why am i never satisfied...??

Written by Atishoo86 5 comments Posted in:

i'm depressed for being awake for almost 3 days. tmbah tolak la, tdo skjp2 jer, sket2 tjaga. aper mslh pon i dunno.... xkan insomnia kot... hurm...
nway, nape pompuan never satisfied...??
xtau la if mende nieh can be applied to every gal, but 4 me, i'm never satisfied. of everything, really.

for example, dlm kes shopping, baju mmg da pnuh almari dah, dlm almari pon kalo nak ikot xmuat, tpaksa sumbat2 bj dlm bekas2 n kotak2 then br letak dlm almari. then ader lg bj yg digantung. rs mcm da byk bj lah... but still i'm not satisfied. slalu rs bj x ckp jer.
kasut plak, smlm kire2 suma kasut n boot ada 23 psg, tp still rs xpuas, nk jgak bli kasut br.
mekap plak, satu bekas toolbox tuh mmg da pnuh dah, kaler eyeshadow da ada seratus lbeyh dah... tp still x puas gak.
hurmm... xpala... maybe i can be categorized as shopaholic kot.
ish...ish... astagfirullah... (pandai plak insaf)
dlm kes len plak, brg dapur, wpon brg sume da lengkap, sentiasa rs brg x ckp, ader jer yg terpk nak bli, sdgkan brg bykkkk lg. pastuh nak kene lengkap bhgian frozen tuh. kalo slh satu drpd ayam@daging@ikan@udang xder jer, sure rs cam fuan(insecure) jer. aper yg fuan pon xtau lah.
pastuh dlm hal2 rumah nieh, sentiasa jer rs x puas ati, da ubah cmnieh, nak ubah cam len plak... adeihh...
then kalo wat homework plak, wpon rs jwpn da btol, mesti asek rs x puas ati, pastuh mula la dok btol2kan jwpn, last2 diri sndri gak pening...
lagi, i'm always not satisfied with da way i've treated my fwens around me... satg mula la kuaq dalam otak... i shudnt have bla3.... i shud bla3....
always feel like, i should hv done better toka... i should perform better toka...
kalo nak ikot byk lg mende yg i x puas ati, tp pnat jer nak listkan sumer.
kdg2 rs sebab byk x puas ati niehla yg mendtgkan problem kat diri i, sbb byk pikir, kdg2 pikir menda yg nonsense.
kesimpulan nye... i dunno... dr sudut academic, maybe i dunt trust myself dat much...?? maybe i'm not confident...??
dr sudut material, maybe i'm a shopaholic...??

sorryla if dis post memeningkan kepala anda. reminder: i havent sleep for many hours PLUS me having an upset stomach rite now. so maybe i'm a lil mereng, my bad.

5 comments:

  1. zinnia-lyana

    just be simple.tp ni sbb A ċž‹ kot. nak perfect.x cam i tekitou je. hahaha. x yah la rasa fuan kalo xde barang dlm frozen tu. ada satu pun ok dah. umah u banyak dah barang dapur. cukup ja bekalan kalo kami semua nk p serbu pun.jgn fuan2.xyah nk semakkan otak ngan menda2 x penting. hihi.(^_^)v

    November 11, 2008 at 2:01 PM
  2. frappucin0o

    eh..kite same la.
    selalu rs x puas hati..rs x cukup...hahahaha...

    November 11, 2008 at 4:06 PM
  3. Anonymous

    itu hanyalah NAFSU semata2..ikut hati mati..ikut NAFSU lesu..jd ikutlah akal yg waras..nasihat nih

    November 11, 2008 at 4:22 PM
  4. Atishoo86

    lyana: Aċž‹ kamo me. btoi2. brg umah da byk. tp kalo part shopping tuhm sure u sama cam i kan...??ngeh3

    apros: hehe. btoi2. sume menda x ckp desyou.haha

    safwan: cet, part shopping tuh bleyhla time, kalo part blaja...?? nafsu ker...?? nway, tima kasih la atas nasihat anda yer. risaula tuh tkt org pow.. kan3??heee

    November 11, 2008 at 7:00 PM
  5. zinnia-lyana

    tp i x sehebat u kot bab2 shoping tu. x dak tempat nk letak dah.tu x termasuk yg ltk kt store lagik.seb baik i x dok umah besaq cam u.kalo x mesti lagi lari bajet i.haha.
    tapi,bak kata safwan, marilah ikut akal yg waras..

    tp part blajaq tu ok pa. berusaha buat yg terbaik la org kata.. kalo i, asal terisi tempat kosong tu kira ok la. huhu.(pemalas sbnqnya nih):p

    November 11, 2008 at 8:56 PM

Post a Comment

Welcome to Atishoo's Blog!! Thanks for dropping by!! (^.^)