♥ATISHOO's LiFe♥

why am i like this...?feeling insecure...n fear of everything...why?...why...?

Alhamdulillah, i`m home.huh.arrived in toyohashi around 12:27 pm.k intan fetched me (dgn celica nyer yg da mekap...kakkoi seyh)--->tenkiu 4 fetching me.was very sleepy...smpai2 rumah...thank God xder aper2 yg tputus(letrik@gas@air).hee.then i fell asleep coz it was so exhausting (nek plane, then nek densya, then shinkan, norikae2...adeihh).jage2 dah senja da pon.since i brought 1 barrel of `spicy n crunchy` kfc all the way from msia, i planned to hv a lil dinner wif my 2 dearie sempai--->intan n wanie.yay!they came around 21:00, then ktorg makan2 x igt dunia, lepak2, borak2 (owh...how i`m gonna be so lonely after they went back to msia...wuu).lame jgak lepak smbil melapah ayam2.tp, suku dr ayam2 tuh i`ve given to my not-so-tough sempai--->keba.(wakakaka).nway, i`m back to my usual life.but there`s sumthing i realized...as i came back to my apato...i can`t stop doing da houseworks.cleaning.etc. why?it dis sumkind of me giving myself a self-therapy??i mean maybe i keep myself busy to avoid thinking of home,my family, natchan...??well, if it so...i didn`t meant to be dis rajin.it`s like tama tama jer.hurm.
coming back to toyohashi, how i wished some things r changed while i was in msia.but da fact is some things juz would neva be changed.huh.so okay...but wat is the `thing` i`m talkin` about..?well, it better be left unsaid.heee.trust me it`s a very sensitive issue!


p/s: i need to give a special shoutout to someone--->jgn gaduh2...lets live in peace n harmony.*wink*

balik 'kampong' not as in "yeahhh, balik kampong!!".NOPE. absolutely not. The kampong i refer to is Toyohashi, Japan.huhu.i'll be leavin' M'sia tomorrow, n of coz i'm sad...sooo sad....hurm...wanna write some more, but i'm not in da mood(besela nak balik nihon nieh mesti bad2 mood sket)hee.
i hope it's not too late to wish:

combination of pics which created a theme:

Yesterday, me n da gurls(noq, mimi, ida, ichi, husna, udda, effa) went to our fwens' wedding.the wed was held at Tmn Tasek Permaisuri.it was raining heavily yet we were still determined to attend the wedding.even though it was quite a journey (heavy rain, sandal noq putus, susah nak dpt taxi) we finally n 'successfully' arrived in one piece(thank God!)!!haha.wat funny is we actually walked to da wrong part of the Taman at first, where some kind of birthday party was held n the party was over.so, we're kinda confused since it was only 3p.m, but the invitation was until 4pm.besides, normal wedding won't hang balloons around the khemah rite??and yes...we're NOT in the rite occasion.haha..so, we walked n walked and at last...we found the rite place!!adeihh...pnat jgak plus make-up da separa cair!!but it was worth it since the food was good n we get to chat wif da newly wed couple!well, maybe ader hikmah ktorg tlambat, coz if we arrive earlier than dat, maybe the couple would be very bz bersanding lah, amek gambar lah.so, arriving on 3p.m was fine.hee.watching members of our own batch gettin' married was unbelievable.many of us still think we're too young to tie the knot.well, i dunno bout u guys but i too, agree on dat.well, maybe i'm not mature enough yet n still enjoying my life the way it is rite now.how people decides to get married at a young age really amazed me.marriage is about commitment.it's about da two of u commit to give ur lives to each other for the rest of ur life.but yes, i believe TRUE LOVE leads to a TRUE HAPPINESS, through ups n downs...well, i guess it depends on how u define "young".=)


to el n zai:u guys look great n semoga berbahagia ke anak cucu!wish u guys all da best! =)
to rina n razuan, n my sempai Jon: sorry i couldn't make it, but congratulations n again semoga bbhagia ke anak cucu...aminnn. =)

i'm counting da days...and only 12 days left b4 i fly back to Japan... isk... isk... sooo sad... dun get me wrong, i mean studying in Japan...even though it's very difficult...i really enjoy my life there.however, being wif my beloved family n cats in my home sweet home is definitely da best!being far from home is absolutely sucks!sometimes i'd even asked myself why did i choose to study abroad...?but thinking dat not everyone got dis opportunity, n i'm among the lucky ones, i know i shud be thankful n i shud work my butt off to do da best dat i cud!i'll be flyin' back to japan on da 3rd of sept, but da school actually will be started on da 1st.hee...saje nak pose kat msia kejap.huu.nway, wats bothering me is dat wif just thinking about my study life there which is sooo tense n hectic makes me soooooo tension.since my dai (univ) stil follows the old edu system, we hv 3 semesters.so, all i can recall of my past semesters were just exams3x!!wuu~wat to do, i mustn't complaint since every student everywhere faces their own difficulties n hardships in their study life...rite?correct me if i'm wrong.i guess dats how life goes on...goin' thru ups n downs...dat's wat life means rite?off 4 now n here's some pics of me n my beloved family.

supposed to be sleeping rite now...but i cannot sleep,so i surfed da internet searching on interesting facts...and these wat i've found:

• on average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents daily.(haaaa..??!!might be da answer 4 some kids who's been wondering y they didn't look a bit like their parents...heh)
• the phrase "rule of thumb" is derived 4rm an old English law which stated u couldn't beat ur wife wif anything wider than ur thumb.(dis one's kinda funny...take note2)
  
• during ur lifetime u'll eat about 60,000 pounds of food, which is the weight of about 6 elephants!!(like...seriously??OMG!!)
• in space, astronauts couldn't cry properly, becoz there's no gravity, so da tears can't fall down their faces.(i'm imagining the astronauts crying but the tears is floating...cute isnt it??)
  
• a normal person laughs about 5 times a day.(take note again:u're NOT a normal person if u're serious all da time)
  
• a man says average 4850 words in 24 hours.(4850 sounds a lot rite??but dats ONLY da average...i wonder how much i say in a day...hmm...)
  
• Adolf Hitler's mother seriously considered having an abortion but was talked out of it by her doctor.(well, she SHOULD re-consider her decision...heh)
• Brains r more active sleeping then watching tv.(so, sleep more!!besides, getting enuff sleep leads to a slimmer body k.haha)