Long time no post

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puhh puhh puhh... (tiup2 habuk kat blog yg dah bersawang nieh)
been long time since i last post an entry.
i've been using tumblr, since it's much easier to navigate through my i-phone.
not gonna publish my tumblr url here, kalo nk tgk msg me through fesbuk yer. (mcm ader je yg nk tgk) haha

i've been busy lately, busy enough that i almost forget my own birthday.

so, first and foremost,


HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY TO MY NIECE, SUMAYYA!! (17th May)
HAPPY 4TH BIRTHDAY TO MY BABY, NATCHAN!! (early May)
and HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!! haha (18th May)

Natchan pon dah 4 thn dah, rs mcm br jer dpt natchan, besar tapak tgn jer mula2 dulu, skrg dah jadik anak teruna yg kacak bergaya dah!! hehe
me, dah 24 thn dah rupenyer... funny i still feel like i'm younger. haha.
but looking around, with kohai keep coming, from year to year, i realize how senior i am. rsnya si A nieh mcm br jer dtg toyohashi, tup2 dah 3rd year dah. minna wakai ne... T_T

to toyohashi-ans, insyaAllah kalo dpt scholar saya wat makan2 yer. skrg mintak mahapla, keadaan kewangan xmengizinkan... ='(

ON DAILY LIFE

- busy
- i need money (since i havent got my scholarship yet, and i'm almost sure my application has been rejected)

- kinda feel down lately, with my 10 subjects' final xm approaching, wif my research, and my grandma is not feeling well.
- i wish i can go back to see my grandma... T_T


ON LOVE LIFE

- wif us being in a LDR (long distance relationship) for the 1st time, i'd say we're doing well, very much happy, Alhamdulillah.(^^) was kinda rough for the 1st week though, since he hadnt settle down and etc.

- kinda miss him though. huu~
- i know he's working really hard, kocchi mo gambaru yo!! (^o^)

ON STUDY

- dah dpt tema for lab research, "食品の透過光画像の観察", me and my friend, genta-kun, apply for the same
research, both under "食品の遺物検出", we both got in, but tajuk laen2.
- the only problem is, we both under 1 sempai, so our sempai, Lee-kun, will have to divide his time wisely to help us with our research.

- wat worries me is that this is a new research, so there r soo many problems to be solved here and there.
- as i stated before in my previous post, i still have subjects to pass, unlike others who only have 1,2 subjects left. i have like, tons of subjects.
- but thankfully, i have so many helpful friends and seniors around me, and whenever my sensei saw me reading and researching on lasers (yes, i'm working with lasers), he will ask me to stop reading about the research and ask me to just focus on my many subjects first. he's great, but his assistant tak bagi muka sangatla... hehe

- watever it is, and watever will be, i'm just gonna strive towards success and just do my best, watever it'll take. for wat i know, watever gonna happen in the future, i dont want to have any regrets. what ever the outcome then, i just wanna make sure dat i'll be able to look back and tell to myself, "i tried and did my very best!"

ON HEALTH

- was not doing fine last week, been having chest pain for 4~5 days in a row.

- blacked out 4,5 times last week and heartbeat laju gila!!

- often happen when i'm stressed out.
- called home, talked to my family, told them that i'm kinda down, and then i felt much better.

- safwan told me not to push myself too hard, and said i should take a rest. and i did. i took 1 and a half day off from books and notes. (since my lab held a beach party on saturday) hehe

skolah sgt cantik lately nieh, penuh bunga kuning yg tumbuh secara liar, siap ada pakcik2 cameraman dtg dok amik2 gmba dgn camera2 besar mereka. bunga apakah? xpenah perasan plak sepanjang 4thn kat sini...cantik sgt ciptaan Allah, Subhanallah. tension2 kat lab, bila tgk bunga2 nieh rs tenang sgt~ Thank You Allah. (^^)
(mintak maaf for the pic quality, amik pki hp jer, huhu)


11 comments:

  1. Hzwan Hammad

    pe lg..agkt dslr ar bru gmbr lawa..hehe

    May 19, 2010 at 11:46 PM
  2. Atishoo86

    dslr? okes jer, ko blanjer eyh! =P hadiah besday datte~

    May 20, 2010 at 12:03 AM
  3. Ahmad Amzar

    Good luck wei. My final year wasn't that easy either. lebih kurg mcm ko gak subject nyer..campur dgn MSAJ pny hal la apela..and yeah,loneliness..huhu

    insyaAllah,semua tu ade hikmahnye..ganbatte ne!

    May 20, 2010 at 9:52 AM
  4. Anonymous

    camne leh tak dpt scholar?i thought 5years boleh dpt scholar

    May 20, 2010 at 1:13 PM
  5. Hzwan Hammad

    haha..aku mn ad byk duit nk blnja ko dslr..hehe

    May 20, 2010 at 2:18 PM
  6. *Jilly*

    aishah, have u not been taking the meds? my doc gave me this one ubat to reduce heartbeat. color pink.. ape nama dia.. jap.. pk.. aa.. proponolol. and it worked! kalo tak makan, ur heart lama2 jagi lemah sbb overworked. take care ok!

    May 22, 2010 at 11:23 AM
  7. Nur Izzaty

    happy belated birthday kak aisha!! (:(:

    May 23, 2010 at 3:33 PM
  8. Atishoo86

    amzar: loneliness?? wahhh. 1st time i heard it from you. insyaAllah, sume ader hikmahnya kan~

    anonymous: i thought so too... still waiting and hoping... T_T

    nigou: ko kan cho- yasashi kohai! hahaha

    May 28, 2010 at 12:34 AM
  9. Atishoo86

    syamim: gambarimasu!! (^o^)

    k faz: k faz forwardkan yer all the meds u bought~skrg makan ubat thyroid selang sehari, sebiji at a time... tq k faz~ =D

    tety: tq tety chan yg sweet!! (^^)

    May 28, 2010 at 12:49 AM
  10. Ahmad Amzar

    1st time?haha..yeah,semua tu ade hikmahnye :)

    May 29, 2010 at 4:08 PM

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