UrRrRrRgGgHHHHHH!!

Written by Atishoo86 27 comments Posted in:

hurm...not sleeping yet...i said i was gonna write about Sabah, but not feeling like doing it yet.Now, i'm gonna express my feeling.i'm hating someone.i dunno y i still hate him.but dats da fact, i really hate him.some of u might noe who larh(daa...).i think its because of me lacking my self-esteem, so wat he said to me dulu2 still haunting me till now.how do u feel when a close fwen of u told u dat nobody(as in bf larh kan) wants u becoz u're fat,ugly, etc.then dok hina2 saying dat xkan ader sape nak kat i etc.huh.some of u might grow stronger n feel challenged rite?but not 4 me...i noe it's my prob coz i'm not confident of myself.so listening to sumthing like dat juz makes me feel down...then sad...then keep blaming my own self 4 not being pretty enuff...then blaming myself for being fat larh...everything larh.it's juz killing me.rite dis very moment even though i hv my pakwan(hee) i still feel da same way.i still feel mcm buruk jer..cam gemok jer...cam len2 yg negatif larh.i feel like i must do sumthing to show him dat i CAN be beautiful, i CAN be pretty like every other girl too!! aper dier igt dier tuh ensem sgt ker??a well-mannered guy wont say dat to a girl.to me, bg laki sume pompuan have to be perfect for them whilst diorg tuh...?? well, dis might sound a bit dendam larh kan...mmg pon!!some thing CAN be forgiven n NOT forgotten, but dis time it's a lil different...it CANNOT be forgiven n forgotten.well at least not for now.any comments?do feel free to comment k?really need it!!

p/s: any guy reading diz please dont hina2 pompuan k!gemok ker kurus ker, xpenting pon k!!tlgla nilai org melalui hati k!!--nada geram--

27 comments:

  1. effafazierah

    hahha..erm..x taw nk cakap pe..
    tp agak la laki mmg kebanyakan cam tuh..
    alwaz nk pompuan yg perfect

    August 15, 2008 at 3:19 AM
  2. Anonymous

    hate is such a strong word.but i understand why u r hating so much.gambare isha!!

    August 15, 2008 at 3:20 AM
  3. Anonymous

    You feel you have personal issues that you recognize you need to work on like self confidence and it is always good to try to improve the way we approach life and personal relationships. This should be something you do for yourself. It shouldn't be something you do as a way to better yourself so that you will be acceptable to him.just be yourself,live in ur own world..u deserve someone better n u got everything in ur life.but,the most important thing is,,,benci serendah rendahnya,,sayang serendah-rendahnya..ganbatte aisha

    August 15, 2008 at 3:28 AM
  4. Atishoo86

    tenkiu korg...i'm reading loads of motivation books to make me love myself more.hehe

    August 15, 2008 at 3:31 AM
  5. Atishoo86

    thanx to kalong too 4 ur comment kat ym td!

    August 15, 2008 at 3:34 AM
  6. Anonymous

    aisha~u dont deserve to be treated like dat.xper...u work on ur self confidence k?then lantakla kat mamat tuh coz u are doing great right now!!miss u dear!!

    August 15, 2008 at 3:58 AM
  7. Anonymous

    aper dier igt dier tuh ensem sgt ker??<-----da answer for dis sentence is...mmang tak ensem pom.perasan je lebey..no hard feeling kay!peace

    August 15, 2008 at 4:22 AM
  8. Anonymous

    aku rs ko ok jer!jgn rs rendah diri sgt.mmg ko slalu rs rendah diri, dr dulu lg.org yg ckp kat ko camtu mmg x patut la.aku rs die sj nak ko rs rendah diri kot.papepon aisya take care keyh!

    August 15, 2008 at 5:18 AM
  9. Anonymous

    lupe nak ckp.jgn klh dgn die.

    August 15, 2008 at 5:20 AM
  10. Atishoo86

    dark-knight:yes...i'll try my best!!
    aaj23:i think i noe who u r.hurm,no hard feeling k.
    anynomous:thank u soo much!!
    pakwan:thanx msg td.

    August 15, 2008 at 10:36 AM
  11. Anonymous

    kalu dia tu cakap aisha cam tu,kami ni lagi teruk apa kalu dia kutuk..huhu
    apa2pon,kecantikan rupa tu milik Allah,pinjaman sementara.kecantikan hati yg utama.laki tu..erm xtau nk cakap apa..

    -apa masalah dgn aisha km xtau,sedap ja mata memandang-

    August 15, 2008 at 11:12 AM
  12. Anonymous

    emm..aisha cantik la..nape lak ckp aisha x cantik.n u r not fat.
    huk. anyway aisha, wat u can do is... remind urself everyday that u r beautiful, u r this..u r that.
    confidence comes from within.n im sure ur confident of urself.
    maybe aisha x prasan lg je kot...
    good luck aisha! n aisha jgn rs rendah diri tau. never.

    August 15, 2008 at 1:24 PM
  13. Atishoo86

    husna:thank u 4 ur support.rsnya kami nie mmg bmslh kurg self-esteem kot.nanti nak p tmpat hg na!ekekek
    mauri:a very gud advice indeed.i'll take it n i'm gonna try to keep reminding myself dat i'm not dat bad at all...

    August 15, 2008 at 8:58 PM
  14. Anonymous

    cantik tu subjektif.
    jgn susahkan hati dgn nk puaskan perspektif cntik mamat tu.cntik pada mamat tu mungkin AMATLAAAA BURUUUUKKK bagi org lain.

    August 16, 2008 at 1:36 AM
  15. sYaHiDa

    sape yg brani ckp org shah alam xcantek mmg nk kne cabut peti sore la kn...hahaha..kite on lagu cantek fabolous cats tue then kite letak speaker kt tlinge die biar jd pekak..muke mcm tong sampah..de hati nk kate org xcantek..kalo kite nk mengate die yg xensem tue bole je...takot nnt kang nanges bwh ketiak mak je kang..haha...brani kate mami xcantek...SIAP LA!!!

    August 16, 2008 at 2:37 PM
  16. Anonymous

    aisha..
    sebenarnye THAT GUY is so stupid and soo WRONG! why?
    1. sbb aisha mmg cantik..like SERIUSLY..org bute je kate hodoh.
    2.that Guy is simply ignorant!! a GOOD GUY would never said that to a girl..

    August 18, 2008 at 1:51 AM
  17. Atishoo86

    cik h:hurm...orait2...ten9 very much..whoever u r...tenkiu!!
    tydyna:ntahnye!!(semangat mamai membara!!)haha!!sdp jer dier ngate kan?!dier xtau tuh gang mami ramai nieh!!haha
    ilya:hee...tenkiu ilya!!n btolla...a good guy wont say sumthing like dat kan??i guess he thinks he's sooo perfect kot...

    August 18, 2008 at 4:34 PM
  18. Ahmad Amzar

    sapekah laki yg dimaksudkan itu?kakakaka..ala akak,to me,it's not always the physical appearances which make someone(read:onna) beautiful,it's the inner side of her which matters the most..at least to me la..hahaha

    p/s:syukur je dgn ape yg ade kak..insyaAllah sooner or later ade la bahagian kite..i guess u know this better than i do,kan?

    August 18, 2008 at 9:28 PM
  19. Atishoo86

    yes...i'm very bsyukur of wat i hv adik.Alhamdulillah.dik,u dun judge a gurl by da looks k??bila leyh hangout same nieh.

    August 18, 2008 at 11:56 PM
  20. zinnia-lyana

    ala aisha mamat tu bajet dia ensem cam bakal balak aku la tu. huhu ble blah..hahaha
    cheer up gurl!
    XOXO

    August 19, 2008 at 1:30 AM
  21. zinnia-lyana

    u!! i bace blk u nye entry ni tetiba i rs sedih...waaaaaa..camna ni u!!! x larat ni..

    August 19, 2008 at 1:37 AM
  22. Atishoo86

    u!!awat cdeyh2 bc i nyer entry nieh??wuu...u jgn cdeyh2!!nnti i msg u naa...gambare u!!

    August 19, 2008 at 11:26 AM
  23. Ahmad Amzar

    hehe,looks tu pntg gak,but the most important one is the inner side la..muke,body cun mcm model,tp perangai mcm____pn x gune gak,kakaka..hangout?x taula,but insyaAllah i'll be in kl again tmrw..kalo dpt gi kenduri 24hb tu,mane tau leh jumpe ke

    p/s:wei,tanak letak link aku ke wei?hahaha

    August 20, 2008 at 9:00 AM
  24. Atishoo86

    nak letakla dik oi.luper plak.haha.ok2 i letak.

    August 20, 2008 at 1:45 PM
  25. ainihanan

    frankly speaking, i'm so surprised that this post was written by a girl who i consider as one of the hot chicks back in school! aisha awak jangan dengar cakap dieorang! awak dengar cakap kita! kita cakap awak cun! betul ni!! ingat tau!

    *hugs*

    jangan inferior k! girls are even more beautiful when they are confident, and of course, when they themselves feel beautiful. remember that :)

    August 21, 2008 at 3:36 AM
  26. ainihanan

    ok i'm just gonna rephrase my comment:

    "one of the HOTTEST chicks"

    :)

    August 21, 2008 at 3:40 AM
  27. Atishoo86

    wow hanan!!a very wat can i say...inspiring comment i think...?yet a very2 gud advice indeed.yes,u're rite...hurm not so sure bout da hot chick part...but hv to say thank u dear..=)i mean u r rite bout confidence...i'm sooo tryin' to improve myself...reminding myself every morning to be confident of myself,etc.i'm soo thankful havin' such wonderful n supportive fwens like u guys.luv u lots!!

    August 21, 2008 at 4:23 AM

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