ok, not going anywhere and stuck in toyohashi during da winter holiday is really not dat bad. eventhough i'm jobless n got nothing to do, i spend all the hours quite well. quite well means i got more than enuff sleeps, i'm finishing the syllabus for 1@2 subjects i'm taking dis sem, do a lot of readings, watched amazing race from season 1-13 (hoho), watched apprentice (all seasons) for the 100th time i think, bla2...
i didnt go out much, juz spending time in my luvly room jer. hibernating kan?? hehe.
however, mggu lepas, di tgh2 keheningan malam, me n my sempai, intan rs sgt2 la lapar. memandgkan ktorg nieh gilementaiko fries (fries yg dimakan dgn sos telo ikan, sdp gla, siyes!!), we decided to go karaoke-ing at Round 1. wpon tujuan sbnr kami adlh utk makan. tp karaoke pkol 2-6 pg mmg amat murah 800yen jer. tp xpuas aa karok. nak karok lg. nieh dok karok kat umah, kesian jiran2 sblh tpaksa dgr sore ala2 katak paggil hujan nieh.haha.gomenne neighbours for causing the noise pollution. =P
then, last sunday, ader bbq sempena sempai2 4 nensei yg da abes their final presentation, lepas nieh dorg sume da kne pegi jitsumu kunren (praktikal), so ala2 celebration tuk mereka lah. i made apam balik sbb xtau nak msk ape dah. apam balik plg senang, bhn pon dah ader. makan2, borak2, lots of catching ups, sbb i da lame x jmpe dak2 toyohashi. mmg fun. wpon sejuk n berangin giler, it was yet overwhelming. =)
p/s: rs xpuas xbyk pics tuk winter kali nieh. however, winter holiday is not over yet. maybe akan ade aktiviti2 luar yg bakal dilakukan?? huhu. hopefully ade.
ok, once again, Slamat Tahun Baru to all (calendar islam). feeling sket melalui Maah Hijrah thn nieh. tgk smbutan Maal Hijrah kat msia td... rs sebak. sbb tringat kisah penghijrahan Nabi Muhammad s.a.w dr Mekah ke Madinah utk menyebarkan Islam sec aman. lg satu, rs kecewa thdp diri sndri kot, yg kurg menghayati erti HIJRAH yg sebenar...
bertambah sedih plak, sbb sempena thn baru nieh... kiter sbg rakyat msia amat bersyukur ke hadrat Ilahi sbb dpt menyambut smbutan Maal Hijrah dgn aman (wpon sy sekadar menonton di internet shj)... tp on da other side of the world di Palestin apa yg dorg dpt menjelang thn br ni adlh serangan udara dr pesawat pejuang Israel... sedeyh kan?? smpai bila keadaan nieh akan berterusan...??
saya mempunyai seorg kenalan warga Palestin di cnie, Sis Iman. husbandnye smbg mster di univ saya. wpon hnya skali skala berborak dgn Sis Iman, dia slalu menyatakan rs gmbira dpt merasa kehidupan yg tenteram di sini. tp katanya, mcamana tenteram skalipon, dia sentiasa fikirkan tntang keluarganya di Palestin. dia pernah ckp, dia harap family nye di Palestin dpt sama2 merasai hidup harian yg tenteram seperti ini satu hari nanti... cdeyh... sgt cdeyh...
saya amat kagum dgn ketabahan mereka menghadapi ujian Allah s.w.t. yg amat besar ini.
besok da masuk taun br... besok is Awal Muharram... da msk 1430 hijrah... buka buku br... (cdeyh plak...) time niehla kita akan ttnya2 pd diri sndri... bagaimana dgn ibadah kite taun nieh dsb... apa2pn msk taun br nieh, hopefully dpt meningkatkan ibadah dan amalan harian serta be a better person...INSYAALLAH... Anyway,
SALAM MAAL HIJRAH 1430 BUAT SEMUA UMAT ISLAM
Amalan yg disunatkan pd bulan Muharram: 1.Berpuasa
"Barang siapa berpuasa satu hari dalam bulan Muharam pahalanya seumpama berpuasa 30 tahun."
"Barang siapa yang berpuasa tiga hari dalam bulan Muharam, iaitu hari Khamis, Jumaat dan Sabtu, Allah tulis padanya pahala seperti mana beribadat selama 2 tahun."
2. Berdoa akhir tahun pada hari terakhir bulan Zulhijah selepas Asar sebanyak 3 kali. 3. Berdoa awal tahun pada 1 Muharram selepas Maghrib 3 kali. 4. Banyakkan amal ibadat seperti solat sunat, zikir dan sebagainya.
hoho... mmg btol... penyakit winter saya telah kembali... tp, bknla spt tahun lepas di mana penyakit winter sy adlh sesak nafas dsb, sebaliknya penyakit winter yg sy maksudkan nieh adlh penyakit keje nak makan jer tanpa henti. dah tuh, malas nak workout sbb sejuk, keje dok dlm slimut jer... yabakunai?? makan dahla hebat2, ns tomato lah, ns lemak lah, lauk2 plak byk base santan. ooo tidakkkk~ then tgh2 mlm dtg plak penyakit nak mkn mende manis like choc or eskrem. dou shiyou kana..... yabaiiiisssu!!
dis is how i look like after eating...urghhh lazy me...
dah lama x bkak yahoo! answers nieh. so aitu, i bkak tgk2 balik my account yg xpnah active tuh. sj jer nape ntah free sgt kot time tuh, n xder rs nak study sgt, i browse lah category by category. i'm more interested in dis one category, family n relationships. i pon bace satu per satu problem2 yg menarik2... smpailah satu masalah nieh, " agak menarik nieh", i thought. so i bacelah solutions and answers given by other people... then smpaila satu comment nieh... "mcm familiar lah dis name", and seems like dia mengutuk giler2 pasal sorg pompuan nieh dlm comment dier. i da rs len mcm. then i cek la akaun dier nieh... wahhh, mmg i knal sgt la sape org nieh. because dier mention some names dat mmg familiar n jelas dlm igtan i nieh, and it turned out yg pompuan yg dier dok kutuk2 tuh is ME!! surprise2... siap called me a ***** (tekala sendri). Astagfirullah... if only makhluk Allah nieh tau aper yg sbnrnye berlaku. xperlah, mmg tkejut giler, and mmg upset giler lah. tp xperlah, Allah jer yg tau. i x blame la makhluk Allah tuh. maybe dier xtau aper yg jd sbnrnya. bykkk yg dier xtau, but better left unsaid lah. but to hv called me with dat kind of words...?? hurm...*speechless**upset*. cdeyh mmg cdeyh sgt2. all i can say is, dun just act like u noe everything n calling people with such words. still kinda hurt but watever it is, all i can say is Alhamdulillah.=)
p/s: post nieh is lbeyh kepada how i'm so frustrated, n upset than anger. suprisingly, i dun really feel dat angry,i'm juz sad becoz for me it's not decent to label ppl like dat n to blame ppl when u dun really noe bout things. like seriously, u dun noe wat had happened n wat i've gone thru. so... yeah.
yeah2, quite messy isnt it?? i mean da new look of my blog. tp saje ngengada nak ubah angin lak. hoho. nanti2 ubah len plak. hehe. nway, wanna share dis very interesting pic. tgk naa!!
haa, tgk nieh. bestnye lah jd tuan pnye kedai nieh. senang idop dier, xpyh pk nak kne bkak kedai pkol brapa sume. haha. tp malang la customer dier, kang tercongok jer dpn kedai tggu pintu bkak.haha. tp mmg menarik lah, so kalo dia bkak lambat, xderla customer nak blame dier x komited ker aper ker. because the explanation on the board says it all.haha
next week start winter holiday!! yay!! hurm, slalunyer winter holiday nieh sonok sbb nak g men snowboard. huh. but dis year i'm unable to go snowboarding. huwaaaaa~ sebab nyer, hurm aitu dah jalan2 byk dah ms autumn holiday, so, dah ala2 lari bajet sket lah. so tgh BERUSAHA GILER(kuasa 8 juta) cari part time job nieh. td da buat kira2, dah lbeyh kurg 10++ baito i minx tp x bjaya. hurm syanai lah, ada yg xmau gaijin, ada yg x leyh pki tdg... susahnyee!! tp paling regret yg yubin(post office) larh, kalo minx awal confirm dptnyer!! tp x bajet nak keja yubin aitu, so br jer mggu lepas minx, of coslah xdpt. yg bleyh skrg pon kilang kao. tp x knfiden lg la nak keje kao after wat happened on last time. wpon dah 2 years berlalu. adeih2. *sigh* xper2, i wont give up!! nak jgak hunt baito smpai dpt!! GAMBARIMA~SU!! memandgkan nak kne save duit giler2 cos nak blik bln 3 nnti, n nak bli kete sumer, tpaksala bkorban x gi snobod. maa ne... xperla... isk...isk... 雪だるま作りたいな~ nway, niehla list aper yg saya akan wat time 2 weeks holiday nieh: 1) study, study, study 2) abeskan buku2 n mags yg blom abes dibaca 3) jual make-up (haaa, jeng3) 4) memasak, memasak, dan memasak. maybe bbrp resepi br akan tercipta disebbkan thp bosan yg melampau i bakal lalui nanti. hehe 5) makan, makan, dan makan. dah masak sure lah makan kan?? hee~ 6) kemas umah maybe?? tka curtain, bedsheet, re-arrange furnitures maybe?? 7) pegi menjengukkan diri ke gifu kejap. sbb da lama x jmpe cik mimi, kang dier majuk. 8) baito?? kalo dptlah... kalo x abeslah... keja makan3, tp dok hibernate, yabaiiiiii!!
a not-so-great to-do list during winter holiday rite?? wat's a winter holiday without snowboarding, skiing, or even ice-skating. well, well... xperla, sacrifice sket lah dis time... wuu~
mama n abah came to visit me on da 22nd-30th Nov. dis is their 2nd visit here. went to Nara Park, Fuji Safari, Nagoya Castle, Osu, Noritake, Gamagori, Nagashima Outlet, Nabana no Sato, Toba, n pusing2 around Toyohashi. sgttt happy!! n byk giler shopping. but my dad said "i didnt come here to shop, i juz come here to visit my daughter..." heeee~ tenkiu abah!! =) on the other hand my mun replied " i came here not only to visit my daughter, but also to shop!! "haha. well said ma. thank u sooo much for coming!! sgt la homesick after ma n abah balik, yet at da same time rs bsmgt giler nak blaja!! thank u again. love u sooo much!! mmuuahh2!! well anyway, too bad my sis n her hubby couldnt come dis time. wish they'll come some other time. wish all of my family members can come. kak shima n family, cak, pak cak, tok, pak ngah, mak ngah at, ayin. it would be nice if we have our not-so-big-family vacation here. sure meriah gilllerrr!! =D
yup, btol2. tanpa disedari, saya tiba2 jadi pengedar video lucah tidak rasmi dkt FRIENDSTER. al-kisahnya, td tgk dpt msg kat friendster. so i bukakla dkt home tuh. tgk2, WoWw!! ramainyer viewed my profile!! ( bajet femes kejap ) tp agak pelik sbb saya xde updet friendster watsoever. apsal cam tetiba uppp giler friendster saya nieh?? tp xpe, rilek dulu. then tgk makin byk msg2 saya dpt dr org2 yg rapat mahupun x rapat. ramai yg menyatakan pasaan tidak puas ati thadap sy kerana telah menghantar video yg tidak senonoh tsebut dkt comment dorg... "aikkk, biler ms plak aku nieh active fwenster n rajin nak mengantar comment2 apatah lg video dkt comment dorg?? "
then, berduyun2 lg msg2 yg sedemikian dtg lg dr kwn2 saya. ada yg lg best " nape akak anta video mcm tuh dkt saya??saya ada wat salah dgn akak ker?? saya minta maaf."aiseh, bdak nieh dahle ak x knal dier pon. still, i feel soo bad sbb video2 tuh dah ala2 mencemarkan friendster mereka yg suci murni tuh n mencemarkan minda mereka maybe?? apa jadi ngan friendster nieh yer. 2 hari lepas i got such vids from my fwen jgak, but i da delete lah. sbb amat pelik awat bdak sealim rakan ku tuh nak anta such vid. i rasa dier pon mesti kne cam i jgak nieh. xlogik giler nak anta vid2 cmtuh dkt org ramai. maybe sbb i trime vid tuh dr dier, then automatically i da jd distributor kah?? haihh, rs bengang giler smpai rs nak delete jer acc fwenster tuh. malu pon mestilah malu. apa kata rakyat jelata sumer?? apa kata masyarakat??tak pasal2 aku bakal dipandang serong dan menjadi sampah masyarakat!!hoho. (hiperbola n dramatic sket)haha. tp, mmg malu lah...
so, anyone who got those vids dkt fwenster from me, i'm so sorry. i'm soo blur myself. dunno wat happen to dis frickin fwenster. it wasnt from me. i feel terribly bad... =(
di sini saya ingin promote blog rakan baik saya. she just started her online business, yakni bisnes menjual tudung. kat jepon nieh susah kan nak dpt tudung, so apa lagi sila2 lah jamu mata yer!! bkn stakat jamu mata lah tau, sila lah shopping skali yer!! harga2 nya sgtlah murah, n sgtlah affordable!! 送料は無料です!! =)
1st, i wanna tell a bit about my eid al-adha. woke up early in da morning, went to solat raya. makan2 a bit. then went to class, n met my sensei for a lil discussion on my class dis sem. dats it. how simple rite?? well, nak wat cana. x cuti pon.isk..isk... well nway, back home my mom prepared ketupat palas n rendang. (terliur nyee...) then, mak ngah n pak ngah came wif lemang (yg lemak giler kata mama) n kuah kacang (yg pekat n sedap giler kata mama lagi). terliur nyaa... i asked them to take pictures since they r celebrating abah's birthday too. i was hoping they took pictures of themselves, of suasana hari raya lah. but wat happen is my very naughty sis nieh, purposedly(i guess) took pictures of the foods!! only the food!! ada lah selit muka abah sket, tuh pon dia kata bkn nak amek gmba abah tuh, nak tjk gmba kek. kiter nieh dah la mkn nestum + biskot cicah milo jer... mana la x terlior... aisehhh~
xbleyh jadi nieh... so i decided to give a lil treat to none other than... MYSELF!!haha then mskla kari ayam yg x seberapa + sbb tringin sgt makan ketupat palas, i mskla pulut dgn santan then penyek2kan dlm bekas then potong2 (kononnya ketupat palas lah)!! then psg scented candle sume sambil dgr lagu raya and enjoy the meal.yay!!
oww yeahh, dis is a not-so-gadis-melayu style of making the ketupat palas possible without da palas but dis will do!!haha
2ndly, got dis vid from my sempai, kak intan wif a msg," aisha, mesti hang gelak gla tgk nieh!! " apparently, dis very innocent-looking young man, named Dayadiarmon was trying his luck auditioning for indonesian idol. he sang a well known song from linkin park called 'ENAM' (see the vid, u'll understand!!)
da best part is 'i ikan somtam'!! haha!! cam lg thai jer bunyi!! haha!! apa2 pon eventhough he didnt get through, he got his chance to perform on stage at the indonesian idol. dis one a good one though, because he actually gave new breath to the linkin park song, wat can i say, numb versi dangdut maybe?? haha. nway hats off to dis gentleman for being so confident of himself n so comfortable on stage!! =) enjoy!!
especially to my family (Shah Alam, Seremban, Alor Setar) abg israr's n rizal's family dearest bloggers kusessians, aaj 23rd-ians, toyotechnicians fwens n foes (hoho) and all muslims around da world!!
Maaf Zahir Batin
"It is not their meat nor their blood that reaches Allah; it is your piety that reaches Him." (Qur'an 22:37)
i should write dis post yesterday (5th December). but anyway, juz keeping dis short n sweet... i'd like to wish my beloved abah, my one n only datuk 'K' (for Kadir, not Khalid k?),
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABAH!! my beloved abah, ♥thank u for everything♥ ♥i learned a lot from u for u've been through sooo much,yet u never back down n never give up♥ ♥i hope i can be as tough as u r♥ ♥love u sooo much for listening n caring, for giving n sharing♥ ♥may Allah bless u always♥ ♥and awet muda slalu!!hoho♥ last but not least, ♥happy, happy, n happy birthday!!♥
i br baca comment u wahai cik lyana. mmg sudah lama i x update dis blog. kenapa?? tiap2 hari dah click dkt new post, but as i started writing the 1st word, i got lost n blur. maybe becoz there's too much to write about. smpai xtau nak tulis yg mana dulu. so, post nieh sbb cik lyana soh i updet.haha. cik lyana nieh ada big xm dis sunday.she's studying 4 da xm n got sleepy. so dia comment minx i updet. unfortunately, disebbkan kebluran thp melampau nieh, i dunno wat to write. ooooo, ok!! i noe2!! u nantok kan?? y dunt u watch 'Gadis Melayu' kat tv9 tuh. i'm sure msti u ENJOY pnyer!! sure xkan nantok nyer.haha!! i'm quite confuse, wats da purpose of dis show?? nak cari pengacara eyh sbnrnya...?? TRIED watching the show wif my parents when they're here last week, but then all of us got fed-up n tired of the show. yala, like my sis' post on her blog, bkan ker gadis melayu nieh supposed to be strong ker. lemah lembut tuh of cos lah kan, tp at da same time kne jgak strong. nieh criteria yg dier nak pandai melipat kaen, mengenal rempah ratus, nyanyi lagu irama tradisional...hurm... yg tuh jer ker yg describe gadis melayu...?? hurm...well again, like my sis said i'm a Bugis anyway.hehe
aper lagi eyh nak tulis...
tulis pasal hobi semasa larh kot. 3rd semester has juz started!! bersemangat tuk study nieh!! yossshhhhh!! di smping study, aderlah diselitkan dgn hobi2 sampingan. thanx to my parents sbb mengangkut bhn2 bacaan yg brt2 dr msia. adatimes, readers' digest, n discovery channel. thanx jgak to my sis sbb part of the magazines tuh dier yg subscribed. yeahhh, i lap u guysss!! ada benda nak baca!! yeayyy!!
besides study n membaca, skrg tgh mengikuti series2 reality show. ye... i suke reality show... bleyh tgk berulang2 kali... the apprentice is my most favourite. bleyh hafal dah. b4 dis dok ikot america's next top model, make me a supermodel(aus), paris hilton 'my new bff', project runway, tp da abeh dah. yg stil on is x-factor. wpon yg paris hilton tuh agak ridiculous, but i still find it interesting to watch the b****es' catfight. haha
br start tgk nieh is stylista. wpon ader org comment boring, tp cam best jer.
bila boring2 stil ulang2 the apprentice, america's best dance crew, american idol, dll.
oh yeah, i'm the kind dat can watch the same movies or series for soo many times, and never get bored.
sbnrnya dah merapu dah nieh. sorry all for a very fening entry. nieh mmg entry yg agak tidak bermotif. i promise i'll post a proper entry next time. sori ye.
to my lovely miss lyana, jangan ngantuk2!! gud luck xm!! gambare2!!
p/s: rncgn Gadis Melayu tuh xla entirely dat bad... ada jugak part yg elok utk diambil iktibar. cuma x puas ati dgn criteria2 pringkat pemilihan awalnyer jer. ada part2 yg dgn ustazah bahyah n ustaz munif tuh cthnya bagus tuk sama2 kita renungkan. insyaAllah. =)
was watching x-factor juz now, the 6th elimination... daniel's out!! yay!! no offense, but he's not my cup of tea. kinda dissapointed for the past few weeks' results. 1st austin drage then it's laura white...(???!!!) soo dissapointed dat i dun even wanna watch dis week's result. but glad i watched it. because finally daniel's out, and of coz, my fave female singer, leona lewis performed on da result show. she perfomed 'run', which was originally recorded by snow patrol. i juz luv leona's version. on the result show, she belted her heart out. it was actually a moving performance for me. gives me goosebumps everytime i watch it. really was emotional n amazing!! wat a great performance, leona... u're superb!!
to those who didnt watch x-factor, here's leona's performance on da nite. please watch it!! =)
she's gorgeous, isnt she??
and da lyrics... in case u wanna sing along.hee~
RUN I'll sing it one last time for you Then we really have to go You've been the only thing that's right In all I've done
And I can barely look at you But every single time I do I know we'll make it anywhere Away from here
Light up, light up As if you have a choice Even if you cannot hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear
Louder, louder And we'll run for our lives I can hardly speak I understand Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes Makes it so hard not to cry And as we say our long goodbyes I nearly do
Light up, light up As if you have a choice Even if you cannot hear my voice I'll be right beside you dear
Louder, louder And we'll run for our lives I can hardly speak I understand Why you can't raise your voice to say
Ooohhh...
Light up, light up As if you have a choice Even, even... (If you cannot hear my voice) I'll be right beside you dear
Yes I will
Louder, louder And we'll run for our lives I can hardly speak I understand Why you can't raise your voice to (Say) Ooohhh...
November is a special month for me. =) it's special because of many reasons. one of the many reasons is it's the month of my mama's n my nephew's birthday. and of cos, it's the month of my parents' anniversary.=)
2nd NOVEMBER,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!! Mama ♥May Allah bless u always♥ ♥Smoga sentiasa awek muda, ngee♥ ♥Semoga dipanjangkan umo n dimurahkan rezeki♥ ♥I love u soo much, mmmuuaaahh♥
12th NOVEMBER,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIR a.k.a CHE MIR
Amir ♥Semoga Amir membesar menjadi anak yg soleh♥ ♥Jgn nakal2, hee♥ ♥Hadiah postponed naa, hehe♥ ♥Auntie Sue windu~isk...♥
Last but not least, 4th NOVEMBER,
HAPPY 29th ANNIVERSARY to MAMA & ABAHbeloved Mama & Abah, ♥For me ure the greatest & cutest couple alive...♥ ♥Congratulations on ur anniversary♥ ♥29 years of love and care as one♥ ♥A wondrous time for all♥ ♥Always so much fun♥ ♥Juz know dat we love u soo much♥ ♥And thank u 4 being so supportive & loving towards us♥ ♥da reason of we r wat we are now is all becoz of u♥ ♥Our wish, with warmth and joy, is many more years of loving fun. InsyaAllah.♥
From me personally, ♥i hope i'll have a beautiful marriage just like yours♥
wahhhh~ lamernyer lah x updet my blog nieh!! hee... gomenna my blog... busy2... bz wat per pon xtau lah.hurm, byk mende dok settle these past few days, my parents coming next week, so dok settle hotel, dok wat plan, etc. wanna write lots of things... lots of shoutouts, etc. xtau la mampo tulis ker x. hurm, tulis yg maner rs penting jer kot.hee~ tp skrg tgh kenyang, td went to NAMCHAI, a thai restaurant wif kak wanie, byk giler makan, so pening2 plak.haha. nak rehat prot jap, then br i tulis blog eyh... ngee~ daa~
i'm depressed for being awake for almost 3 days. tmbah tolak la, tdo skjp2 jer, sket2 tjaga. aper mslh pon i dunno.... xkan insomnia kot... hurm... nway, nape pompuan never satisfied...?? xtau la if mende nieh can be applied to every gal, but 4 me, i'm never satisfied. of everything, really.
for example, dlm kes shopping, baju mmg da pnuh almari dah, dlm almari pon kalo nak ikot xmuat, tpaksa sumbat2 bj dlm bekas2 n kotak2 then br letak dlm almari. then ader lg bj yg digantung. rs mcm da byk bj lah... but still i'm not satisfied. slalu rs bj x ckp jer. kasut plak, smlm kire2 suma kasut n boot ada 23 psg, tp still rs xpuas, nk jgak bli kasut br. mekap plak, satu bekas toolbox tuh mmg da pnuh dah, kaler eyeshadow da ada seratus lbeyh dah... tp still x puas gak. hurmm... xpala... maybe i can be categorized as shopaholic kot. ish...ish... astagfirullah... (pandai plak insaf) dlm kes len plak, brg dapur, wpon brg sume da lengkap, sentiasa rs brg x ckp, ader jer yg terpk nak bli, sdgkan brg bykkkk lg. pastuh nak kene lengkap bhgian frozen tuh. kalo slh satu drpd ayam@daging@ikan@udang xder jer, sure rs cam fuan(insecure) jer. aper yg fuan pon xtau lah. pastuh dlm hal2 rumah nieh, sentiasa jer rs x puas ati, da ubah cmnieh, nak ubah cam len plak... adeihh... then kalo wat homework plak, wpon rs jwpn da btol, mesti asek rs x puas ati, pastuh mula la dok btol2kan jwpn, last2 diri sndri gak pening... lagi, i'm always not satisfied with da way i've treated my fwens around me... satg mula la kuaq dalam otak... i shudnt have bla3.... i shud bla3.... always feel like, i should hv done better toka... i should perform better toka... kalo nak ikot byk lg mende yg i x puas ati, tp pnat jer nak listkan sumer. kdg2 rs sebab byk x puas ati niehla yg mendtgkan problem kat diri i, sbb byk pikir, kdg2 pikir menda yg nonsense. kesimpulan nye... i dunno... dr sudut academic, maybe i dunt trust myself dat much...?? maybe i'm not confident...?? dr sudut material, maybe i'm a shopaholic...??
sorryla if dis post memeningkan kepala anda. reminder: i havent sleep for many hours PLUS me having an upset stomach rite now. so maybe i'm a lil mereng, my bad.
once in a while ader jer org suke kol tp xmau ckp...!! dah la dier put his/her on screen name as witheld, sj xmau tunjuk number aa tuh!! i sgtla xsuke, dahla suke men kol2 tgh2 mlm, kdg2 pg2 buta, pg td pkol 4 ader lg. at least dah kol tuh ckpla kan, kalo slh dialled, ckpla "oops wrong number "ker. tp nieh dahla menggangu tdo i yg lena nieh, bila dah tjaga sbb dgr bunyi ringing dier pegy ltk tepon plak. ish. aitu tgh mlm pon same gak. witheld gak. i da jwb, "hello...", then dgr bunyi bnafas jer, then dier letak. adeih. on the positive side, it's a gud thing la dgr dier bnafas, so dat i noe dat it's aHUMAN. tp, amatla bengang dgn prank kol cmnie. ckpla hello ker kan?? xpyh la trus ltk tepon. sore i nieh gerun sgt ke smpai org tuh trus ltk tepon. kepada witheld2 sekalian yg suke dok men2 kol, tlg la men2 kol waktu siang k?? dun disturb me while i'm sleeping k?? do take note!! sekian, terima kasih.
since a picture worth a thousand words, i compiled all these pics in a scrapbook to describe my short holiday in MIE last week. do feel free to click on the 'play' button kay??hee. enjoy!! =)
saye sgt desperate mencari baito (keje part time) nieh...adeih...dahaga kan wang ringgit (atau yen) nieh... tlgla trima saya bekerja... byk tanggungan nieh... tanggungan terhadap kaki ku yg sentiasa nak pki kasut2 or but2 baru...tanggungan terhadap badanku yg sntiasa nak pakai bj2 br....tanggungan thadap muka ku, yg sentiasa nak mencuba kaler2 lipstick n eyeshadow br...sebbek xder jual tdg kat nihon kalo x sure bertambah tanggungan ku nieh... kalo nak diikotkan byk lagi nieh...perfume larh... itulah..niehlah... tp tuh sume adalah kehendak nafsu semata2. yg saya nyatakan sblm nieh (baju, kasut, mekap etc) bukanla kehendak nafsu, tetapi tanggungjawab terhadap keperluan body parts saya. jd sbg seorg manusia yg kerdil ini, saya perlu menjalankan tanggungjwb sy nieh sebaik mgkin. haha.bleyh x cmtuh?? TOLONG LA AMIK SAYA BEKERJA!! huwaaaaaaa~
wentout to nagoya wif noq chan today. tujuan asalnye is to go shopping kat zara n gap.tp sumhow we decided to jln2 nagoya jer. pegy wildflower garden, then meijyou(nagoya castle) (pttnyer larh) and oasis 21. jln2 tgk nature, indahnyer ciptaan-Nya, Subhanallah. sj jer jln2 amek gmbar ngan noq, beselar org ader camera power.hee.camera power pon, awal2 smpai nagoya ko batt camera dier kong la plak. haha. sebbek amek lgkah bijak g charge kat toilet org cacat.ngeh2.nice one norq. sebbek x ilang.haha.nway, had sooo much fun. syg mimi x dpt ikot sama. kalo x dier nak ikot jgak."mi nak tayang boot baru" datte. tp dier ader hal plak. ms nak pi wildflower garden tuh pttnyer kne nek boat. tp xtaulak ari bese boat tuh xder.cet.tpaksala nek bas. balik pon ktorg nek bas gak. camana ntah bas tuh tulis kanayama tp last stop dier jingu mae. kami yg knpius2 nieh pon trn jerlah. sebbek dpn eki (train station) jingu mae dier benti. so, xpela. noq pon ckp "aisha, jap eyh, nak msk supa (supermarket) jap, nak bli air". i pon follow ler same. then, yg bestnye cik noq kiter nieh tnampak 'mikan (buah limau)...詰め放題 (tsume houdai: sumbat byk mane yg anda suke') for only ¥358, sbb dragons (team baseball nagoya) menang. wah, apalagi...kami pon berusaha larh menyumbat plastik yg x bper besa tuh dgn buah limau. norq jgak yg hebat, dier bjaya sumbat 16 bj limau.haha. ms balik nek densya, cuak jer takut tjumpa sensei dlm densya. dok pk kalo tjumpa sensei, kalo2 sensei tnye watper kat nagoya nieh. rsnye nak jwb..."eeto, mikan kai ni kimasu"--> dtg nak bli limau.haha. sebab kat tgn juz ader limau jer. xtau nak jwb per, kang ckp dok nonbiri/jln2 kang, mesti dier kater, bdak nieh kuat enjoy, malas blaja plak.hehe. tp yokatta x tserempak dgn klasmet@sensei. nway,it's a pinky2 day 4 me n purple2 for noq.haha. so, niehla antara gmba2 4rm my camera. bkn camera power la...iskk..iskkk... otsukare norq chan!! tanoshikatta yo!!
da setaun lbey i ader dis thyroidism.hurm, dr natsu tau lepas, igt lagi asek kene ulang alik hospital (shimin byoin) jer...awal2, semggu 2x, then a month after, da turun 2x sebulan. then it goes on smpai taun nieh. and now, stat dr arituh dua bln skalik br jmper!!yay!! =) Alhamdulillah doc said my hormone level da normal for the pas 2-3 months, so, skrg nieh makan ubat juz utk make sure the level is maintained. fyi, doc nihon nieh xsuke operate, so kalo nak ikot ader kes2 thyroidism nieh yg kne opret pon sebolehnye dorg xkan opret. why?? sbb kat nihon nieh dorg prefer cara natural. heal naturally, dgn mkn ubat cmtuh jer. ader member2 sebatch yg tego dulu soh balik jer msia sbb cara kat msia lg cpt baek. kat jepon mmg la lmbt sket. tp xpela, nak blk msia syg nyer lah nak miss klas.mmg cara doc kat cni kot.syanai ne. bygkan la org pregnant pon mane der die bg ubat aper2, pantang ke aper ker sume xder. ape2pon, tima kasih doctor ku, 杉藤 裕一郎(japan)andDr. Rahman (msia). dl pnah pgsan2 dlm dlm lab la, asek pengsan kat kilang kao larh, mcm2 la...skrg Alhamdulillah...berdiri lama2 pon da nantoka naru. Alhamdulillah bersyukur sgt2 ke hadrat Ilahi. Taun lepas adalah taun yg penuh dugaan. dgn saket la, aper la, lot of things happened.but i learnt a lot too n byk menyesal. menyesal to making fwens dat actually xlayak pon dipggil kwn and etc. byk pengajaran yg dpt i blajar 4rm last year's experience. not to trust everyone u noe, sumtimes u think u noe them, but they're not wat u thought they were. and xsume org piki mcm apa yg u pk. maybe all dis time, i've been surrounding by peeps dat think just like me. but the reality is xsume cmtuh. cthnye bg certain stuff, bg kiter it's not ok.tp bg dorg nothing wrong with it. hurm. mcm2 jenis org dlm dunia nieh. ape2pon, i've learned my lesson.well, i call it 'the learning process'.Alhamdulillah... back to my thyroidism, time kasih my seniors, intan, wanie, yus...yg tlg bwk g hospital larh, teman i pegy bli ubat lah.thanx guys.n to my fwens esp, noq, mimi, n pakwan yg slalu igtkan soh makan ubat.thank u. last but not least of course la my family. byk sgt bg support n doa, ms winter last year asek sesak nafas...da byk wat dorg risau...gomen ne...now dat i'm getting better, i think i'll recover fully soon.insyaAllah.
p/s: lama x jumper makcik2 yg selalu same2 tggu turn jmper doc, hopefully they're getting better too. =) p/p/s: aitu ader chat dgn dis one gurl who happens to be sick too, i hope she'll get well soon. =)
Manchester United has been winning since the last match against Middlesbrough.
Note: Middlesbrough (3-1) -- Carling Bolton (2-0) -- EPL Aalborg bk (3-0) -- UEFA Blackburn (2-0) -- EPL West Brom (4-0) --EPL Celtic (3-0) -- UEFA
Tomorrow's match is against Everton (UEFA). i missed their last two game, which is sgt merugikan sbb obviously MU kenduri GOL. hopefully i wont miss their game tomorrow n sopcast x wat hal. for Uefa skrg still kat group stage and MU is leading. Carling plak br nak masuk 4th round. match pas nie is against QPR (Queens Park Ranger...heh). ape2pon yg mendebarkan skrg is the EPL. Chelsea's leading (blaarrrhh), with 20 pts. (MU's: 14 pts)kalo MU menang tomorrow, their point will be 17. which is good. i think they'll do just fine. what do u think??do u think MU willwin thisseason's EPL title??
p/s: sorry for the enormous image, purposedly done to annoy AMZAR. ngeh3.
it's raining... i love it when it's raining... i love how the sound of the falling rain clears my mind... when it's raining... i love to close my eyes... nothing fills my mind, just the sound of the rain... it brings me peace... i always feel like a new person after the rain... a man with a new dream... a man with a new beginning... as if the rain poured down to clean my soul and set me clean... also... i just love the feeling when it's raining... the feeling of just to lie on my bed... the day turns colder... send shivers to my soul... i'll pull up my blanket... and sleep. ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ
wuu...pening...pening tgk tulisan2 dlm buku2 nieh...ader xm toeic dis sunday...borrowed 4 toeic books 4rm da library...sumer org ckp senang jer...x pnah dlm sejarah dak malaysia x pass toeic tuh, but i'm not buying all dat. sbbnyer... i nieh jenis gelabah...senang mcmana pon +/- gelabah i nieh, bykla careless mistakes, simple stuffs pon i can easily got confused. nieh plak ader listening, satg dok ralit kang silap2 da tlepas byk soklan.huwaa, hopefully not. insyaAllah. so, mcmana skalipon, i hv to be really prepared for any xm, tmasukla yg senang camana skalipon.hoho. nway, td mimi asked me about oscilloscope, lamer gla x gne oscilloscope, apatah lg la nak igt specific measure n function nyer.aaaa...yabai2. sdgkan dak EE. aisey, i promise i will blaja balik psl oscilloscope, n try not to forget all those things i've learned. nway, rs cam nak bli bj baru n boot pendek la. bese la da msk autumn nieh, sure pasaan nak shopping bj2 autumn membuak2. i'm sure norq will agree on this too.haha. gomenna norq, pi selit nama hang plak.haha. k la, nak tdo, besok nak msk 4 k rozi's birthday celebration. =)
hurm...dis morning pegy teman kak zeti n her husband pegy klink nak cek kandungan kak zeti. tlg jd translator sket2.hehe.luv kids. dulu takut dgn bdak2, slalu rs budak2 sumer akan nanges biler tgk muker i. so, sbb tuh dr kecik mmg nigate giler dgn bdak2. plus i anak bongsu. then antara sepupu2 rapat pon i'm da youngest one. so, biler org soh pgg bdak or men ngan bdak2, i'll freak out.haha. tp skrg, sgtla suker dgn bdak2. wpon nakal, tp sgt la comel.haha.td dkt klinik pon penuh bdak2 n baby2. comey2 blaka.ada yg muker cam bentuk momoe, ader yg cam bentuk apple, kawaiii2!!(note: wpon disamakan dgn bentuk buah, namun itu hanyala pujian semata2)hehe byk gak yg nak kena check td, i ikot jer sume sbb kne translate. Alhamdulillah, baby nyer sihat, da 26 mggu, n doc ckp ooookiiii(besaaaarr) desune!!hee.rs kagum n terharu tgk baby dok gerak2, n plg rs cam tharu gile biler tgk shinzou(jantung) dier.Subhanallah...batak jgakla, al maklumla, xpnah ade pengalaman tgk mende2 cmnie.hee Then da selesai sume, abg rizal n kak zeti bwk pi lousiana mama, dorg blanja...adeihh yabai2...mmg sedap2 spaghetti n pizza kat ctu.kenyang abes la. Tiga hari berturut2 makan spaghetti n pizza. Yabai2. tp tiga2 hari org blanja.(tenkiu wanie, keba , kak zeti/abg rizal). Alhamdulillah. da rezeki xkan nak ditolak plak kan.heee. hurm, bila tgk baby dlm kandungan kak zeti td, tringat giler kat akak ku kat malaysia tuh. dier tgh pregnant gak. due dlm bulan 5 2009. hrp2 xder pape mslh. smoga my sis n her kandungan nyer sehat2 hendaknyer.hehe. xsaba nak balik usap2 perot dier, nak ckp, 'ello baby, auntie sue nieh'. manatau nanti baby tuh kuar2 jer 1st word dier sbut auntie sue...uwekkk...auntie sue... . haha. yelah tuh. rase cam dikelilingi dgn org2 pregnant lak.haha. so, to my sis, kak zeti, and 'u noe who u r' (identiti tpaksa dirahsiakan), all da best n hopefully semuanya berjalan lancar dr awal pregnancy smpaila bersalin nanti, insyaAllah.
Happy 24th Birthday to Pakwan!! =) --->Smoga pjg umo n dimurahkan rezeki. --->May Allah bless you alwiz. --->Smoga berjaya dlm kenkyu2 n xm2. last but not least, ********Smoga Cepat Dapat Duit Skoler******** (^_^)
p/s: ucapan terakhir tuh BUKAN la bermaksud mendoakan die dpt skoler cpt sbb nak pow dier k. sy bkn materialistik...ekekeke. (ye ker?) haha
Utusan Malaysia: "Wanita dibunuh depan suami" New Straits Times: "Two slashed in parang attack"
sigh...sigh..... a long sigh.....Malaysia was known for its harmony, multi-racial country...i repeat...harmony. but all dat we can see around us nowadays are violence, violence, and violence. it's hard for me to even have the strength to read the newspapers. very sickening to read most of the headlines (beside the political subject) got to do wif violence n crime. i remember when i was a child, i used to go to az enterprise (kedai runcit la) by myself or wif my sister to buy chocolates etc. of course everybody goes to kedai too kan?it's not anything strange. but i always wonder if it's ok for kids to go to kedai or anywhere else by themselves these days.(note: nurul huda, nur shuhada, nurin jazlin). bkn jer kids, even me as an adult pon i never feel safe whenever i'm out on my own. wat happen to Malaysia? too many crimes. apa la sgt value nyawa... nyawa macam da x berharga dah. juz imagine tgh dok sdp2 makan kat gerai pon ada org bleyh dtg kelar leher.wat da....? wat can we do to change all these scenarios..?? it needs to be changed. it has to!! i cant help being worried too much of my family kat malaysia. Anything...as in ANYTHING can happen...*sigh* Although it seems hopeless, i'm still hoping there's sumthing we can do to change things...Ya Allah...
p/s: i hope the poilitcal stuffs can be put aside, and they juz focus on making Malaysia a safe country like it used to be.*sigh*
BULAT... dats wat i am...?? "eyh aishaaa.....lame xjmper...makin bulat nmpak..." "weyh, bulat. aisha bulat." "haa, makan2, makin bulat aa ngko..." (diikuti dgn gelak ketawa) "eeee aisha...bulat lah."
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adeihhh, pening pale den biler sumer org asek pggey i nieh bulat...kdg2 pk, mcm bola ker aku nieh.bulat sgt ker.adeih2.hey people, for your information, it's hard for me not to be bulat, because i'm sure it's very much harder to be tiga segi, or empat segi, or etc. rite...?? u better be thankful i'm not a triangular shaped ker aper ker. dat might be very creepy...eeerrrrr... kdg2 tired of people calling me bulat. but maybe dats juz...me. =)
too many things to write...since byk event n things happening around me dis week...dunno where to start...hurm...doushiyou kana...wahh...xtau2... dis week ader daisai (university festival), my tekak n lelangit melecur sbb telan takoyaki panas2, noq dtg toyohashi, dll...wahhh byk menda lah. igt nak citer one by one, tp cam xtau nak start dr mane.haha.pening2.hurm, i'll write later lah kot.haha.
well oh well...so, guess wat's the cheesy side of me??
Q: wats the cheesiest thing in you? A: hurm...dat would be me being a fan to dis boyband, the backstreet boys. heee~
i've been a fan to dis group since standard 3 which is in 1995. been a fan since then till now. 2008-1995= 13 years..??wowww.lamer gak kan??so today, feeling a bit 'backstreet girl', i listened to bsb's songs 4rm early morning till now.haha. of coz we might have frowned to the boyband era, but listening to the songs makes me feel good, reminding me of the gud ol days.
the boyband seems to be the joke of the music arena these days. well, it's the era of ne-yo+justin+linkin park+beyonce+rihanna+bullet for my valentine... the list goes on... no doubt they're all great singers, producing great songs but sumtime it's the bsb's gud ol songs that i turn up to when i had a bad day. so okay, feel free to watch this video from the earliest day of the bsb.
look at nick, how cute.haha.dis is my fave mase standard 3 dulu.bile dgr balik rase cam lawak jer.
next is one of my fave song from them.douzo goran kudasai~
it's a bonus track. too bad it's not a single n got no mv.
byk lagi my fave songs, including some from their latest album. but i'm feeling a bit jiwang n nak dgr lagu2 lame 4rm them. enjoy~
woww...da lama x menulis kat blog nieh...gomenne bloggy...been bz wif my xm these past few weeks...anyway, to all my fwens...Selamat Hari Raya n Maaf Zahir Batin...Segala slh dan silap harap dimaafkan... Pejam celik pejam celik...xsedar plak dis is my 3rd year celebrating raya di perantauan...huwaa... biler da sedar nieh rase cdeyh lar plak...really mish my family...huwaa... biler dkt2 nak raya, member2...senior2 sume pon sibukla dok psg lagu raya...bkak youtube searching for drama raya lah..lagu raya barula...but not for me... believe it or not... i wont psg lagu raya or tgk drama raya sepjg2 bln ramadhan tuh...smpaila 1 syawal, br la bukak lg raya...nak tau knape?? sbb rs seksa sgt dgr lagu raya sbb asek tringat kat family n kucing2 kat msia tuh. pg raya 1 Syawal tuh pon psg sbb nak mengingatkan diri sndri today is hari raya. so, i pon bkakla imeem, cr playlist lagu raya. ada 27 lagu...for the first 1@2 songs, mmgla seksa gile nak dgr...dahla 1st song nye pulanglah by aisyah..then da 2nd one is from Sudirman...xigt tajuknya... aduhai~mcm nak pecah jer dada dok thn xmau nangis... at last, i bjaya jgak melayan lagu2 raya tsebut dgn enjoynyer...yokatta~
pegy smayang raya-->makan2 dgn org indon n arab-->balik rumah-->msk rendang-->kol family haa~part yg kol family nieh la part yg paling sayu skali... yet i didnt cry, sbb dgr suara2 family ku yg ceria2 belaka...kol msia, talked to ma, abah, akak, cak, pak cak, k cma, ayin, at, tok, n even my nephew, da handsome amir.tried calling pakngah...tp xdpt2 pon smpai skrg.dunno why. cdeyh jgak, sbb x dpt beraya ngan dorg, since dr lahir2 pon mmg celebrate raya dgn family n sepupu2 kesygnku nieh...windu sgt2...windu jgak ngan kucing2 kat umah esp natchan. ='(
utk member2 nihon tsyg...pakwan, norq, mimi, etc.beshnye dpt beraya kt msia...gud for u!! balikla cpt... nak pow kfc n ketupat palas+rendang.heee~mish u guys.
utk member2 kat msia tsyg... ketahuilah betapa untungnye anda semua dpt beraya di sisi keluarga tersyg. so appreciate it as much as u can. i've read dis one blog (name blog dirahsiakan), dis gal is so rebellious, die siap citer ketidak puasan hatinye sbb dia nak smbut raya kat umah bf nye, tp mak nye x bg...so, dier sgt xpuas ati dgn maknye.hurm...xtau ape nak comment, but for me, hargailah ms yg ada dgn family sebaik2nya. xper, smbut raya ngan bf tuh, nanti u kawen...smbutla sepuas2nya. aper2pon tuk member2 kesygnku...syida jubri, ina, mardhi, syakirin, aimi, mida, n etc...i mish u guys sooo muchhh. n minx maaf yer salah dan silap. luv u!! *hugs*
my sis is pregnant!!Alhamdulillah.heee~congrats akak n abg israr!!happy for u guys!! =) smoga everything goes well...aminnn."auntie sue... auntie sue... uwekkk... uwekkk(baby nangis)"--->haha, da mula brangan dah...haha
i'm not sure whether i'm being over sensitive or it's my unbalanced hormones...but all of sudden tears fall down my face as i listen to "i'll be" by edwin mccain...i luv listening 2 music especially when i'm doing works dat dun need me to pay dat much attention...usually i'll just listen, and the lyrics would be very blur n i`ll only get the beat...but just now, dis one song really gets me...i'm not sure why but among hundreds of songs in my playlist, it's the only song dat made me stuck to the lyrics...i suddenly stop doing my work, n all the lyrics seem to be very clear...which really touched me...it touched me soo badly dat i even cried.was indeed a beautiful song, n written straight from the heart.
I'll be Edwin Mccain
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful Stop me and steal my breath Emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together Dress it up with the trappings of love I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I'll Be your cryin' shoulder I'll Be love suicide I'll Be better when I'm older I'll Be the greatest fan of your life
Rain falls angry on the tin roof As we lie awake in my bed You're my survival, you're my living proof My love is alive and not dead
Tell me that we belong together Dress it up with the trappings of love I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I'll Be your cryin' shoulder I'll Be love suicide I'll Be better when I'm older I'll Be the greatest fan of your life
I've dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead Tuned in, turned on, remembered the things you said
I'll Be your cryin' shoulder I'll Be love suicide I'll Be better when I'm older I'll Be the greatest fan of your life
p/s: i dun have the brain energy to analyse the deeper meaning of dis lyrics, since it includes the word 'suicide'. but all i can say is, goin thru dis lyrics made me realized dat it holds a lot of meaning to me.remind me of the people whom i miss sooo much... ='(