♥ATISHOO's LiFe♥

it's the time of the month...
the time where my mood tunggang terbalik n sensitif nak mampos.
yeah, typical women's enemy: PMS

lately, i'm missing my girlfriends soo badly.
i wanna call them, but knowing they hv their own activities, i juz follow em up thru facebook@blog.
as long as i know they're happy, i'm fine.
i wanna call them but i felt 'heavy'.
dunno y, i feel sad n very homesick talking to em.
to ignore dis homesick feeling, i dun call em. i juz send sms and all.
trust me, it's not the best time to be homesick rite now, sbb i hv a lot to focus on at the moment.
i hv exams every week, i hv tons of reports yg sensei x habes2 panggil utk sesi soal jawab, tons of homeworks.

Gosh, how i hate 2nd semester.
2nd semester resulted me as a very bad daughter, gf, and friend.
i seldom call home like i used to, i seldom talk to my bf on the phone, i seldom spend time to call my friend.

one of my bestfriend got hurt from an accident, wish i cud pay her a visit, but...?
mimi ajak sleepover umah dier masa taikai gifu, but...?
havent seen norq for a while, sdgkan last year slalu jln2 dgn dier. wanna go lepak-ing n share story wif her, but...?
din called me a few times when i'm in the middle of jugyo(klas), but have i called him back...? NO. i juz texted him.

"oooh yes your honor, i'm guilty as charged."

i feel bad when they call me, but in the middle of tgh rancak berborak i hv to say, "sorry, got to go to the library, etc".
balik rumah dah pkol 7, makan solat mandi, tup2 pkol 9, then wat keje smpai pg. tdo pon ntah ke mane dah. huhu.
i'm sorry u guys, i promise i'm gonna make it up to u after i'm finished battling wif this semester's hectic-ness.
(ooh, forgive my bad english. i'm a malay after all. haha)

oh yeah, i'm also hating dis semester because my health doesnt do justice to me.
always hv dis chest pain a.k.a sign of STRESS.


p/s: how i wish everyone lives near me so i can meet them easily.

p/s/s: i'm so selfish dat i hope everyone cud come to toyohashi. (igt org len xder keje ker!!) huhu

p/s/s/s:looking forward to dis aki yasumi, hopefully i can at least see norq, mimi, n cha...