a bit review on-->

10 blushers: havent try it yet.
88 ultra shimmer eyeshadow: different from the 88 matte eyeshadow palette, these colours give you a highly pigmented results, without even have to use the eyeshadow primer@base. so basically, i like dis palette so much. only tried a few colors, soo looking forward to try other colours rite after the xm has finished.
66 lip palette: simply liking dis palette because i can mix n match. eventhough there r some colors dat i think i'll never ever use, except maybe for a halloween party, but who knows if the blues blend well with the pinks@reds!! some r matte, n some r shimmer. for short, i luv dis palette.
gel eyeliner: not so creamy, just tried it on juz now. liking da result for the time being. dont noe how long it'll last without smudging@creasing... so, we'll see.

next, a Q&A sessions. hehe. these r actually questions dat had been asked to me from my friends. some of them asked me to do an entry for their questions. but i dun actually hv the exact answers to explain in detail. huhu

mana lg elok aa, gel eyeliners ker pencil eyeliner ker liquid eyeliner??
huhu... saye x tau lah... depend kot. kalo sy suke pki gel eyeliner, which applied using brush. tp utk waterline(bawah mata tuh) application, i'll use pencil eyeliner. liquid tuh xtaulah, ramai org pakai tp saya x pki sbb tangan ketar2 so nanti comot. huhu

lagu kat blog ko tajuk per? lagu jepun ker?
tak2, lagu mandarin nieh. tajuk 'ni he wo' (you & I), penyanyi nye si kacak bergaya wang lee hom.

cane jage kulit muke?
huwaa~babe, kulit muke aku trok jer sbnrnyer. ko tgk gambar fesbuk jer. aku pon xtau sbnrnye nak pilih cuci muka. xtau mane yg sesuai. yg for sure aku wat, b4 sabun muka, basuh ngan air panas, then after sabun bilas ngan air sejuk. pastuh mlm2 pki bedak sejuk. haha. pasni kalo ader ms aku nk try jgak jage kulit muke leklok. insyaAllah. (tp utk muka yg berseri n bchy, bak kata org bykkan amik wudhuk kan... wuu~jom praktik sama2)

(nih soklan maut member aku)
ko pnyer penyakit nih akan baik ker, ataupon sampai biler2 ko xkan pulih dah??
huhu. cdeyh giler soklan hang. insyaAllah makin pulih n akan pulih kot.

(member2 laki suke btol tnye soklan nieh)
apsal ko skrg pki mekap??
huhu. saje jer lah. suke2 n isi ms lapang. serta menggumbirakan hati.

(soklan sering ditanya)
apsal ko nieh bulat aa??
eyy, suke ati aku lah. bulat itu menawan kay!!wakakaka

haha, soklan2 random pon aku nak mskkan jugak.
okes, think dats enuff for now, chiow~

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UrRrRrRgGgHHHHHH!!

Written by Atishoo86 27 comments Posted in:

hurm...not sleeping yet...i said i was gonna write about Sabah, but not feeling like doing it yet.Now, i'm gonna express my feeling.i'm hating someone.i dunno y i still hate him.but dats da fact, i really hate him.some of u might noe who larh(daa...).i think its because of me lacking my self-esteem, so wat he said to me dulu2 still haunting me till now.how do u feel when a close fwen of u told u dat nobody(as in bf larh kan) wants u becoz u're fat,ugly, etc.then dok hina2 saying dat xkan ader sape nak kat i etc.huh.some of u might grow stronger n feel challenged rite?but not 4 me...i noe it's my prob coz i'm not confident of myself.so listening to sumthing like dat juz makes me feel down...then sad...then keep blaming my own self 4 not being pretty enuff...then blaming myself for being fat larh...everything larh.it's juz killing me.rite dis very moment even though i hv my pakwan(hee) i still feel da same way.i still feel mcm buruk jer..cam gemok jer...cam len2 yg negatif larh.i feel like i must do sumthing to show him dat i CAN be beautiful, i CAN be pretty like every other girl too!! aper dier igt dier tuh ensem sgt ker??a well-mannered guy wont say dat to a girl.to me, bg laki sume pompuan have to be perfect for them whilst diorg tuh...?? well, dis might sound a bit dendam larh kan...mmg pon!!some thing CAN be forgiven n NOT forgotten, but dis time it's a lil different...it CANNOT be forgiven n forgotten.well at least not for now.any comments?do feel free to comment k?really need it!!

p/s: any guy reading diz please dont hina2 pompuan k!gemok ker kurus ker, xpenting pon k!!tlgla nilai org melalui hati k!!--nada geram--

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='(

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i'm sad...soooo sad...can't say y...but i'm so sad rite now...i was havin' sooo much fun diz evening, yet now i'm crying...it's a mixed feelings...is diz the tears of joy...?or is there sumthin bothering me.i can't tell...sooo confused...='( missin sum1 maybe...?dunno.

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