♥ATISHOO's LiFe♥

juz got back from clinic, suhu agak tinggi 37.8.
but thank God not h1n1 okey.
doc said my nadi laju bebenor (pandai ckp melayu doc nieh).
mmg pon smpai x leyh lena sbb dok dup dap dup dap ja jantung.
tp okey kot... br pas mkn ubat, n tggu ms nak lelap jer nieh. ngee~

~sob3~

aku dmm sgt trok dr smlm...
mmg xlrt mgkit...
aku hrpkan bila kita ikhlas bbuat baik dgn org, org akan kenang kita dan akan do the same.
aku igt bila kita ikhlas caring dgn org, org akan hargainya.
bila org saket, aku mmg kesian sbb aku tau mcmana susah rs saket bila xda org tolong.
bila aku saket.....?
kdg2 aku menyesal bbuat baik n caring kat org.
alangkah baiknya kalo hati aku keras mcm batu.
aku sgt cdeyh skrg...
cdeyh dgn kata2 seseorg yg aku agak amik brt mcm adik...

bila time saket mcmnie... sgt rindu intan, wanie, n yus. besar jasa mereka menjaga aku tiap kali saket dulu...

-writing thru iphone... xlrt bgn... tp nak tulis sbb tlampau hurt sgt skrg nieh, xtau nak luah kat mana...

on study
tup tap tup tap lbeyh kurg dua minggu nak final exam.
siyes kah??
huwaaa~ apa yg aku blaja slama nieh?
mcm xigt apa2 pon.
cuak lah niehhh.

it's the time of the month...
the time where my mood tunggang terbalik n sensitif nak mampos.
yeah, typical women's enemy: PMS

lately, i'm missing my girlfriends soo badly.
i wanna call them, but knowing they hv their own activities, i juz follow em up thru facebook@blog.
as long as i know they're happy, i'm fine.
i wanna call them but i felt 'heavy'.
dunno y, i feel sad n very homesick talking to em.
to ignore dis homesick feeling, i dun call em. i juz send sms and all.
trust me, it's not the best time to be homesick rite now, sbb i hv a lot to focus on at the moment.
i hv exams every week, i hv tons of reports yg sensei x habes2 panggil utk sesi soal jawab, tons of homeworks.

Gosh, how i hate 2nd semester.
2nd semester resulted me as a very bad daughter, gf, and friend.
i seldom call home like i used to, i seldom talk to my bf on the phone, i seldom spend time to call my friend.

one of my bestfriend got hurt from an accident, wish i cud pay her a visit, but...?
mimi ajak sleepover umah dier masa taikai gifu, but...?
havent seen norq for a while, sdgkan last year slalu jln2 dgn dier. wanna go lepak-ing n share story wif her, but...?
din called me a few times when i'm in the middle of jugyo(klas), but have i called him back...? NO. i juz texted him.

"oooh yes your honor, i'm guilty as charged."

i feel bad when they call me, but in the middle of tgh rancak berborak i hv to say, "sorry, got to go to the library, etc".
balik rumah dah pkol 7, makan solat mandi, tup2 pkol 9, then wat keje smpai pg. tdo pon ntah ke mane dah. huhu.
i'm sorry u guys, i promise i'm gonna make it up to u after i'm finished battling wif this semester's hectic-ness.
(ooh, forgive my bad english. i'm a malay after all. haha)

oh yeah, i'm also hating dis semester because my health doesnt do justice to me.
always hv dis chest pain a.k.a sign of STRESS.


p/s: how i wish everyone lives near me so i can meet them easily.

p/s/s: i'm so selfish dat i hope everyone cud come to toyohashi. (igt org len xder keje ker!!) huhu

p/s/s/s:looking forward to dis aki yasumi, hopefully i can at least see norq, mimi, n cha...

dis week's summary.
safwan dtg, nak celebrate besday dia.
pttnya besday dia saya la kne pegy sane, tp apakan daya sy bz teramat.
safwan dtg pon dia dok melangut ja wat keja sndri sbb saya kne dok pi ulang alik jmpa sensei n siapkan report.
ampun ya pak!!
xwat apa spesel pon tuk en safwan nieh... hadiah 'dibawa ke hdpn' ok? hehe.

nway, teman pakwan sopping sakan, then tetibe saya pon dpt hadiah, katanye sempene besday dier.
aikkk?? 逆じゃん？ hehe. tenkiu btw!!

wiken nieh pon agak packed gakla.
kelam kabut wat report ➨jmpak sensei2 ➨celeb besday pakwan ➨check brake kete ➨tukar tyre kete.
phewww~ penat pon penat, duit pon melayang2~ wuhuuu~
oh yer, kami sempat pegy jalan2 cari makan ke hamamatsu.
pegila mosaiculture yg diheboh2kan itu. tp sbb hujan xbpe masyuk lah. hoho
pegi pon sbb nak tgk jln ke sana, sbb nnti kalo mimi ngan norq jadi dtg toyohashi, saya mau bawa mereka ke sana... =)

so, here r the pics.
(agak malas updet blog saikin, so amik ko, nk letak gambaq byk2 bg berseri sket) haha

pewwiitt~ ngorat bleyh? haha

ms nih ckp kat safwan, "i nak wat muka sexy nihhh"
-mcm muka lalok nak tdoq adalah-

comeyy hat blkg tuh, mcm natchan!! haha
klon gaya patung, tp sbb patung tuh comey sgt, klon x menjadi. hoho

wiwwiittt2!! baju bau kedai tuhhh~ price tag pon xbuang lg pa tuh!
safwan: haa haa... wat gaya pelik2 lg. dia nih laa... ish. (ekekeke)
ololo, y so serious? jgn risau, xletak hantaran mahal2 pon. Rm20k gurai ja. haha

xjmpak msia, indon pon jadiklah
ronald mcdonald and gravis. huhu
kat mega kebab, Alhamdulillah sedapp~safwan wat2 terharu. caih~weee~ "saya dah tua~" weee~specially ordered for him.
*abaikan tulisan atas kek tuh, memandai ja makcik kedai tuh tmbah2 ayat* haha❤happy birthday dear❤

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kesimpulan utk mggu nieh:

i) best jgak sbb after a week yg pnuh dgn xms n lab reports dpt jugak release tension wif si dia.
ii) xpnah pki jln2 anak tudung + slendang mcm gmba diatas. 1st time pki tdg 'awning' keras tuh ms raya aitu. saja ja pki sbb akak dah blikan. not bad jgakla, sbb wpon ujan lebat, tudung x terpenyek pon. bagus2!! (^.^)

p/s: hrp2 mimi n norq jadi dtg toyohashi dis week. miss them soo muchhh~

huhu~ saikin (lately) ada plak menda2 tjd.
yabai desune... huhu...
xper encik boyfie, dun wori k. haha

tp kdg2 bengang jgak dgn org2 yg kdg2 xpaham dgn apa yg kiter kata.
xpaham or saja2 wat xpaham?!
huh.
lantak hampa lah.....

eventhough i'm super busy preparing for tomorrow's test n reports, it would be wrong not to take a minute to write dis.

juz wanna wish my dearest mr. boipren, Safwan:

HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY
(OMG, u dah 25?? tuanya u!! haha)

❤ May all ur wishes come true
❤ May Allah bless u always
❤ Semoga dimurahkan rezeki
❤ dan lain2 ayat standard, hehe~

personal msgs from me:
❤ Thank u for always being there for me
❤ Also, glad u always being so supportive in everything
❤ Trima kasih jugak sbb never complaint on how i look, pakai aper, gemok ker aper ker, masak xsdp ker, or aper2 pon! u always seem so 'menerima' jer everything. i feel appreciated for dat. =)
❤ Lastly, thank u for being who u r. mmuuahh!!　ラビュー　dear!!
❤ Jgnla balik Msia...sob3...

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p/s: malu2 rs nak post entry nih. cm jiwang jer... hoho

As i've been complaining in my previous posts, i'm having skin problem.
problem apa lagi... muka berjerawat yg xmau hilang2 tuhlah...
so i ordered the Proactiv dats well known for its acne treatment.
my sis n my fwens tried it before, and it totally worked well on their skin.
as for me, a week after trying the proactiv, the acne lighten a bit, but i hv redness on my cheek, mcm sunburn.
i tot mmg sunburn, sbb ms pakai proactiv tuh xderlah rs pedih2 or anything, rs soft jer.
sbb risau, i looked up for this prob in the proctiv homepage.

If you experience redness when you first use Proactiv Solution, you may be sensitive to benzoyl peroxide. If this happens, stop using the system for two days. When your skin begins to improve, resume using the Renewing Cleanser and Revitalizing Toner daily. To slowly build a tolerance for benzoyl peroxide, use the Repairing Lotion twice a week at night. Gradually increase nightly usage of the Repairing Lotion, as tolerated. If redness persists, stop using the product and consult your doctor.

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for dat, i decided to stop using proactiv for a while. then my sis ckp dier dulu pon pakai 2 hari skali dulu, sbb xnak kulit 'terkejut'.

so now it all comes back to the basics:

➨ bedak sejuk (yg ori k? xder wangi2an or campuran kimia yg memedihkan muka tuh!!)
➨ sapu Evening Primrose Oil kat muka every nite
➨ sabun susu kambing
➨ makan pil Evening Primrose Oil (mmg elok tuk pompuan, dlman n luaran)
(kata mama, sapa soh dok escape mkn primrose oil, tuh yg kulit jd cmtuh tuh, degil lg... ekekeke...yes2, now i learnt my lesson ma. haha)
➨ makan jamu (oh, nieh sy xtggal k...hoho)
➨ byk makan sayur n buah2an

my jamu (remaja kah? hehe) n bedak sejuk

evening primrose oil, utk sapu muka, saya pecahkan jer pilnya. haha

p/s: bedak sejuk mmg bagus. tgk org2 tua skrg, cthnya tok saya, sbb asek pki bedak sejuk n byk amik wudhuk, xder pigmen pon!!