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my sis is pregnant!!Alhamdulillah.heee~congrats akak n abg israr!!happy for u guys!! =) smoga everything goes well...aminnn. "auntie sue... auntie sue... uwekkk... uwekkk(baby nangis)"--->haha, da mula brangan dah...haha
i'm not sure whether i'm being over sensitive or it's my unbalanced hormones...but all of sudden tears fall down my face as i listen to "i'll be" by edwin mccain...i luv listening 2 music especially when i'm doing works dat dun need me to pay dat much attention...usually i'll just listen, and the lyrics would be very blur n i`ll only get the beat...but just now, dis one song really gets me...i'm not sure why but among hundreds of songs in my playlist, it's the only song dat made me stuck to the lyrics...i suddenly stop doing my work, n all the lyrics seem to be very clear...which really touched me...it touched me soo badly dat i even cried.was indeed a beautiful song, n written straight from the heart.
I'll be
Edwin Mccain
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be love suicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life
Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive and not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be love suicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life
I've dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, remembered the things you said
I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be love suicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life
p/s: i dun have the brain energy to analyse the deeper meaning of dis lyrics, since it includes the word 'suicide'. but all i can say is, goin thru dis lyrics made me realized dat it holds a lot of meaning to me.remind me of the people whom i miss sooo much... ='(
Edwin Mccain
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be love suicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life
Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive and not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be love suicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life
I've dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, remembered the things you said
I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be love suicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life
p/s: i dun have the brain energy to analyse the deeper meaning of dis lyrics, since it includes the word 'suicide'. but all i can say is, goin thru dis lyrics made me realized dat it holds a lot of meaning to me.remind me of the people whom i miss sooo much... ='(
today, me, intan n wanie went to bawe's house to bkak pose. we didnt plan to break fast together, it's actually a last minute decision. i really need to thank bawe who came up wif dis idea,'jom bkak pose sesame mkn ns beriani ker...'. if not for him, i'll be stuffing myself wif nestum@cornflakes. hehe.which is..not dat bad actually, it's juz nasi beriani is much better.okla, since bawe da msk ns beriani, me n intan cooked ayam beriani, n wanie msk sayur.so, ok... i didnt think ader plak side menu, because nasi beriani alone is more than enuff, but wait....ader plak mango sticky rice!!OMG!!besh gileee!!n kenyang gla...burppp~Alhamdulillah.haha. to add up the heat of havin' these special menus, ktorg bertiga nieh decided to wear bj kurung to surprise bawe lah konon...but actually ktorg nak soh bawe amek gmbar ktorg dgn kamera br dier tuh.haha!so, enjoy these pics of ke'poyo'an ktorg...heee =D
Di pagi raya yg indah...
hehe...sekian, terima kasih.
p/s: click pic for bigger view to c our activities on 'pagi raya'... as if larh.hehe
why am i like this...?feeling insecure...n fear of everything...why?...why...?
Our Deepest Fearby Marianne Williamson
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves,
who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine, as children do.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone
And as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.
Alhamdulillah, i`m home.huh.arrived in toyohashi around 12:27 pm.k intan fetched me (dgn celica nyer yg da mekap...kakkoi seyh)--->tenkiu 4 fetching me.was very sleepy...smpai2 rumah...thank God xder aper2 yg tputus(letrik@gas@air).hee.then i fell asleep coz it was so exhausting (nek plane, then nek densya, then shinkan, norikae2...adeihh).jage2 dah senja da pon.since i brought 1 barrel of `spicy n crunchy` kfc all the way from msia, i planned to hv a lil dinner wif my 2 dearie sempai--->intan n wanie.yay!they came around 21:00, then ktorg makan2 x igt dunia, lepak2, borak2 (owh...how i`m gonna be so lonely after they went back to msia...wuu).lame jgak lepak smbil melapah ayam2.tp, suku dr ayam2 tuh i`ve given to my not-so-tough sempai--->keba.(wakakaka).nway, i`m back to my usual life.but there`s sumthing i realized...as i came back to my apato...i can`t stop doing da houseworks.cleaning.etc. why?it dis sumkind of me giving myself a self-therapy??i mean maybe i keep myself busy to avoid thinking of home,my family, natchan...??well, if it so...i didn`t meant to be dis rajin.it`s like tama tama jer.hurm.
coming back to toyohashi, how i wished some things r changed while i was in msia.but da fact is some things juz would neva be changed.huh.so okay...but wat is the `thing` i`m talkin` about..?well, it better be left unsaid.heee.trust me it`s a very sensitive issue! 
p/s: i need to give a special shoutout to someone--->jgn gaduh2...lets live in peace n harmony.*wink*
balik 'kampong' not as in "yeahhh, balik kampong!!".NOPE. absolutely not. The kampong i refer to is Toyohashi, Japan.huhu.i'll be leavin' M'sia tomorrow, n of coz i'm sad...sooo sad....hurm...wanna write some more, but i'm not in da mood(besela nak balik nihon nieh mesti bad2 mood sket)hee.
i hope it's not too late to wish:
1.
'SELAMAT HARI MERDEKA YG KE-51!!'
Merdeka!!Merdeka!!Merdeka!!
2.'SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN'
marilah kiter same2 mengahayati bulan yg penuh dgn kemuliaan nieh dgn penuh rs syukur serta rendah diri...perbykkan ibadat...n hayati erti sebenar bulan RAMADHAN al Mubarak.p/s:bersyukur ke hadrat Ilahi kerana dgn izin-Nya, berpeluang merasai bulan Ramadhan bersama keluarga tercinta.ALHAMDULILLAH.
~Me~
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