happy but tired

Written by Atishoo86 9 comments Posted in: , ,

got these 2 today...

heee~
Alhamdulillah... never in my dream i tot i'll be getting my nihon driving license masa my 1st test.
why?
because strict yg melampau n history shows kebykan smpai 6,7 kali amik test br lepas kot.
so, i went there (the driving test centre) today wif 0% of confidence, juz thinking, xper, amik pengalaman jer.
kalo ader rezeki, lepas, syukurlah. xlepas, cuba lg nanti.
tgk2 dgn izinNya, Alhamdulillah lepas.
mmg lucky n naseb sgt.


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penat, pnat wat hiasan daisai (univ festival) satu hal, tp xkesah sbb enjoy pon.
pnat sbb satu hari xrehat jer kot.


but wats tiring me da most, is being someone whom people most likely to make fun of.
it's da same old joke, over and over again.
like a video tape playing and playing non stop.

sumtimes it's ok, sbb skali skala, but kalo dah over sgt smpai thp nak hina tuh.
enuff lah kan. coz, aku xkaco idop ko pon.
u told me sumthing great happened to you, i praised u, i congratulated u.
but when great things happened to me, u still keep kutuk-ing me.
i mean wat the frog kan?

do i NOT deserve great things??

i'm not talking about i'm a bit senior than u, so u hv to treat me specially.
not dat, NOT dat.
but u stil have a border that u cannot cross in a relationship between human (or even binatang), no matter wat age, wat color, wat sizes u r.
dat border is call RESPECT.

make fun of someone else, ok? or much better, juz make fun of urself.
i seldom say dis n really mean it, but boleh blah ok??
u always say dat u're a guy of many talents n many thoughts.
so, i'm sure u have great ideas of ur many thoughts on how to make fun of urself.
for me, i've had enough of ur stupid jokes. (yeah, for me it's stupid)


wat's wrong wif being chubby, and being in dis size.
aku pnah kaco ko ker??
ko ckp bagus, konon2 bg nasihat baek punya lah kat aku n org laen, but hv u ever think how many times u've hurt others' feelings??
i noe i'm not da only one.
stop being so arrogant and so full of urself dude.

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p/s: stop picking on me on my size, weight watsoever. wat i noe is i'm still in the normal range and live in a healthy lifestyle. nak kaco sket2 sudahla, xpyh smpai melampau2. very humiliating and ckp to make me feel down.

p/s/s: dat's y, kdg2 malas nak join keramaian. if the keramaian only involve the families and the girls jer yg i'll go without hesitating.

p/s/s/s: mintak maaf entry yg sgt emo, and agak kasar...

9 comments:

  1. .layla tumaisuri.

    hey aisha. there's nothing wrong with your weight. at least ade orang sayang kat u kan?

    i was in your shoe before. ignorance is bliss babe! lame2 minah yg kutuk i, the whole uni tau perangai die and looks like she's outta place! don't even care bout her nemore.

    we're humans too. we have feelings kan?

    hey, take care yeah!

    October 10, 2009 at 1:32 PM
  2. tokidoki

    halu~ i'm one of blog readers of ur blog~
    first of all i like ur blog~
    neh 1st time stick comment kat ur blog~ rasa nk komen bila bc post neh~
    neway besa la mulut org mmg x leh nk tutup~ yg penting kita redha ja la~ n always keep urself positive~
    me too one kind of chubby girl~ dulu besa la org ckp2 blkg~ tp biaq la kat depa suma tuh~
    BODY sniri suka hati la kan? yg penting kita hepi dgn pa yg kita ada~ janji keep healthy~
    lastly~ u go girl k!!

    October 10, 2009 at 11:56 PM
  3. Atishoo86

    layla: yerp2... at least ader org still appreciate me.

    u were in my shoe be4?? seems like u dun hv any weight issue considering u r so tiny!!

    i'm gonna try my best to ignore him. tried before, but it came to dis level, where i cudnt stand it anymore, when he kept teasing me in front of everybody. felt humiliated.

    thanks layla for dropping by, n thanks for ur support dear. *hugs*

    October 14, 2009 at 3:52 PM
  4. Atishoo86

    tokidoki: hi, may i noe who u r? tenkiu for reading my blog yg byk merapu rather than info2 berguna. heh. eyh, org utara eyh?

    btol2... body sndri suka ati lah kan.
    asalkan sihat sudah kan...??

    tp kdg2 ada org dok kutuk2 smpai thp melampau tuh, rs segan n rendah diri lah jgak kan... sob3...

    again, tenkiu tokidoki!! =))

    October 14, 2009 at 3:55 PM
  5. Atishoo86

    thanx yana!! mari jd org halus!! haha

    October 14, 2009 at 3:55 PM
  6. incik neng

    kohai datang melawat jalan jalan carik pasal
    ucapan:

    "chill lah, haram tak gemuk pon"

    October 14, 2009 at 6:16 PM
  7. Atishoo86

    hakhak. makaseh neng kohai for sanpo-ing ke blog nih!!
    xgmok kai... tell dat to bdak batch awak dkt cnie yer. hehehe. ramai btol adik2 nakal kat toyo nieh. hehehe

    October 14, 2009 at 9:43 PM
  8. Anonymous

    haha. xpe lah sha, diorg cakap diorg penat gak. but true that sometimes rasa mcm geramnye...dah dah la kan make fun of me. maybe kene sound diorg sekali sekala kot br depa nak sedar.
    btw, ecan kata aisha lain sgt dah la ni.. (masa die jmpe time futsal aritu.hehe)

    October 26, 2009 at 6:09 PM

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