kulit muka makin trok skrg nieh... dah lama dah xdak mslh muka, last skali ms pas spm. tuh pon sbb dok umah ja, makan suma xjaga. skrg nieh makin trok gla. jerawat sana sini, merata2. geram gila tgk. urghh~ dlm proses meng 'getting' rid make up2 murah, serta tukaq face brush, yg maybe secara hygiene nya dah kurg bersih. makan pon kna jaga sama nih. tiap2 hari x chanto mkn buah gamaknya. dulu everyday mesti makan pnya. pastuh tpaksala kami tukaq cuci muka baru. seumoq idop xpnah pki cuci muka mahai. but my mum kata kena jgakla pki dah kulit ada problem la nieh. la nieh nampak kulit xberapa halus dah, katanya. btoi btoi btoi!!
yg plg 'best' is raya kali nieh 'spotlight' besaq(jerawat la tuh) tumbuh elok ja kat dua2 belah pipi. nice~ huh!!
was studying for my mid sem xm, sambil2 tgk MTV Video Music Award (MTV VMA). so, okla xperlah Taylor Swift menang Best Female Video. looking all pretty n dok feeling2 terharu tuh tetibe dtg lak mamat emo, Kanye West. pity Taylor... auwww...
aper mslh ko nieh kanye?? prank ker hape nieh?? dtg bulan ker kanye west nih??
p/s: kanye minat beyonce nih rsnyer, tp melepas kat jay z. hohoho
p/s/s: luv how beyonce fixed it by inviting taylor back on stage to finish her acceptance speech.
best giler today's tarikh. my kohai suggest pttnya tarikh2 special mcmnie kiter semua ptt diberi cuti umum. untuk melakukan aktiviti or event yg memorable. jd, special la sket kan?? nieh tarikh menarik, tp nagare cam bese. bgn pagi, gosok gigi, pegy skolah, etc.xmenarik sungguh!! haha
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di kesempatan nih, i wanna give a shoutout to my beloved friend, Lyana a.k.a Norq.
Happy Birthday Norq!! May Allah bless u always, and happy always!! =))
norq nieh sentiasa ada whenever i need help and we also share the same experience of many things!! but i'm soo soo soooo glad now dat she's happier than ever. and trust me, i'm very happy for her!! *xlama lg dia nak kawen da neh...* haha memandai ja aku.
wishing u all the best, dear!! thank you for being such a great friend of mine. i'm lucky to hv a friend like you!! *hugs*
luv dis song. dis is a cover version of carrie underwood's 'SO SMALL' performed by matt giraud. love both versions. listen to the lyrics. dunno bout u guys but i can totally feel the lyrics!! =))
SO SMALL
What you got if you ain't got love the kind that you just want to give away It's okay to open up go ahead and let the light shine through I know it's hard on a rainy day you want to shut the world out and just be left alone But don't run out on your faith
'Cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand What you've been up there searching for forever is in your hands When you figure out love is all that matters after all It sure makes everything else seem so small
It's so easy to get lost inside a problem that seems so big at the time it's like a river thats so wide it swallows you whole While you sit around thinking about what you can't change and worrying about all the wrong things time's flying by moving so fast you better make it count 'cause you can't get it back
Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand What you've been up there searching for forever is in your hands When you figure out love is all that matters after all It sure makes everything else Seem so small
Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand What you've been up there searching for forever is in your hands When you figure out love is all that matters after all It sure makes everything else Oh it sure makes everything else Seem so small
xder per nak tulis sebenarnya... actually wanna write about sumthing, but blom smpai 'seru' lagi gamaknya, xtertulis smpai skrg.been kinda down since last week because of, one: my health, two: xm result, three: homesick. was away from lectures for a week. when i'm down i dun really feel like meeting people, but of course the main reason i didnt attend last week's classes is dat i'm sick, plus i didnt hv class on friday. but yeah, i'm not fond of contacting or reaching to people when i'm down except to my family.
dunno why, i juz wanna be alone, and gain back my strength before i start facing this reality world.
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and yeah one more, talking about moods, i hv two styles biler kluar... my family also know about it.
type one is 「typical suka melawa biler kluar-style」 and type two is 「ugly betty- style」. type ONE is when i feel happy and in a good mood. type ONE include put on make-up, wear beautiful clothes, put on perfumes, wear high heels, and all the other lil stuffs dat fits a typical nak melawa gurl.
type TWO is when i'm down, not in a good mood, or sad. type TWO include wearing spectacles, or even if i wear lenses, my face will look so pale, for not putting any bedak on, pakai sliper,etc. when i'm THIS my mum always insisted me to at least put on a lip gloss. and not to mention my head scarf. mmgare' habes lah. (phm x maksud are'?) for instance, i was an 'ugly betty' the day i left malaysia for japan last week, showing how sad i was leaving my family. huhuhu so, when i look all pale n everything, my sis or my mum would say, "harini ugly betty style aa??". haha they know me best!!
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ok, back to the main story. so, for a start in the journey of recovery, i went out wif safwan since he came to 'visit' me. 'visit' is a proper way to say than 'came-all-da-way-from-mie-wif-acuan-roti-jala-sbb-kempunan-roti-jala-ngan-kari-daging'. no kidding, dtg dgn acuan, dgn daging,ngan ayam mentah lg. cet. but anyhow, thank u. =)) then hanging out wif the gurls, yana, dart, n zaza. thank u guys for those delicious meal!! =)) and today, i'm back into the real world, fighting for my life. haha. ok2, dats too exaggerating. i hope i'll be stronger and stronger as each day passes by. Aminnn. stronger physically, but most importantly stronger mentally. so, minna, 2 gakki gambarou!!
presenting roti jala by safwan n kari by aisha!! hihi
1st time out since i'm back (goin to hospital doesnt count) can u see i'm potraying an ugly betty style here? so, for short i'm stiil not in the mood in dis pic. the very next day, felt much better, and put on a typical gurl style. haha let's zoom a bit!! even put on make-ups!! so, it's confirmed dat i was recovering and felt much better dat day!! voila!! haha
watched a youtube video of fasha sandha or as my friend pronounce it, fasha sendat, crying spontaneously without any storyline or scripts. dis is to show everyone how talented she is as an actress. meh2, tgk sket video nieh.
orite2...gempak jgakla.
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but i can do it too!! went to meet my sensei to discuss about the subject dat i failed. as i entered the room, a few seconds after i greeted him, tears fall down my face. ok, i said to myself, tahan babe, tahan... tup2... haa, amik ko, nangis siap sedu2 lg smbil bincg dgn sensei psl result. malu hokeyh!! malu!!huwaaa~ sian sensei muka dah cuak gila.last2 sensei bjaya menenangkan saya. syabas sensei!!mcmanapon, mmg malu habes ok. i'm not the kind of girl dat look fine n comel jer mase nangis. i'm the kind dat muka-burok-giler-time-nangis!! siap sedu plak tuh!! *sigh*
i juz had one of da most confusing week in my life. school started early dis week, yet i havent attend any of the classes. why?? dunno where to start from, since i'm confused myself.
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arrived japan on monday morning, yes it's da morning of merdeka. safwan was there and he kindly drove me n yana back home to toyohashi. i must say the minute i arrived japan, i was not feeling well. the weather, maybe?? yes, it's super duper hot here.
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since my classes n labs r starting da next day, i did a few yoshu kadai a.k.a revision (kot).10-20mins be4 going to sleep, i felt weird. i felt sharp pain in the chest. saket giler ok, but i managed to sms safwan telling him about the pain. then the next morning ms bgn tdo i felt the sharp pain again, and it's almost impossible to get up on my own. saket giler, but sempat kol safwan, sbb his number was on the top of my recent call list. pastuh xsedar dah. thankfully mr safwan drove all da way from mie. he brought me to hospital. then, dr tghari smpi lwt ptg kat hosp., amik drhla, aperlah, bla3. tp plg best i went home wif wires on my body. the wires is to monitor my heartbeat, n i hv to write down every detail of my activity n the time hv to be written precisely. like 09:32,22:17. berak, kencing pon kne tulis!! haha 1st time experienced mende nieh, both chest pain n heart monitor stuff. which is called theHOLTER MONITOR.
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so sy sgt confused wif everything happened dis week. br jer balik jepun, xsmpat kemas brg n stabilkan mind lagi, tp mcm2 jd, unexpectedly.
tdo jer ms kat hosp.
baby bumps?? oh no no!! it's the Holter!! obviously it's not me, ok!! haha
balik dah ke nihon TERCINTA nih. pi amik results. stress for a few hours. subjek yg knfiden n ala2 target A/B, x lepas!! ya Allah... tensionnyerrr... tp Alhamdulillah lah subjek yg mmg bajet knpem xlepas, lepas lah plak. adeihhh~
xperla, new sem, new spirit, new energy. yosshhh GAMBAROU!!
tp panas2 cmnih rs letih yg teramat sgt lah plak. cpt2la sejuk ya wahai cuaca.
dah lama x menjenguk ke blog nieh. uhuk2... terbatuk2 berhabuk beno blog nieh.
oh ya, setelah bbrp bulan xder jiran disblh kiri dan kanan, akhirnya di seblh kanan ada jiran baru masuk. keluarga Arab. ader baby~ nampaknyer terpaksalah saya behave dgn tidak berkaraoke melalak2 xhingat dunia.
balik2 trus ader jikken(lab)... pening saya membaca tulisan2 kanji bagai ulat2 berlingkar nieh. maklumlah 2 bulan meninggalkan dunia jepun serta buku2 jepun.
apa2pon buat anda semua, Selamat Berpuasa n Selamat Hari Merdeka!! =) mari lah kita bdoa agar virus2 yg tidak jemu2 mencari mangsa dpt dimusnahkan.