♥ATISHOO's LiFe♥

ok, i want to lose a few kilos.my weight now is xx and i'd like to shed a few kilos to ##.i weighed ## before going back to msia for spring holiday.so, basically i want to shed the mamak2 fat, fast food fat, minyak2, n santan2 fat. hohommg dah prepare dah for dis (gaining weight), because my other main purpose of going back, other than seeing my family n friends, is to aperlagi, makan lah.i actually wanted to achieve my target weight by dis Golden Week.yelah, because i'm seeing my beloved frens after a while a jmper. of course i want to look good n presentable. (wah wah)tp mcm xsempat jer. mmg muri. hoho.i wanna lose around 3-->4-->5 kilos!!wah2,...

i was soooo looking forward to having some fun this evening...for some reason it didnt really happen...but it's ok... maybe some other time.nways...i find myself always trying to forget, to deny dis feeling.i'm always telling myself "u're fine lah... it's nothing lah... not a big deal lah..." etc.yeah... but da reality is u never knew how much somebody means to you until they're not by your side anymore.trying to be tough... trying to not think about it too much... today, i finally confessed to myself how much i miss having them in my daily life.today, i realize dat everybody already has somebody for themselves.i kinda feel empty without them...

saturday-- went to toyota take da car dat i just bought.my old car, which i shared wif my three seniors da abes shaken.my seniors pon dah balik msia. so, b4 they went back, we discussed n kinda decided to buang kereta tuh biler da abes shaken. lgpon da lama n ader kekurgn sane cnie. nak jual n tuka name pon kne pikir byk kali thinking of da cost utk perbaik sume2 tuh. so the shaken oficially expired on the 25th of Apr. went to get my newly bought car on da same day. i had mix feeling of sad + relief. relief because i dun have to think about how to go to school after my old car's insurance hv expired. (of cos lah bas ader tp very2 lah expensive!!)sad...

i used to listen to dis song back then.it's from the movie ' once '.i hardly remember dis song, until last two weeks, when kris allen sang it on american idol.and again, i fall in love wif dis song.(note: this song earned an oscar for best original song. well-deserved.)Falling Slowly(by Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova)I don't know youBut I want youAll the more for thatWords fall through meAnd always fool meAnd I can't reactAnd games that never amountTo more than they're meantWill play themselves outTake this sinking boat and point it homeWe've still got timeRaise your hopeful voice you have a choiceYou've made it nowFalling slowly eyes that know meAnd I can't go backMoods that take me and...

lame x apdet blog nieh. kehidupan skrg agak shocking disebabkan tahun lepas kelas2 i terlampau sikit.maka tahun ini i teramatlah !shock! dgn keadaan yg teramat busy.lagi2 minggu nieh, dgn panic nak jikken (lab) lagi, busy report lg.and mggu nieh plak byk urusan2 yg perlu disettlekan.urusan apakah?!juz wait n see~ ;)oh yer, utk menambah sket seri di blog ini yg agak kusam dgn tiada entry2 n gambar2 baru, i letakla gambar2 dr some aktiviti baru2 nieh.douzo... goran kudasai~ =)1) hanami kuj : di meijyou koen, nagoya. b4 balik toyo, sempat singgah lg di godiva chocolate, minum choc blendednyer yg sememangnya masyukkkk!! 2) hanami toyohashi: setelah...

my kohai ajak makan umah dier, dier nak msk lidah lembu ngan air asam(kot).warui kedo, tpaksa tolak...pernah ke korang rs lidah lembu??rata2 cakap sedappp.kohai aku ajak gak rs lidah lembu, "dah ptg2, xnampak rupa lidah dah la!!" datte.tp, aku tringat tgk amazing race season bper ntah, dorg tpaksa mkn lidah lembu sono mama.the image of it... euwwww... ms dorg ajak mkn ader gakla pasaan nak rs, tp tbygkan image tersebut... oh nooo~cannot go lah.gomenne kohai. pasni msk jgn luper ajak 'KAK AISHA' makan lg yer. ekekeke.was thinking, rugi x kalo x rs lidah lembu...then i found dis..."Beef tongue is literally the tounge of a cow . The human consumption of beef tongue dates back to the days of Paleolithic...

went to nagoya for hanami yesterday.then today, again, i'm going for hanami wif bdak2 toyohashi.i think ktorg cam tlambat hanami coz sakura dah x mankai dah. da tumbuh2 daun sume.ok, wat i hate about going for hanami, or other events...the preparation.the preparation means not the masak2 stuffs.it is the 'wat to wear' thing.i always confuse of wat to wear, especially when i gained dis much weight while in msia, n not feeling comfortable wif myself.everything i wear seems sooo wrong.arghhhh~ i'm in da middle of deciding wat to wear rite now.dou shiyou.it's much easier if i'm in msia rite now, coz i can juz wear bj kurung, which is da type of clothes dat i'm most comfortable in.aiyaaa~ susahnya...

never write on dunia hiburan tanahair kiter.dis time rase cam nk tulis pasal 1,2 isu2 dunia hiburan skrg.bukan la part2 serious, sekadar part2 gosip jer.was watching previous episodes of melodi dat i missed mase dkt msia aitu, i tertarik dgn mmg rs hangat tetapi at da same time rase bosan dgn kes pelakon lelaki n pelakon wanita berdua nih. dlm melodi tuh, seandainye korg xtgk, ader lah seorg pakcik nih mengakui sbg slh seorg drpd penduduk dkt2 pejabat pelakon laki niehla, ckp psgn nih wpon da kena tgkap khlawat, tp smpai skrg still same jer, minah tuh dok pegi pejabat laki tuh tiap2 mlm jer. xberubah pon.hint2 yg melodi bg mmg amat terang, jelas n nyata lah kan. i rase n org len pon rase nih...

been busy all day long, since i stepped in my apato dis morning.i was kinda shocked for things dats all over my apartment, things r not mine obviously.i figured out they're my sempai's stuffs left for me.thank u, i only took a part since there's not enough space in my house for those things.so, kinda tired n exhausted kemas2 those brg, some to buang, n some to give my new kohai(s).smpai mlm lah jgak...after dat, antar pakwan pegi eki plak.then anta2 brg2 yg member2 pesan plak.agak tired lah kan.then dah balik rehat2 depan computer, i online lah ym, slama nih online pon sentiasa invi.dis time saje jer x invi.so, aderlah member2 yg tego borak2 a bit.tetibe ader sorg member nieh tego i."aisha...??""weiiii!!!!!"i...

wuuu~skrg kat kansai dah~siyesly flight cpt giler. da journey from msia only took about 5 1/2 hours only.arrived kansai at 6.20 a.m goro. hayai jyan?!Alhamdulillah, i'd say the flight went quit well compared to my previous flights.dis time, no turbulence at all. (dats y smpai awal kot, or they hv new route) huhugonna miz home soo much!!manelah pakcik nih... cptla smpai... hu...